desc by The_Butcher

how i feel after venting to my friend but i used to have friends who vented all day everyday to me bc i was all they had, and i absolutely hated it, and everytime i vent to somebody i feel like an absolute burden so when somebody asks me if im ok i always say yeah bc i dont wanna annoy the fúck out of them

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painted on a Nintendo Switch
29 Nov, 2024, 6:52 am
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therealaxel

29 Nov, 2024, 5:11 pm

hey, youre not a burden at all ok? if your feeling bad then you can tell me. it doesnt annoy me cause i genuinely care abt you, and i dont want you to be sad
its ok if youre not happy, your feelings are valid and youre not 'annoying' or 'edgy' for feeling that way
ik im probably not helping but please, if i ask you if youre doing ok could you be honest? you dont have to say 'yeah wbu' every time. i knew that a lot of the times you were probably lying but i didn't know you thought this lowly of

therealaxel

29 Nov, 2024, 5:13 pm

yourself, its saddening and its really worrying me so if theres anything i can do pls tell me
you mean a lot to me and youre kinda like the center of my world and youre such an amazing person who doesnt deserve this, i wish you'd understand that
im not even just trying to be nice rn, by moral standerds you actually ARE a really nice person

therealaxel

29 Nov, 2024, 5:17 pm

i had a friend who would vent all the time and constantly talk abt kiIIing herself, it got so bad i quit the game that we talked on. i still remember that and it made me realize how much i hate talking abt myself and worrying others, everytime someone even made a sad joke abt themselves it would make me sad and angry cause all i thought of was that friend, but you really changed my mindset and its been a LONG time since ive ever cared abt someone (you) so much, it felt weird asking 'are you

therealaxel

29 Nov, 2024, 5:21 pm

doing ok mentally?' for the first time cause usually i would avoid that stuff, i hated it. but youre the first person who made me realize that i was honestly being kind of selfish, and that not only did i love talking with you but that i actually CARE abt you, and want to help. its been forever since ive felt that way for a person and you deserve every bit of comfort and happiness that you can get, even if it seems hard

therealaxel

29 Nov, 2024, 5:22 pm

but in summary, you dont annoy me, you can be honest abt how you feel, youre not stupid for thinkng this way. ilysm, i hope you feel better <3

therealaxel

29 Nov, 2024, 5:23 pm

Transformers 4: AGE OF YAPPATRON in theaters September 11th.

The_Butcher

29 Nov, 2024, 7:21 pm

@therealaxel tysm for everything, i cant bring myself to ever write something as meaningful as that was because that fr made me cry. im sorry ive been lying to you about how I feel, I thought if i told you it'd start get annoying after a while. considering some of the vent posts. not excusing what i did. ily so so so so much and i cant explain how much that ment <3 and I want you to be doing your best too.

The_Butcher

29 Nov, 2024, 7:24 pm

@therealaxel and about the talking about yourself part, i absolutely love learning more about you and it never makes you annoying at the slightest. when preppy did it, it was annoying only bc thats the only thing she talked about, plus i actually care about how you are and your interests. Im being serious too

The_Butcher

29 Nov, 2024, 7:28 pm

@therealaxel but if it makes you uncomfortable talking about how you feel, its ok and i just want you to know that youre never ever a burden to me. you're my whole world bro and if i can do anything to help you, u can tell me. im thankful to have you in my life, helping me grow to become a better person. ily and i hope youre doing okay <3

The_Butcher

29 Nov, 2024, 7:29 pm

yapping: THE SEQUEL

therealaxel

29 Nov, 2024, 8:00 pm

@around-the-fur you wont get annoying, i promise. ypu dont have to apologize either, you didnt do anything wrong and you actually had good intentions- but i just want you to know that you can be honest and you can tell me anything, its ok. tysm :)

therealaxel

29 Nov, 2024, 8:01 pm

i feel the same abt you, youre like the best person ever

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