um yeh

and i loss sleep over guilt and shame of "what if my parents find out"
"what if what if what if"

yeah

i wad born an overthinker and i always will be

unfortunately

now im just like-

i dont feel too much guilt over this stuff

im doing alright now
but like

bro

i was so sensitive cuz someone just mentions/says the word smût

i got reminded of that when i was 12-13

now im just chill tho
so yeh

i shouldve stayed away from wattpad :/

oh well

i suck at wording stuff-

i meant i got reminded of wattpad and THAT stuff and felt sm shame :skull:

now im fine tho

ive changed alot so quickly :skull:

alr im done ig

why do i feel like people are gonna shame me and haťe on me??? :skull:

i find it funna when i was 12 on wattpad and found nsfw of my ship

i would be so offended tho
and now i fangirl over that shi-

i mean wha-

*funny*

AND YES, ik i shouldn't read that at my age
but i cant find it in me to care :skull:

small child me shouldn'tve had to deal with my mother threathening to make cps take me away to a bad place, to blow my cats brains out in front of me, to take my cat away JUST because she couldn't do her homework at my age either but hey

whaddya gonna do :neutral_face:

*by her i meant child me*

alright im done FR

mqy delete this later

do u have minecraft?

you were 12? i was traumatized by my exfriend with corn vids at 9!

so i feel u for the watpad part

@VioLazLol

yeah, i dont play it alot tho

@-_SUN_-

oop-

Girl I did the same thing

When I was 10? 11? Idk but that was when I discovered it

I think ppl called it 'lemon' or smth

I shamelessly read that stuff back then on my FREAKING 3DS.

I didn't even understand what I was reading :sob:

Nobody found out tho :smiley:

I do read it occasionally on AO3 as long as it isn't excessive or cringe yk?

And i admit i still use my DS internet browser to read 'those' fanfics

I just delete my history after :sunglasses: :thumbsup:

@UnmovingMoon

hehehehehehehehehehe
no bcuz if its my otp and written at least averagely good

LIKE

AHHHHHHH

lol imagine learning how seggs works because of a trolls smut fanfic

@FeralFangirlGoesWild
Fr fr :sob:

I always read all the tags tho

@TheWinningLoser

NO BCUZ LIKE-

THATS KINDA TRUE :sob: :sob: :sob:

@UnmovingMoon

YES

always read thru the tags :skull:

@FeralFangirlGoesWild

This is random

But I was watching hb

And my lil' sis wanted to watch with me (she's 11)

I warned her there was weird stuff in the show

She didn't care :no_mouth:

And she likes it :no_mouth:

Her favorite characters are Moxxie and Blitzø

We were watching the episode where Blitz and Moxxie got kidnapped

@UnmovingMoon oop-

me and my 10 yr old brother watch it-

@FeralFangirlGoesWild
Nice XD

@UnmovingMoon

:worried:

@FeralFangirlGoesWild

:no_mouth: