Why tf was i born, I don't have potential for anything

Drawing is no use, It's just a ''skill'' i have that's good for absolutely nothing,

Fùck a alex g song came on that reminds me of how things where I'M GOING TO FCKIN CRY

"Hold on tight to this time and place, cuz everything you know will be erased" WHY IS THAT SO RELATBLE

Idek how to make myself happy

I had everything planned out but now.. it doesn't make sense

i used to think if i sold my art and got enough money to publish books everything would be fine

But now.. My stories are terrible and don't make sense, How would i make that money off of art, And my parents want me to do something that i can achieve things, Have a good life

How will my skills be able to do that? I'm on the verge of quitting everything i do JUST for my parents.. Idk

Ugh no surprises is on

That song makes me sob

Why did i put on this playlist, Now my mind is realing

Sometimes i wish one day i'd go to sleep and never wake up

Well i'm just gonna keep going, Try to make it to Christmas, Just so i can read the books i'm getting, Then idk wťf i'll do,

What led me to this?

Life after 9 is fckin terrible

I just need a hug..

But when i get physical attention or mental attention i feel uncomfortable

Ugh i'm just gonna listen to music, It's the only thing that helps

My cousin came over yesterday, He said he started watching gravity falls, I guess if he likes it than maybe something could make me happy

Ugh things were so much more simpler when i was a kid

Wțf am i supposed to do

ig ima hold on for a bit longer

I've attempted sh way to many times now, Pencil sharpeners, Pens, My finger nails, Nail files, Everything, But nothing helps, ever, Nothing ever works

Can someone just,, Punch me? K!ll me?

I have some cash i might buy myself something to distract me

Ugh ima read

maybe fnaf, wc, the wild robot, Anything..

haya if u need to talk or an destracton im here dw/p *hugs*

feel better, happens to me, whats MY point of life, but u & ur art make lots of ppl happy. * hugs and gives ice cweam, again )

@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_
Listen, I kmow you've had hard times in your life, we all do, but you gotta remeber that your art is great and makes people happy! And theres people out there that care about you, like your parents, friends, and followers! Just relax and do what you love the most, like drawing! And remeber your perfect for who you are, and no matter what!

i also feel like ur relating to ' Numb Little Bug '