@ZELTIK- maybe we can talk about it on this post?

Of course :)

so like I'm a hypers/xual if you accept me for it, my parents are cristan so if i tell them I'm bi or like a therian there probably gonna kick me out the house because they're strict like that
@ZELTIK-

I'm a Christian myself, but I believe we all have free will to choose what we want.
I would never just not accept you, your my friend.

I'm not sure what you should do about your parents, but
sometimes It's good just to tell them and see what happens though

and i have dermataphagia so i like- [srry if this gets uncomfortable] have something for.- erm like cannibalism??.?

I'll take you advice and i know you won't

@ZELTIK-

I haven't heard of that one before, what exactly does it mean?
(And don't worry, I'm not uncomfortable at all)

and plus i just don't even know what's wrong with myself

it's like have you ever met someone with like busted up fingers?

Theres nothing 'wrong' with you, sometimes we just go through dark times in our lives and have to get through them.

Also, I think so yeah

well that's practicaly it but i have it like all over my mouth so i like in the best way to explain it i eat myself even when i have a scab i pick at it and then drink up the blood same goes with nose bleeds including the skin on the scab

@ZELTIK-

Honestly I think you really need to talk about this to someone irl, sadly all I can really do is listen. But I will listen as long as you like.

When did this start? (if you dm me asking)

like what because i started cutting last November and I've practicaly been been dooing the "dermataphagia" all my life and i know all you can do is listen but I'm homeschooled because of my overprotective parents so i don't really have any friends as you can say i have gloinkz but considering i can't block them if they turn agenst me
@ZELTIK-

idk really know much on what to do

I'm so sorry for you. These things are really hard to deal with and overcome.
I would suggested hiding all sharp things and just trying as hard as you can to distract yourself from it.
Though honestly Idk what to do about it either. :disappointed:

I know you aren't religious, but I will pray for if you like? If nothing else at least you know someones thinking of you.

ofc this is why i trust you enough to tell you these things

@ZELTIK-

I'm glad you opened up about it. If theres anything else feel free to speak more.
I understand about cutting. I tried to off myself a while ago, getting padt that point in my life was hard.

*past* I cant spell :sob:

and I'm so glad you didn't trust me i don't know what I'd do if i didn't meet you

@ZELTIK-

I'm really glad we met too. :)

Also, I've got to go to town so if I disappear thats why :ghost:

your free to vent to me anytime if you didn't already assume but if you did you were right i'd let any soul talk to me about stuff

@ZELTIK-

Thank you, I might actually take you up on that offer sometime. I've been going through another rough time.

@ZELTIK- I'd love to hear it :3

Dude Ik you aren't online atm, but I need to vent :sob:

I've been super depressed lately and am starving myself, I'm 114 pounds, but I feel fat still :disappointed:

My parents don't even know that I tried to off myself and honestly at this point I don't know if they would care.

My mother has major mood swings where she will go from sickeningly sweet to furious in the span of five seconds.
I'm tired and scared and weary.
Sorry for literally just bombing you with this. :disappointed:

I'm so sorry i couldn't respond sooner, I'm so glad you told me and I'd advise staying in your room not interacting much that's what i do, I'm sorry, I don't really know how to respond i wish i could help more but i'll try my best to be good for you and your not alone, i like to watch vent comps? if that helps?

Thanks, I actually got a guitar and it's really helped! I can just stay in my room and watch youtube tutorials!

Your such a good pal! Tysm. :pray:

@ZELTIK- thx i always was scared i was maybe acting like a fake friend I'm glad you don't think so :3

No no, your awesome! Honestly your the only person I have ever confided this stuff to.

@ZELTIK- and I'm glad to hear this anytime :D

ab that i have a "fedish" for gore? i didn't want to tell you because you might find me discussing, but i don't wanna lie and say i don't wanna talk ab it
@ZELTIK-

and please i beg, I'm not faking anything, i don't wanna sound like Im_not_amy

Hey your fine, I don't find you discussing in the slightest. You don't need to worry about me not liking you for this stuff.
I have my own problems too, no one is perfect.

Feel absolutely free to talk anytime, I know you aren't faking it like that user.

um so like i should admit this, And please idk what i will do if i get a negative response but like um-

I'm 11,

I'm gonna commit- :sob:

@ZELTIK-

Really? Honestly there are so many underage users that that isn't very shocking for this place, don't worry I won't get you kicked off. xD

Also, what do you mean ''commit'' :frowning:

@ZELTIK-
uh nothin dw ab it,
I'm just glad you didn't like- block me or smth

Of course, your like a sibling to me at this point :sob: :pray:

HEY- you copyed my bio- :pensive: /joke
@ZELTIK-

:scream:
Ima theif...

Gah! you are, welp time to put you to jail!!
@ZELTIK-

that's why you get... COPYRIGHTED

NAHHHHHhhhh :pray:

Idk what ima do if my switch breaks- and i just disappear out of nowhere, not being able to say what happened or anything
@ZELTIK-

not talking to you more importantly

Then say it now dude. :eyes:

wdym- @ZELTIK- my switch didn't break yet-

Omg I'm slow tonight. :disappointed:

Herlp Im durm :yum:

it's alr i see how it happened- :sob:
@ZELTIK-

NO- don't say that- ily- [potonically]
@ZELTIK-

Thanks :pray:

I feel smarter now :relieved: :bow:

E

yw :3
@ZELTIK-

Hey I gotta go to bed, would you like to talk more about it tomorrow?

I'm free anytime

sure! I'm working on an OC design, so i might be able to get some sleep that doesn't happen at 6:00 :sob:
@ZELTIK-

I'm always looking forward to seeing you

Oh nice! I'm trying to go to bed earlier than three a.m, it's supposed to help your health believe it or not! :scream:

I look forward to seeing you too! ^^

whhaaattt :0

@ZELTIK-

:palm_tree:

Hey!
Sorry I never checked back in on ya! :sob:
Me and my fam went outta town!
How are you doing?

good, and glad your back! you?

Thats good! I'm doing pretty well

Hey bud!
Since I'm going to be leaving this site I really don't want my mother knowing I ever was here :scream:

Would you mind it if I unfriended you on my nintendo thingy? :sob: :pray:
She keeps on wanting to play mario cart on my switch (honestly how a grown adult likes that game sm is byond me :skull: )
I'm worried that she will find out about me talking to people online :disappointed:

I wanted to ask first though, just know that it's nothing to do with you, it's my strict parents