Some part of my brain tells me not to be so self-indulgent, but I think I deserve to do that sometimes!

I sat in psychosis for 8+ years, an experience that suffocated me and my life. I struggled for all that time, a darkness following me and obscuring my vision, my perception, I believed in so many delusions.

And then I got my moment to breathe.

I became myself again, for just long enough to regain my footing and overpower the darkness. For a solid year, I forgot about it. But I see it here and there, attempting to ruin things again. It will never leave my side.

And yet...

I have a future, I have hope, I have love and happiness. I refuse to allow the darkness to destroy all of that again. I'm in a constant battle with the dark to keep it away from the things I find beautiful. I couldn't do that before, but I have something fantastic to fight for.

I ooze power, I can more than handle this monster now. Nothing will stop me, especially not my own mind.
>:) Still fighting, still obtaining victory every day.