ive just been so deprivedof life. my mom had a misscarrige so shes been in a mood, i feel like a burden, i tried to kms last night, but i stopped because i know i cant leave because i cant leave my sister or my boyfriend behind like that. i feel left out when im with my two closet friends but i dont to bother them. im just so tired with everything and i have no one to tell, i would tell my bf but i dont want him to worry all ove again, and if i tell my mom she'll put me in a mental hospital.