im like so tired of like everything, i relapsed after being almost a week clean from sh, bc of smt that was my falt so i shouldnt be upset, i CRYED in homeroom on Tuesday and now my entire class hates me. i like someone and i told them and im scared bc idk if they like me too, i mean why would they? im an autistic b!+ch with a LOT of trama so im kinda going crazy and i think they like someone else and im super mad but i dont feel like i should be.like i hate ms for being ms bc im not- #vent #sh