anyway Im off my meds for a while so Im back but also forgot how to draw or someyhing Im sorry
Im scared to go outside again and not eating again
I had some kind of alcoholism phase for a while a couple months ago but I did my best to quit because it only made me have panic attacks when I didnt drink and also it was draining my wallet haha
really annoyed I worked years to get past stuff and it all ggets completely undone in a couple of months
Im trying to be better