@-azure its my bf.. ive told him abt how i feel abt his platonic flirting because then he normally gets really close to them and the one time got with them without telling me or olli -- im js attached ig- i lowkey dont wanna be in the relationship anymore but then illfeel like a sh7tty person

i told him its not him this time js cuz i kno it wont go anywhere-

@-azure how much u willing to bet if i broke up wih him one of hi friends he js 'platonically' flirts with would suddenly be his romantic partner

its part of the reason i cant bring myself to end things between us cuz i kno itll js hurt

@-azure lowkey might js end things with him and take a break from here-- or js interacting with few select people for a bit

cuz after the berri stuff happened i lost like alot of trust and belief in him,,

especially seeing people talking abt how many partners he has had on here which i thought was overexageration at firs

@-azure some stupid drama happened

but he was platoniczlly flirting with her and collabing with her but then secretly got with her

he asked if it was okay but didnt even wait for me to respond when he a.ready got with her

they broke up over some stupid drama with me and her and he js kinda..blegh.... i started nticing how much he lowkey SUCKS but not in like a rud way yk??

i thimk th honeymoon phase ending is qlso helping me realize that

@DownPoured ,, is this a valid response??

@RadicaI

yh

thats so fair

@downpoured i dunno how to tell him aughh

u can do **********

@downpoured huh??

u can do it!!! *

@littlelordfentanyl
so explanation above ,, blegh

ive been wanting to end things for a bit but i reached my point

the issue is ,, i suck at breakups and dunno what to do or say

@littlelordfentanyl i just have this like impending feeling of guilt thats like stopping me ,,

i dont kno why ??

i js feel sick thinking abt doing it