if ur gonna cheat on me at least do it right and dont get caught. i saw the messages between u and the girl u were talking to. u literally sent her the same sweet messages as me. like bro u aint slick little nïg, and u actdently texted me from ur alt, thats how ik ur hoë ašs was cheating on me. i knew i had a bad feeling but i ignored it. bc i fücking loved u! but u took advantage of that. i said i was poly, so u go behind my back on alt acc and try to get back with ur fücking ex?! like dude-

u said u weren't poly anymore and then u decide to go behind my back and cheat. was i that fūcking boring? u also called me a girl multiple fücking times, when i clearly stated i was a trans man. dude fück u. im so fücking done of people using me. like if u lost interest lmk and break up with me but noooo u had to cheat and act like ur a lesbian girl on ur alt acc. well we're done. we're soooo done. there aint no second chance. i dont play that shït u were trying with me. dont contact me.

i said i wasnt poly** IM NOT POLY!!!

i feel like he doesn't love me anymore...he's just so dry and doesn't really try to have a convo with me...like i ask him all the fücking time what he did and how he feeling. its always idk...i did talk to him abt it. i feel like he said that(he said he lost a friend. almost/might.) to make an excuse. plus he takes abt 3/5 mins to text me back...like idk i feel like if they take that long. im just boring. boring. im trying to talk to him abt anything i can. and i always get the most dryest-

replies! like "mk." "k" "yea" "idk". and the energy im giving off is "HI BABY, MY BEAUTIFUL BOY, HRU???!?! I MISSED U"

(brb, dont reply)

"I LOVE U!!" is usually how i am and he's like "ily2" or "ty" there is only i love u when i tell him to say it back. like i dont wanna force u to tell me u love me...im just like so confused...does he Love me? does he not? (i do hope his friend is okay but he keep changing his story like. he said she unalived but then he said she "might not make it" and "in the hospital" so which 1 is it? he oftens stops talking to me 4 hours. like take we didnt talk 4 almost 5 hours. most was spent sleep and-

dude im sorry, i wish he wasnt dry to you like that ik how much that hurts, i hope itll get better

me too...but i dont think it'll tho tbh @spicey64

fun fact it didnt get better!! ^^ he pushed aside my feelings, i honestly feel i was good enough 4 him bc e was dating so many people...on diff accs! and being dry with me. like i just wanted to b loved...yk? cared 4...like im not just some1's burden to carry around and toss aside like im nothing. he literally told me he was gonna treat me better than my exes...but did he? NO! he made me feel like i wasnt important anymore, i just felt like a shïtty person 4 feeling that way. ik he doesnt have-

he didnt have to talk to me but it would be nicer if he did, yk? well too late 4 that bc we broke up sooo.

bro is it bad that i want him(the guy i was talking to on here) back...ik he might just have used me but i still love him idk...i kinda wish he didnt leave...he promised he Wouldn't...ig they all do in the end. but i miss him...bro this is pathetic. i shouldnt love some1 this much. im trying to move on...but its hard...im honestly so touched starved...i feel like im unlovable bc no1 wants to stay with me...bro idk i want to b loved and held! but no, i cant have that...bro im finna crash.

idk bro, i just miss being loved and care for tbh, i just wanna b loved...but i cant even get that. i just keep getting used, i got forced into dating the same guy twice! on here. bc he was gonna "off" himself. he just keep fücking using me, he was using so many accs to fücking cheat on me bc i wasn't poly...bro i hate my life, i really wanna b loved but it hard bc people like using me. i hate people. god, i wanna b loved so bad...y cant i have a guy who generally loves me...? im so lonely dude.

dude i need to b hugged, kissed and told everything will b okay...but no! dude, fun fact im actually hyperšéxüàļ, im just so disgusted with myself, i keep lying to myself abt what i want šéxüàļly like bruh. i hate it, like i shouldnt like it that much...dude its honestly disgusting, like who's into it that fücking much? oh! thats me...! i wish i could find some1 who is at least 15 and actually willing to fücking date me...but i dont think thats gonna happen. i mean a guy can dream, am i right?

bro im so fücking lonely, dude like honestly wish some1 would actually touch me, yk? idk im so fücking weird. idk why does any1 im friends with talk to me, yk? like since i quit texting first people just dont talk to me...i feel so alone...bro i hate myself, idk y im feeling this way so much. bro is normal to feel like if i dont get any attention from any1 i might cry abt it? i am just that clingy? that i want so much attention...? honestly im a pushover...im a people pleaser, dude...i need help

bro...I still like him...BRO W T F IM SUPPOSED TO B OVER HIM ;(

bro...why did he have to talk to me?...idk man idk. i still like him and its so fücking hard for me to get over him. i mean he didnt even do anything wrong idk man. ik he doesnt feel the same but its okay. is it bad i still like him? its been almost 2 months since it ended and i cant bring myself to not love him. i could never hate him, im infatuated with him. i just need to accept that he will never feel the same way about me as he did before. god its hard. i just want to b his again.

idk everytime i talk to him i get so happy. thats bad man.

im just gonna shove my feelings down like i always do and accept he'll never feel the same EVER again.

@Murder_Goose

check my recent post and what @/Ex0tic_BUtters said bc they just pïssed me off, we're friends but dude what thy said omg.

oop kk i'll check

tf

who the literal f00k says that????

idfk. @Murder_Goose

bro @/-Thoe- responded but just deleted it

to what? @Murder_Goose

I tagged him on an old post of mine, cant seem to get him to respond again :[

he might have blocked u @Murder_Goose

true

prop p1ssed abt being exposed

yea lol @Murder_Goose

:frog: bro some guy asked me out at school, i've literally had the biggest crush on him for like ever and im sooooo happy!!!

Yaayaya trust chat, finna go great. @Murder_Goose

yesssssss!!!!!!! EEEKK IM SO PUMPED

well gn broski!!!! Have an amazing night or day!!! :3 <3/p

gnn!!! its night dw dw @Murder_Goose