i dont know, everything is numb but at the same time pins and needles, like the fear of not knowing, and the furture, and death, but at the same time wanting to drowned it or suffocate it. just sleep to not think. time is passing too quick, im scared, i feel like ive lost so many opportunities and things are all going down hill, i try to convice myself that im okay but then again my heart is still racing for whats next. school makes me want to -cont in comments-
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09 Dec, 2024, 5:49 am
school just makes me want to crawl into a hole and d1e, just the thought of it. the people, feeling judged, grades, assignments, deadlines, directions. my mind is like a pinball machine, back and forth with worries, im scared of everything and im pushing everything away when what i want is the opposite. im a jerk at times but i forgive and forget, dont hold grudges and try to be friendly and helpful the best i can. im trying. srry i ranted-
09 Dec, 2024, 5:51 am
*holds you* im sorry baby...
09 Dec, 2024, 11:10 am
awwww im soorrryyy gang :c