i have a love/haťe relationship with holidays
especially Christmas
i love Christmas, it makes me feel warm and i like its vibes
but
it hurtš SO hard when you see everyone else having a good time together
...they make me feel SO much lonelier then i already am
my family doesn't even celebrate Christmas anyway (its pagen apparently :disappointed:)
Stella: I want Stolas deàd so badly-
Stolas: nuh uh
Stella: ťf you mean nuh uh?!
Stolas: *pulls out a knife and uno reverses stella*
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Comments
07 Nov, 2024, 12:24 am
0.0 uno reverse :sob: man im srry 4 u
07 Nov, 2024, 1:26 am
@Tinytoadstool :sob:
07 Nov, 2024, 1:38 am
:sob: :sob: stella now :angel: :angel:
07 Nov, 2024, 2:05 am
Christmas isn't pagen.
My family celebrates it and we r Christians :/
07 Nov, 2024, 4:21 am
@Tinytoadstool
weeeeee :innocent:
07 Nov, 2024, 4:22 am
@Meowy_a_Meowdracorn :sob: ik :sob: im not rlly i christian so it doesn't matter
my family think its secretly celebrating a demon or sum :sob:
07 Nov, 2024, 6:26 am
Well to be fair, the Birth of Christ used to be celebrated in early Autumn or so, estimated it celebrated somtime in between September 1st & approximately later than Granparents Day.
Then was moved to later months by corrupt Catholic clergy loyal to the Holy Roman Emperor's thing.
Eventually since all of Europe would reject the idea of celebrating in October, it was moved to the last week November instead, & a popular 'jingle' sung then.
Even in November, at times lifted bans on adultry & booze.
07 Nov, 2024, 6:34 am
Afterwards Christianity started to be popular among Catholics including the occasional Pope (one officially on record), clergy, and monks.
But Europen cities and fields faced a bigger threat than oppressive religious clergy trying to keep the bible out of the hands of the poor.
Winter Wassaling
at first it was seen as harmless as the poor would burn crops and fields and homes if they weren't given food and alcoholic beverage. They "won't leave until we get some" Christmas moved to Yule solstice
07 Nov, 2024, 6:46 am
Yuletide holidays, or other celebrations of late winter included influences from Norse, Greek Helios, and Ancient Assyrian myths including Cyrus claiming to be Egypts' Sun deity in order to gain influence over an Egyptian subcontinent abandoned by it's Pharaoh. And a new royal bloodline replaced the old one.
Yule primarily involved a wooden sacrifice, but what may not be known is yule log sacrifice was not always exclusively metaphorical.
Wassaling, Yuletied logs, now Advent/Xmas in Decembear.
07 Nov, 2024, 6:54 am
Egypt had little to do with it, Cyrus came after the first Babelonian reign was ended. He took advantage of having a similar name to a deity.
Not everything I listed is 100% confirmed, but the attempted replacement of Wassal and arson with Xmas was controversial among Christians and even non religious farmers who didn't want their crops and homes burned, wifes pilaged, and children influenced.
cough-
I'm not claiming support, just saying both religion and athiests say it historically accurate.
07 Nov, 2024, 7:17 am
@NextSwitch-S2
i feel shītty for not having anything long to reply back 0-0
07 Nov, 2024, 7:17 am
but uh, cool ig
07 Nov, 2024, 8:41 am
I was literally not allowed to be creative in my first foster home. I was literally punished for listening to my ********* and choosing to have a good dream.
Apparently he somehow knew the therapy had worked, and I don't know how he could have known that without a device that can read REM cycles. Then again his ******** garage looked like an 80s trashpunk grunge tech nightmare (and by that I mean it was disorganiszed and cluttered)
07 Nov, 2024, 8:42 am
why is thera pee censored?
07 Nov, 2024, 10:41 am
This morning i've just been watching hb comic dubs and listening to the songs :sob:
07 Nov, 2024, 12:47 pm
@SoggyBread9910 it's celebrating Jesus' birth :sob:
07 Nov, 2024, 5:42 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_ welcome to the hb fandom :)
07 Nov, 2024, 5:42 pm
@Meowy_a_Meowdracorn ik :sob:
07 Nov, 2024, 5:49 pm
I LITERALLY STARTED SOBBING AT A COMIC DUB
07 Nov, 2024, 5:53 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_ which one? >:)
have you watched/read seeds of doubt?
IF YOU HAVEN'T, DO!!
07 Nov, 2024, 5:55 pm
AGHH I CAN'T REMEMBER WHAT IT WAS CALLEDDDD :sob:
ISN'T SEEDS OF DOUGHT LIKE 40 MINUTES
07 Nov, 2024, 5:56 pm
Doubt*
07 Nov, 2024, 6:00 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_ YES BUT IT WILL BE THE BEST 40 MINUTES OF UR LIFE
07 Nov, 2024, 6:02 pm
I'LL WATCH IT SOON, I HAVE SAT AND LISTENED TO AN HOUR LONG ALBUM SO THIS SHOULD BE EASY :pray:
07 Nov, 2024, 6:12 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_ Its so cute :sob: :sob: :sob:
07 Nov, 2024, 6:15 pm
STOLITZ IS LITERALLY ON MY FAVOURITE SHIP LIST
07 Nov, 2024, 7:44 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_ HOW CAN IT NOT BE???
07 Nov, 2024, 9:32 pm
IDKK
07 Nov, 2024, 10:01 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_ I LOVE STOLITZZZZZZZ
07 Nov, 2024, 10:12 pm
WEEEEE!!!! :angel: :angel:
08 Nov, 2024, 7:48 am
I KEEP HAVING HB DREAMS BUT THEY'RE ALL SO RANDOM :sob:
08 Nov, 2024, 8:28 am
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_
the other i night i dreamed that there were alot of elephants around my house
they were EVERYWHERE
08 Nov, 2024, 8:51 am
WHAT????!?!?!?!?!
I had a dream about blitz angst :disappointed:
08 Nov, 2024, 3:52 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_
naur :cry:
08 Nov, 2024, 3:57 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_ speaking of comic dubs
there was a new one i saw that was recently posted
it was stolitz
and yk im a simple girl
i see stolitz
i click
ive been stolitz starved
so i was screaming (in lower case cuz it was late)
and punching the bed
my brother was in the room and just like
:eye: :lips: :eye: "wat are you doing???"
if i lose my shìt that much over a FAN story (NOT canon)
idk how ima react when stolitz canonically makes up :fearful:
08 Nov, 2024, 3:57 pm
*writes declaration of independence*
08 Nov, 2024, 4:06 pm
:disappointed:
I lost my sh!t over a comic dub where loona and octavia were going to a shop or smt, When loona left she told stolas blitz lost a limb and stolad came to blitz but blitz was just watching a horse movie so stolas just stayed and watched it
It was cute af :disappointed:
There was a little angst but it was cute :sob:
08 Nov, 2024, 4:08 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_
I WATCHED THAT ONE
EEEEEE
i think
did they talk things out in it???
08 Nov, 2024, 4:54 pm
I THINK SOOOO
Bro why is all the british characters in hb have ANGELIC voices but i live in britain and everyone sounds like
"Oi mate, can i have a pack o' sausages fer suppa :smile: :thumbsup: "
Not in my life have i heard a voice like stolas's or stella's :sob:
08 Nov, 2024, 5:04 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_
ON FORTNITE I HAD VOICECHAT AND EVERYONE THINKS IM BRITISH!!! :sob:
08 Nov, 2024, 5:09 pm
LMAO
08 Nov, 2024, 5:21 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_ im making hb sh!tpost/doodle
08 Nov, 2024, 5:25 pm
Nice :thumbsup:
I'm so cold for some reason?? :sob:
08 Nov, 2024, 5:29 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_ AAAAAHHHHH
REPEAT UNTIL DEATH IS SO SAD
WHY DO SONGS LIKE THIS EXIST?!?!?!
08 Nov, 2024, 6:05 pm
I WATCHED THE WC MAP AND IT WAS SAD AF
08 Nov, 2024, 6:07 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_
I FCKING SOBBED
I DONT EVEN READ WC
08 Nov, 2024, 6:11 pm
I CRIED MORE FOR HIS MOM THAN I DID FOR HIM-
08 Nov, 2024, 6:12 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_ IDK THE LORE SO-
IDK
CANT RELATE
08 Nov, 2024, 6:14 pm
BASICALLY WHAT HAPPENED WAS HIS MOM HAD A LITTER AND 2 DIED FROM STARVATION, THAN SHREWPAW (His brother who was run over by a car) DIED, AND WHEN FERNCLOUD (His mom) SAW THE BODY IT WAS A PAIN TO READ
08 Nov, 2024, 6:15 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_ NAAAAAUR :sob: :sob: :sob:
08 Nov, 2024, 6:20 pm
SHE WAS SCREAMING AND IT WAS JUST PAIN, HER MATE HAD TO TAKE LARKKIT (The only kit who survived the starvation) AWAY FOR A LITTLE BC SHE WAS IN SUCH A BAD STATE- position :disappointed: i forgot state is a random word my parents use for stuff-
08 Nov, 2024, 8:38 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_ AUR NAUR :sob: :sob: :sob:
08 Nov, 2024, 8:47 pm
IT WAS TRAUMATIZING
08 Nov, 2024, 8:50 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_ :disappointed:
08 Nov, 2024, 8:52 pm
Severe art block :sparkles:
08 Nov, 2024, 9:01 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_ naur :disappointed:
08 Nov, 2024, 9:09 pm
@SoggyBread9910
Btw i'm going away for like 5 days, I'm leaving on the eleventh so i don't think i'll be online :disappointed:
08 Nov, 2024, 9:40 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_
NAUR
im going to miss you :sob: :sob: :sob: :sob: :sob: :sob:
08 Nov, 2024, 10:08 pm
I'LL TRY TO GET ONLINE BUT IT'S A CABIN IN THE WOODS SO I DON'T REALLY THINK I'LL GET ON
08 Nov, 2024, 10:34 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_ NAUR!!!
08 Nov, 2024, 10:36 pm
THERE'S A BARBECUE, LOG FIRE, AND A HOT TUB. It will be good :relieved:
08 Nov, 2024, 10:38 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_ THATS COOL!!!
08 Nov, 2024, 10:41 pm
And i think we're going christmas shopping afterwards :pig:
08 Nov, 2024, 10:53 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_ LUCKYYYYYYY
08 Nov, 2024, 10:56 pm
I'M SO TIRED HELP
08 Nov, 2024, 10:56 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_
im drawing shipart
you probably know what :disappointed:
08 Nov, 2024, 10:57 pm
oh and ive been playing spotify for the past.....while
08 Nov, 2024, 10:59 pm
My lil brother is getting insanely good at drawing :sob:
I can't find my pillow, All 4 u is stuck in my head, I'm to warm :disappointed:
08 Nov, 2024, 11:22 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_
I LOVE THAT SONG BEST HB SONG
LOVE THE SONG
HÀTE THE CONTEXT :(
08 Nov, 2024, 11:22 pm
I'M OBSESSED WITH STOLAS SONGS
08 Nov, 2024, 11:27 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_
I just really liked that light rock?
(what genre is all 2 u???? :sob:)
08 Nov, 2024, 11:28 pm
i like music :P
idk
Stolas sings depressing songs sm
i wanna see him sing a happy song
preferably a cute/wholesome duet with Blitz
just me tho
09 Nov, 2024, 8:44 am
@SoggyBread9910
I want cute stuff :disappointed:
BUT ALL 4 U AND YOU WILL BE OKAY HAS TURNED INTO COMFORT SONGS FOR SOME WEIRD REASON
09 Nov, 2024, 8:06 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_
reasonable with you will be ok
but all 2 u???
but angst :(
09 Nov, 2024, 8:10 pm
IDK IT'S A COMFORT SONG :sob:
I'm strange :disappointed:
09 Nov, 2024, 8:16 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_ we all are strange :disappointed:
09 Nov, 2024, 8:18 pm
Today i may have spent to long on yt, Don't get the belt papa :pleading_face: :innocent:
09 Nov, 2024, 8:20 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_
last night
i was on my tablet so long
there was a thing that popped up and said
"remember take a break from the screen"
yeh im a lifeless waste of space :disappointed:
09 Nov, 2024, 8:20 pm
also *grabs belt*
09 Nov, 2024, 8:23 pm
PAPA NO
09 Nov, 2024, 8:23 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_ yes kitten :)
09 Nov, 2024, 8:25 pm
PAPAAAAAAAA I'M GETTING JAX >:[
09 Nov, 2024, 8:25 pm
@_Count_Olaf_HEHE_ Naur >:(
09 Nov, 2024, 8:27 pm
YES
09 Nov, 2024, 8:31 pm
*gets belt*