Tinkle is one of my friends right? so idk about that anymore im still thinking abt it cuz hes kind of makinh me uncomfortable and stuff, plus tried pulling an awful prank against Halo
but heres some lore: Halo and i were dating for about 9 months starting June 5 2023 and around like early Feb. he started to 'cut me off' (he unfriended me on Switch and stopped talking to me) and i was stressed then
later that month Tinkle was told by Halo himself that Halo wanted to break up w/ me
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Tinkle was told this and then Tinkle told me later that week that Halo was gonna break up with me because 'we didnt have a good relationship anymore'. Tinkle also told me that Halo was gonna break up with me on Valentines day (worse holiday ever :skull:) but he wasnt man enough to do it and he didnt want to crush my spirits or hurt me (but broski already did) and so ye Tinkle told me this, then my mom found out later that night and the next day Halo finally broke up with me
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then Tinkle the very next week asked me out
i cut Tinkle off cuz i was not happy and i knew that would happen
btw this is my friend who likes having s3x wit his gfs
hes had multiple gfs
anyway so i cut him off and wasnt willing to talk to Halo much (even though we promised we'd stay friends, but i just needed time alone yk?)
anyway so Halo told me in June he still liked me and stuff, but thats the last time we said anything along te lines of getting back together ever again
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so i have no idea if Halo still likes me. often he'll stare though and when he makes a stupid joke he'll look over at me
i havent seen him in a while BUT im going to his house on thanksgiving cuz our moms are friends and our siblings and us all grew up together
anyway Tinkle had recently told me he had made a promise with my mother abt not asking me out. thn he said he might break that promise
that scares me to death and im talking to him less and less but he tries talkinh more and more
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and bc i mentioned the prank i'll explain it
so i was supposed to walk up to Halo and say 'HALO I GOT A NEW BOYFRIEND!!! :blush:'
and Tinkle was supposed to walk up behind me and say 'hiii! :blush:'
:skull:
i kept getting this feeling in my guts like 'DONT DO IT YOU'LL HURT HALO' so i decided to say no to Tinkle next time i saw him
Tinkle isnt even cute or hot or anything and Halo knows i hate him as more than friends
like honestly Tinkle needs to get a LIFE fr :nail_care:
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so yeah the Tinkle situation on top of not feeling loved is stressful
plus im quite hyperfocused so whenever im focused on one thing i have no idea another thing is going on until someone yells at me
so ive been really preoccupied with this stress and a couple days ago i was washing mugs and i was upset abt this and mom starts yelling at me and.... i lowkey lost my temper. i threw my glasses and cried til it felt like my eyes were bleeding
ALSO ive been losing sleep
yippee
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so yeah thats my autistic life in a nutshell
you can comment now ty for waiting

@Zombgal-2 i hope so too

@abbyxloona

@Zombgal-2 <3/vp
ummmm
i think youre the only one that cares :pensive:

@Jam_salsa tysm <3/p

i'm late, im sorry but i hope you feel better and i'm here if you need me♥★

@abbyxloona tysm :3

np

@MythShroom tysm <3/p

yeah me too, I cry myself to sleep almost every night.

I don't have much friends

@BaglProductions ive been crying almost every night so far
all my friends are not irl
except like 4-5 ppl irl

@_SWIMMING_