you might need to pause a bit by H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

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honestly my friend said she's gonna kïll herself (irl friend) if she does yall will not hear from me again. i dont really want to talk about it. i feel useless. if this gets one like i will have a higher chance of kms. i'm trying to be calm but the stinging pain. the delight. the burn satisfies me. i'm unstable... no kidding.... i'm sorry everyone people i'm saying sorry to: @_Cardboard_Box_ @gloinkz @koii @LemonadeSundae and everyone who ever talked to me, met me, saw me and followed

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03 Mar, 2025, 4:56 am
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H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

03 Mar, 2025, 5:01 am

cont- does anyone care? do i care about myself? no. i'm here to be a tool in others joy, by choice.

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

03 Mar, 2025, 5:05 am

i am tired, sleep deprived, deppresed, autistic, and a bad person i'm prolly gonna cüt myself again

midnight_star

03 Mar, 2025, 5:06 am

No pls don't! explonation below!

midnight_star

03 Mar, 2025, 5:09 am

Everyone has their place and everyone is loved ppl will miss you and it will be an edless cycle of hurt between ppl. If you want to see why you shouldn't go play why me.. on roblox its kinnda sad but shows what happens after that slip from reality

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

03 Mar, 2025, 5:16 am

@midnight_star thanks, but my friend is planning on doing it this week i dont go to my dads till the weekend he has the computer..

midnight_star

03 Mar, 2025, 5:20 am

darn! welp all you can do is support them and know that it was their choice not your fault. Tell them you would miss them tell them that no one wants anyone to dié

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

03 Mar, 2025, 5:25 am

@midnight_star well... the last sentace you said is wrong... i want to die... i want to go to whatever is after death for me... i don't know what else to do... if she offs herself i will do the same... i'm not okay

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

03 Mar, 2025, 5:26 am

sentance*

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

03 Mar, 2025, 5:28 am

i'm going to write my mental unstablness note or just kïll myself right here

midnight_star

03 Mar, 2025, 5:32 am

Beyond death is eternal blackness.. not plesent... what if she doesn't do it? and why be a follower-? don't let tar into your mind pls I bwg you..

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

03 Mar, 2025, 5:42 am

@midnight_star bye...

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

03 Mar, 2025, 6:02 am

@midnight_star i failed...

LemonadeSundae

03 Mar, 2025, 1:14 pm

please stay alive. there are people who love you more than anything.

_Cardboard_Box_

03 Mar, 2025, 1:29 pm

Please don't... I don't know what to say at this point...

_Cardboard_Box_

03 Mar, 2025, 1:29 pm

If you k!ll yourself make sure you wait for me in hell cuz' i'm coming too..

0at_k1bbl3

03 Mar, 2025, 1:53 pm

... I still wanted to talk to you. I still wanted to be friends. Please talk to me.

_Cardboard_Box_

03 Mar, 2025, 10:54 pm

THANK GOD

_Cardboard_Box_

03 Mar, 2025, 10:54 pm

I WAS SO WORRIED
****

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

03 Mar, 2025, 10:57 pm

@_Cardboard_Box_ i'm sorry i tried to kms..

_Cardboard_Box_

03 Mar, 2025, 10:59 pm

It's okay.. I'm glad you're okay though...

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

03 Mar, 2025, 11:01 pm

thanks.. i'm sorry i worried you i'm just very i guess unstable is the best way to put it

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

03 Mar, 2025, 11:01 pm

@_Cardboard_Box_

_Cardboard_Box_

03 Mar, 2025, 11:08 pm

Yeah, I can't say anything I keep a needle in stabbed into my pillow for if I mess up something, just hate myself, or wanna die :/

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

03 Mar, 2025, 11:15 pm

@_Cardboard_Box_ i just typed a whole ahh inspiring thing only for the keyboard to not confirm it :sob: :sob:

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

03 Mar, 2025, 11:15 pm

like my switch keyboard bad :sob:

_Cardboard_Box_

03 Mar, 2025, 11:16 pm

:skull:

nickitay2017

04 Mar, 2025, 12:11 am

pls dont kìļļ your self i would miss u too much u my only friend on here with autism like me xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

nickitay2017

04 Mar, 2025, 12:23 am

i am going to sleep i better have a notetion in they morning when i get up @JustAHuman

0at_k1bbl3

04 Mar, 2025, 12:50 am

THANK GOD I WAS CRYING PLEASE NEVER SCARE ME LIKE THAT

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

04 Mar, 2025, 2:43 am

@Ichigo-no-ko okay lol! i'm sorry if i scared you

midnight_star

04 Mar, 2025, 4:50 am

Yay ur alive! Thank god now I can still be around another human :3

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

04 Mar, 2025, 12:28 pm

@midnight_star i'm a alien lol

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

04 Mar, 2025, 12:28 pm

:thumbsup: :thumbsup:

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

04 Mar, 2025, 11:08 pm

@nickitay2017 sorry the notification is late.. i had prison today :smiley:

midnight_star

05 Mar, 2025, 4:01 am

Oh I'm a rat don't tell anyone :0

midnight_star

05 Mar, 2025, 4:02 am

Prison :thumbsup:

H0W-TH3-ST4RS-SH1N3

05 Mar, 2025, 4:23 am

@midnight_star lol

nickitay2017

05 Mar, 2025, 9:25 am

its ok

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