@Alex_034 ah srry i just sent smt :sob: i dont date ppl younger then me (again srry if im reading into the crush thing i tend to jump to conclusions- but if ur 16 its fine srry again :sob: u can leave im awkward- alot- srry- :sob: )
@Alex_034 mk back! what devices do u play on? and what games? i have vr,switch,computer and i play minecraft,rec room,among us, and others like lethal company,and ark
@Alex_034 i have no clue..he left after smt stupid. he hurt me..but idk if i still love em or not.. its hard..bc i was doing fine until he appeared again.. he left TWICE and now hes back.. i almost had a meltdown when he came back
@Alex_034 ik.. alot of others wouldnt either.. im still thinking abt it and if i wanna get back with him i wanna set boundries. like i should have done before.
i wanna do the relationship right.. i wanna love my partner and maybe love myself. srry mushy info :sob: ima shut up now
@Alex_034 well hes a bit- inappropriate.. and hes 16. and i dont rlly wanna be.. inappropriate.. er i dont want him using slurs or anything. he gets mad when i do my impressions so easily.. he has a bit of a temper- he punches walls-
@Alex_034 ty :'3 idk any calming down techniques to use tho.. and hes a online so i cant stop him from punching things and getting suspended from school (which did happen)
@Alex_034 :disappointed: low low low low low low low low low low low low im at a all time-- HEY! /ref/lyr but same :disappointed: my dad will teol me to get a drink for my sibs and when i do i think im supposed to bring it to him :sob: or i forget wht my mom asks me to get her within seconds
@Alex_034 im sorry ur going through that.. they arent your real friends if they are doing that.
the se:ual friend u need to tell them to stop. if they dont,they arent your friend. dont listen to either of em. ur life means ALOT. u do matter and you shouldnt kys. ur a awesome person. idk what people these days are thinking.
i used to be physically bullied and get bruises all the time,and ive been called fat,ugly,some kid called me a skin suit.
@Alex_034 but look. ima say smt and its gonna sound cringy and might not help,but, my mom told me that "******* yourself doesnt end the pain.it gives it to others." any problems irl u can work through them. and im here for u. what se said has kept me alkve bc..i dont want anyone to be hurt with me gone.
but i believe in god. i believe i have some purplse in life. so im gonna keep breathing. im sorry they are treating you horribly.. u might want to tell ur parents or smt..
@Alex_034 tell the principle or a teacher..they shouldnt be doing this.. i hope ur teachers care enough to help with the situation bc mine did not. and everything you go through,others might aswell. and that helps you connect with them and understand how they feel.
@Alex_034 i wanna ask 2 questions u might find offending :sob: i rlly dont mean to be- pls dont take it wrongly-
do u have a religion? (no im not forcing mine on ya i just wanna know,im a christian)
and- :sob: u do mean like- partner as in lover-right? i have 1 more question but itll wait for tomorrow (u will answer these tomorrow anyways- but ima wait) if im totally off in what ur saying im so sorry :sob: i jump to conclusions to soon.. and i hope it dont ruin our relationship if im wrong
@Alex_034 uh one last question :sob: ik ur non binary but what gender were u? :sob: that sounds so bad but im straight im sorry for the questions :sob: thats the last one :sob: im awkward and wierd :sob: and socially stunted u prob dont wanna be my partner anyways-
@Alex_034 okay! i smacked the left side of my head bc i was stressed bc the kids go wild all day and now my brains kinda fuzzy :sob: and i got confused and abt passed out and or threw up (i felt sick) but im just laying on the couch,im a bit better now. (ofc >////< <3 )
@Alex_034 ty.. :'3 i shouldnt of did it. my fault. i just get so frustrated :sob: i think i broke smt in that side of my head like 2 months ago :sob: im making it worse.
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04 Mar, 2025, 1:10 am
@Alex_034 age? if ur comfortable. im 15 ^ ^
04 Mar, 2025, 1:15 am
@Alex_034 ah srry i just sent smt :sob: i dont date ppl younger then me (again srry if im reading into the crush thing i tend to jump to conclusions- but if ur 16 its fine srry again :sob: u can leave im awkward- alot- srry- :sob: )
04 Mar, 2025, 1:16 am
i make everything awkward all the time :sob:
04 Mar, 2025, 1:18 am
@Alex_034 well thats fine srry im a bit anxious and awkward ^ ^'
04 Mar, 2025, 1:24 am
@Alex_034 hmmmm what time is it for u? its 7:23pm for me rn lol
04 Mar, 2025, 1:26 am
@Alex_034 nice! ^ ^
height? im 5'6 lol my mom says i look 18 bc of how tall i am -,-
04 Mar, 2025, 1:35 am
@Alex_034 lol
hmmm anything u wanna ask me?
whats ur fav color? mines yellow and orange
04 Mar, 2025, 1:42 am
@Alex_034 yup! 2 cats and 2 dogs! ^ ^
04 Mar, 2025, 1:43 am
@Alex_034 wbu?
also brb gotta eat dinner!
04 Mar, 2025, 1:47 am
@Alex_034 ooo!
whens ur b-day? mine oct 8th!
(one more question,brb!)
04 Mar, 2025, 1:57 am
@Alex_034 mk back!
what devices do u play on? and what games?
i have vr,switch,computer and i play minecraft,rec room,among us, and others like lethal company,and ark
04 Mar, 2025, 1:59 am
@Alex_034 ooo! can u play mc multiplayer?
04 Mar, 2025, 1:59 am
@Alex_034 i also play ACNH u.u its fun lol
04 Mar, 2025, 2:06 am
@Alex_034 ah its fine!
yeah i do ^ ^
04 Mar, 2025, 2:10 am
@Alex_034 oh no i dont :sob: i know little abt dandys world
04 Mar, 2025, 2:14 am
@Alex_034 srry TnT
04 Mar, 2025, 2:27 am
@Alex_034 thqts fine!
04 Mar, 2025, 2:30 am
@Alex_034 mk!
04 Mar, 2025, 2:33 am
@Alex_034 mk! see u too!
04 Mar, 2025, 2:34 am
bye! *waves back*
05 Mar, 2025, 12:09 am
@Alex_034 hiii! ^ ^
05 Mar, 2025, 12:12 am
@Alex_034 good,u? ^ ^
05 Mar, 2025, 12:15 am
@Alex_034 yeah i get that.
a few days ago my ex came back on here and we r friends now. hes trying to get back with me bc he 'missed me' he said.
05 Mar, 2025, 12:18 am
@Alex_034 i have no clue..he left after smt stupid. he hurt me..but idk if i still love em or not.. its hard..bc i was doing fine until he appeared again.. he left TWICE and now hes back.. i almost had a meltdown when he came back
05 Mar, 2025, 12:25 am
@Alex_034 ik.. alot of others wouldnt either..
im still thinking abt it and if i wanna get back with him i wanna set boundries.
like i should have done before.
i wanna do the relationship right.. i wanna love my partner and maybe love myself.
srry mushy info :sob: ima shut up now
05 Mar, 2025, 12:29 am
@Alex_034 yeah.. i need advice
05 Mar, 2025, 12:29 am
@Alex_034 idk :sob:
i try to be one to others,mostly failing :'>
05 Mar, 2025, 12:35 am
@Alex_034 well hes a bit- inappropriate.. and hes 16. and i dont rlly wanna be.. inappropriate..
er i dont want him using slurs or anything.
he gets mad when i do my impressions so easily..
he has a bit of a temper- he punches walls-
05 Mar, 2025, 12:35 am
cringy topic :sob:
05 Mar, 2025, 12:38 am
@Alex_034 ugh i gtg...ill talk to u later...
05 Mar, 2025, 12:38 am
@Alex_034 pls do tell me the advice tho :sob:
05 Mar, 2025, 1:45 am
@Alex_034 ty :'3
idk any calming down techniques to use tho.. and hes a online so i cant stop him from punching things and getting suspended from school (which did happen)
05 Mar, 2025, 3:12 am
@Alex_034 pls do :'3
05 Mar, 2025, 3:15 am
@Alex_034 oooo! any others?
05 Mar, 2025, 3:49 am
@Alex_034 ty! ill share these tips and use em myself ^ ^
05 Mar, 2025, 3:57 am
@Alex_034 not yet im working on it,srry TnT
06 Mar, 2025, 5:19 am
@Alex_034 im gonna make a picture of them together ^ ^
is that a good gift?
06 Mar, 2025, 10:41 pm
@Alex_034 nah its okay! took me awhile too!
06 Mar, 2025, 10:44 pm
@Alex_034 dont! ^ ^ some ppl still dont know how to. and now u know :3 :smiley:
06 Mar, 2025, 10:48 pm
@Alex_034 im dumber T.T trust me.
06 Mar, 2025, 10:54 pm
@Alex_034 i swear i am lol
and REALLY forgetful-
06 Mar, 2025, 10:57 pm
@Alex_034 :disappointed: low low low low low low low low low low low low
im at a all time-- HEY! /ref/lyr
but same :disappointed: my dad will teol me to get a drink for my sibs and when i do i think im supposed to bring it to him :sob: or i forget wht my mom asks me to get her within seconds
06 Mar, 2025, 11:06 pm
@Alex_034 :sob: :sob: its so badddddd
06 Mar, 2025, 11:22 pm
@Alex_034 u can vent and ill have to text when i get back.
but u go ahead and we can talk abt it shen,i get back or use the emergency phone google <3
07 Mar, 2025, 1:30 am
@Alex_034 yes I'm sure dw! I'm almost home ill be right there. U can vent,I promise its fine.
07 Mar, 2025, 2:08 am
@Alex_034 im sorry ur going through that..
they arent your real friends if they are doing that.
the se:ual friend u need to tell them to stop.
if they dont,they arent your friend.
dont listen to either of em. ur life means ALOT. u do matter and you shouldnt kys. ur a awesome person. idk what people these days are thinking.
i used to be physically bullied and get bruises all the time,and ive been called fat,ugly,some kid called me a skin suit.
and everyones going through smt.
07 Mar, 2025, 2:11 am
@Alex_034 but look. ima say smt and its gonna sound cringy and might not help,but, my mom told me that "******* yourself doesnt end the pain.it gives it to others." any problems irl u can work through them. and im here for u.
what se said has kept me alkve bc..i dont want anyone to be hurt with me gone.
but i believe in god. i believe i have some purplse in life. so im gonna keep breathing.
im sorry they are treating you horribly.. u might want to tell ur parents or smt..
07 Mar, 2025, 2:13 am
@Alex_034 tell the principle or a teacher..they shouldnt be doing this.. i hope ur teachers care enough to help with the situation bc mine did not. and everything you go through,others might aswell. and that helps you connect with them and understand how they feel.
07 Mar, 2025, 2:16 am
@Alex_034 of course! ur my friend. if u EVER need to talk u can always come to me <3
07 Mar, 2025, 2:26 am
@Alex_034 thats good ^ ^ :3
im happy too,usually ppl dont apritiate (idk how to spell srry-) my help :'3
im hqppy i was able to help u friendo.
07 Mar, 2025, 6:12 am
@Alex_034 i wanna ask 2 questions u might find offending :sob: i rlly dont mean to be- pls dont take it wrongly-
do u have a religion? (no im not forcing mine on ya i just wanna know,im a christian)
and- :sob: u do mean like- partner as in lover-right?
i have 1 more question but itll wait for tomorrow (u will answer these tomorrow anyways- but ima wait)
if im totally off in what ur saying im so sorry :sob: i jump to conclusions to soon.. and i hope it dont ruin our relationship if im wrong
07 Mar, 2025, 4:27 pm
@Alex_034 yeah its fine! im not judging i was just asking ^ ^
07 Mar, 2025, 6:45 pm
@Alex_034 uh one last question :sob:
ik ur non binary but what gender were u? :sob: that sounds so bad but im straight im sorry for the questions :sob: thats the last one :sob: im awkward and wierd :sob: and socially stunted
u prob dont wanna be my partner anyways-
07 Mar, 2025, 11:06 pm
@Alex_034 im a female :thumbsup: and a christian,wbu?
07 Mar, 2025, 11:09 pm
@Alex_034 mk! ill text u when,i get back,going for a walk!
07 Mar, 2025, 11:52 pm
@Alex_034 back :>
07 Mar, 2025, 11:52 pm
@Alex_034 how was school? ^ ^ (if u went)
07 Mar, 2025, 11:58 pm
@Alex_034 thats good (i hope ur friends were treating u better..) im doing good today,been lazy all day :sob:
im glad i went for a walk :'3
08 Mar, 2025, 12:10 am
@Alex_034 yeah well im glad theyre treating u better! u dont deserve to be made fun of. (or them messing with u too)
08 Mar, 2025, 12:24 am
@Alex_034 well im glad u got through it!
08 Mar, 2025, 12:30 am
@Alex_034 lol :skull:
08 Mar, 2025, 12:36 am
@Alex_034 :skull:
08 Mar, 2025, 12:37 am
@Alex_034 wish it coulda been longer :disappointed: /joke
08 Mar, 2025, 1:10 am
@Alex_034 i love watching drama lol
08 Mar, 2025, 2:00 am
@Alex_034 ill be back tomorrow night :sob:
(i might like u-)
we do smt ev3ry friday to saturday!
08 Mar, 2025, 3:42 am
@Alex_034 fred the alien :alien: :skull: gtg again i was just checking in before i had toleave for the rest of the night!
talk to ya tomorrow :heart: :sparkles:
(uhm...wanna- be- er- T//T u prob dont nvm :sob: if so ill text u abt it tomorrow!) have a good sleep!
08 Mar, 2025, 5:57 pm
@Alex_034 awwwwww! its well- almost aft3rnoon for both of us lol :'> just checking on-we on break but i gtg again till 7 tonight :sob:
08 Mar, 2025, 6:00 pm
@Alex_034 but good afternoon to ya! <3 :>
(er-so can we-? yk- :sob: ur so sweet-)
but i hope,ur days going well so far!
08 Mar, 2025, 10:28 pm
@Alex_034 (er- uhm- d-date?) >////<
(me asking as a very socially awkward person :sob: )
well im glad :> ur making my day better too <3 :'3
09 Mar, 2025, 1:32 am
@Alex_034 sameeeee ye-
good afternoon- well- late afternoon lol <3
09 Mar, 2025, 1:34 am
@Alex_034 thats fine lol good evening u.u how u been today? ',:3
09 Mar, 2025, 1:38 am
@Alex_034 same <33 im happy now u.u i had a good day :>
09 Mar, 2025, 1:40 am
@Alex_034 :blush: ye! u.u missed ya all day.
and everyone. T.T but im back so yippee!
09 Mar, 2025, 1:43 am
@Alex_034 :> im gonna go draw a small demo friendly base if i can lol!
09 Mar, 2025, 1:45 am
@Alex_034 actually i just made my character real quick and u can add ur oc!
09 Mar, 2025, 2:17 am
@Alex_034 idk :disappointed: any ideas?
09 Mar, 2025, 2:26 am
@Alex_034 mk we can try!
09 Mar, 2025, 2:33 am
@Alex_034 i can try! i suck at hugging lol ill try my best tho! :sparkles: <3
09 Mar, 2025, 2:46 am
@Alex_034 i cant make ur oc and me hugging so i just made human :sob: what should i put as the hair color?
09 Mar, 2025, 2:47 am
and whats ur fav color again? @Alex_034 :sob: i forgot
09 Mar, 2025, 2:50 am
@Alex_034 mk! ^ ^ be done soon! (i suck lol)
09 Mar, 2025, 2:54 am
@Alex_034 mhm!
09 Mar, 2025, 2:55 am
@Alex_034 last question- skin color? :sob: i think white but i wanna make sure!
09 Mar, 2025, 2:59 am
@Alex_034 nope im good ^ ^ ty!
09 Mar, 2025, 4:09 am
@Alex_034 sure :thumbsup: ^ ^
09 Mar, 2025, 4:13 am
@Alex_034 *confused like the dumb person i am* wah? :sob:
09 Mar, 2025, 4:17 am
@Alex_034 *le gasp*/joke
i- l-love u too- <3
( :sob: im sorry too im cringee :sob: )
09 Mar, 2025, 4:20 am
@Alex_034 ur not! im more cringe- :sob: <3
09 Mar, 2025, 4:26 am
@Alex_034 lol XD
<3
09 Mar, 2025, 4:33 am
@Alex_034 lol same :3 <33 *hugs back*
HIYA FRED :>
09 Mar, 2025, 4:36 am
hes okay lol *hugs you tighter* i like hugging you,your comfortable >//////<
09 Mar, 2025, 4:47 am
@Alex_034 i forgot to @ u! :sob: :sob:
09 Mar, 2025, 4:57 am
@Alex_034 thank u :> <333 ^///^
09 Mar, 2025, 4:59 am
@Alex_034 cute u.u and soft :3 <33
09 Mar, 2025, 5:03 am
@Alex_034 sorry! :sob:
09 Mar, 2025, 8:06 am
@Alex_034 love u too <333 (i gotta figure out ur nickname lol) love,hubby,smt cute lol gn! have a very good sleep and ill text u tomorrow!
09 Mar, 2025, 5:00 pm
@Alex_034 good lol then my younger sister tried to get me up and for a few minutes i fell back asleep XD
but im up,i just ate!
how was ur sleep?
09 Mar, 2025, 6:38 pm
@Alex_034 i hope we get to talk today! (*cough* er love ya :'3 <3)
09 Mar, 2025, 8:23 pm
@Alex_034 its oki! :> wb! <33
09 Mar, 2025, 8:27 pm
@Alex_034 thats good! ( :heart_eyes_cat: same :3 >////< )
09 Mar, 2025, 8:30 pm
@Alex_034 okay! i smacked the left side of my head bc i was stressed bc the kids go wild all day and now my brains kinda fuzzy :sob: and i got confused and abt passed out and or threw up (i felt sick) but im just laying on the couch,im a bit better now. (ofc >////< <3 )
09 Mar, 2025, 8:34 pm
@Alex_034 ty.. :'3
i shouldnt of did it. my fault. i just get so frustrated :sob: i think i broke smt in that side of my head like 2 months ago :sob: im making it worse.
but im trying to stop :'
<3
09 Mar, 2025, 8:35 pm
@Alex_034 (*cough* ur sweeter! <33333 :> ^////^ )
09 Mar, 2025, 8:37 pm
@Alex_034 (yuh huh <3)
dw abt me ill be fine ^ ^ i feel back to normal it just hurts a teeny tiny bit ^ ^
09 Mar, 2025, 8:42 pm
@Alex_034 well ill be fine <3
09 Mar, 2025, 8:46 pm
@Alex_034 im srry im worrying u.. <3 i wuv u :'3
09 Mar, 2025, 8:48 pm
@Alex_034 :kissing_smiling_eyes:
09 Mar, 2025, 8:49 pm
u/////u
09 Mar, 2025, 8:49 pm
ur sweeter
09 Mar, 2025, 8:57 pm
@Alex_034 mhmmm! :3
09 Mar, 2025, 8:58 pm
@Alex_034 ty >////< <333333333
09 Mar, 2025, 9:03 pm
@Alex_034 eeeeee >/////<
also! nicknamess! what do u want me to call u? ',:3
i rlly liked when u called me sunshine- made me float on a cloud for a minute lol but im good with any others! ^ ^
09 Mar, 2025, 9:06 pm
@Alex_034 *cloud appears and takes me up into the sky* eeeeee so cuteeeeeeeeeeeee!
hmmmm im not good at thinking of nicknames- :sob:
bubba,hubby,pookie,love,babe,those r all i can think off :disappointed:
09 Mar, 2025, 9:11 pm
@Alex_034 oki ^ ^ <3333333 love ya babe :>
09 Mar, 2025, 9:15 pm
@Alex_034 >/////////< *does a little happy squeal* ur sweet so so so so so so SO sweet!
09 Mar, 2025, 9:22 pm
@Alex_034 im singing a full song on my latest post lolol
XD
<3 wuv u sm <33333
09 Mar, 2025, 9:22 pm
ty aswell >///////<
09 Mar, 2025, 9:32 pm
@Alex_034 :3 im happy i met u :sparkles: :heart: ur so sweeeeeeeeeet
09 Mar, 2025, 9:36 pm
@Alex_034 i dont wanna ever lose u either.. <33
nah ur sweeter then me u.u <33333333333
09 Mar, 2025, 9:43 pm
@Alex_034 awwwwwwww ur sweeter then ice cream,baked goods,AND candy!
09 Mar, 2025, 9:46 pm
@Alex_034 if u want! lol
09 Mar, 2025, 9:50 pm
@Alex_034 all good i understood what u were saying!
ill make one lol