TW: dehumanization by Chadagon
Recently i decided to draw an artistic nsfw self portrait of myself for the first time at 21. all of my life I was never alowed to portray nor even talk about my desires in life. even in my art which Was so closely monitored growing up i didn't dare try to practice anatomy which is my art was so terrible my mom hated that i would never be able to express my emotions but the truth is i tried. i tried to live to expectation (dont comment yet)
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13 Jan, 2025, 8:28 pm
But when someone puts u in a box, and tells u and drills u all ur life that u should feel a certain way It doesn't motivate u to live, it motivates u to exist. so when i drew a simple self portrait i felt free for the first time that i could do more than exist i could live
13 Jan, 2025, 8:32 pm
a lot of this ties into dehumanization because the truth is i was deprived of living a basic life because of the over control i witnessed all of my life i didnt feel human then and i still don't now but for once it was nice to see myself as human for the first time
13 Jan, 2025, 8:55 pm
also it was a trad painting not on here dw