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Are you in need of mental assistance?

@-skull- idk, my friends have been ingoring me because theres alot of drama happening and they want me to choose sides but i dont wanna leave anyone behind and start more drama, and to add on top of the drama i feel used because my friends mostly just copy off my paper because im the 'smart kid' i feel so overwhelmed in my 6th class because everyone yells and screams and my coping mechanism is scribbling in my note book, and the teacher saw and asked if i was okay and if i needed a break in ISS

but i said no because i havent been in ISS in my first 2 semesters at all! but i needed a break and then i got home and my sibling immediatly told me to make her food and im stressed so i say no but my dad told me i had to so i did and right after that i had to do 2 huge loads of dishes i feel sick and yet i stretch myself to unknown lengths to please other people and i have a friend that lives really far away and i dont get the chance to text them alot i just feels like im doing something wrong

and one time my friends just straight up talked about me behind my back! idk what im supposed to do! and i feel like i should lie down on the floor and have a cry but ive given all my tears to friends and now i have run dry. don't you ever feel like things wont ever get even a bit better? cause i feel like that right now cause im stretched across the earth. Don't you feel stretched out sometimes? its like being stressed but worse. and i can not even cry. but hey maybe im just cursed?

i'm sorry for ranting! :(

Nonoonono you don't have to be sorry for ranting!!! Sometimes it helps to talk it out to someone. I'm sorry that you are going through this, it sucks to feel overwhelmed and that people are using you. Maybe make some free time for yourself or talk it out with your parents. Taking some deep breaths really helps sometimes!

@-skull- thanks for listening :]