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i feel nothing all the time, anywhere, anyplace. i have to fake my excitement cuz if i dont im ''mopey'' and ''ungrateful''. all the things i used to like dont keep me disstracted anymore. i js want to feel something. like i only feel something when im with her. when im not i have to try my best to keep myself disstracted and if i dont i will most likely relapse which has happened recently. what people dont understand abt SH is that its like an addiction that cant just ''go away''. -CONT-
my urge to pick up the blade again has been getting bad lately. ive been trying my best but it doesn't help when i also have trauma aniverseries coming up and everything reminds you of that time, place, and what happened i cant stop thinking abt it now. i hate deja vu.
usually what i doing when i get the urge again is I get a red marker and i use that instead of a blade. It sucks having to go through that and Im so sorry that you have to.
I'm able to talk whenever and I'll support you however I can
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14 Oct, 2024, 1:44 pm
i feel nothing all the time, anywhere, anyplace. i have to fake my excitement cuz if i dont im ''mopey'' and ''ungrateful''. all the things i used to like dont keep me disstracted anymore. i js want to feel something. like i only feel something when im with her. when im not i have to try my best to keep myself disstracted and if i dont i will most likely relapse which has happened recently. what people dont understand abt SH is that its like an addiction that cant just ''go away''. -CONT-
14 Oct, 2024, 1:47 pm
my urge to pick up the blade again has been getting bad lately. ive been trying my best but it doesn't help when i also have trauma aniverseries coming up and everything reminds you of that time, place, and what happened i cant stop thinking abt it now. i hate deja vu.
14 Oct, 2024, 2:38 pm
@Elliot-that-therian
usually what i doing when i get the urge again is I get a red marker and i use that instead of a blade. It sucks having to go through that and Im so sorry that you have to.
I'm able to talk whenever and I'll support you however I can
14 Oct, 2024, 9:26 pm
@koiii ok ill try that ty for listening