Safe place to vent <3 by koiii

All hate will be deleted and you will be blocked if you comment hate to anybody (unless they're being hateful to somebody else or anything else where they deserve it)

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painted on a Nintendo Switch
14 Oct, 2024, 3:54 am
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-Harvey_Draws-

14 Oct, 2024, 1:44 pm

i feel nothing all the time, anywhere, anyplace. i have to fake my excitement cuz if i dont im ''mopey'' and ''ungrateful''. all the things i used to like dont keep me disstracted anymore. i js want to feel something. like i only feel something when im with her. when im not i have to try my best to keep myself disstracted and if i dont i will most likely relapse which has happened recently. what people dont understand abt SH is that its like an addiction that cant just ''go away''. -CONT-

-Harvey_Draws-

14 Oct, 2024, 1:47 pm

my urge to pick up the blade again has been getting bad lately. ive been trying my best but it doesn't help when i also have trauma aniverseries coming up and everything reminds you of that time, place, and what happened i cant stop thinking abt it now. i hate deja vu.

koiii

14 Oct, 2024, 2:38 pm

@Elliot-that-therian

usually what i doing when i get the urge again is I get a red marker and i use that instead of a blade. It sucks having to go through that and Im so sorry that you have to.

I'm able to talk whenever and I'll support you however I can

-Harvey_Draws-

14 Oct, 2024, 9:26 pm

@koiii ok ill try that ty for listening

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