WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHY?? VENT by Arctic_Mew

WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE YOU, LEXI? WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME TOO!? WHAT IF I DISAPPEARED WITH YOU? LEXI I MISS YOU SO MUCH

I CANT GO THROUGH A DAY WITHOUT BEING SAD ANYMORE, IM LOSING MY APPETITE AND MY ABILITY TO CARE ANYMORE IM SO TIRED

I WANT YOU BACK LEXI, I HATE LIFE I HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE IT. WHY YOU? WHY THE SWEETEST AND MOST FORGIVING DOG?

WHY THE DOG WHO GAVE SO MUCH KISSES, WHY THE DOG WHO LOVED AND FORGAVE EVERYONE?

I MISS U SO MUCH LEXI COME BACK I'M BEGGING PLEASE..

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25 Oct, 2024, 4:43 am
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Arctic_Mew

25 Oct, 2024, 3:09 pm

@-X-_M1KU_-X- It's been 2 months, it has def been a rough time especially with high school :'/

Arctic_Mew

25 Oct, 2024, 5:19 pm

@-X-_M1KU_-X- Lexi had to be put down 10 days after my dog Gracie was put down, Gracie was 16 and she was limping and everything, it was time for her to go, but Lexi almost died 10 days after Gracie was put down because Lexi had spleen cancer which is one of the cancers that don't have any symptoms, we don't know how long Lexi was suffering for. One Gracie was gone we assume Lexi just let the cancer take over (she stopped fighting) and the night before we put her down she couldn't jump on the bed, mom had to lift her on the bed and Lexi also puked on the bed in the middle of the night, the next morning she was barely alive, she couldn't move at all, but she fought back with all she got until it was time to say goodbye, she couldn't eat her farewell treats, but I had given both my dogs Lexi and Coconut breakfast with a bunch of treats in it few days before Lexi almost died.

Lexi and I got closer and closer and we cuddled every day after Gracie died and we would even cry together too. Lexi was only 8. ONLY 8. She was so young and life just took away the animal I was getting closest to.

I'm sorry for your loss, it's okay.

You can read this if you wish to know what happened to Lexi and how me and Lexi got along

Arctic_Mew

25 Oct, 2024, 7:47 pm

@-X-_M1KU_-X- and @Lish_a Thank you both ♡ /p

Arctic_Mew

25 Oct, 2024, 7:47 pm

@-X-_M1KU_-X- I hope things get better for you too :)

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