It's just great when you get out of a toxic relationship and have trust issues. Then you meet people you can 'trust' and you tell them things. Because you feel safe. But no. Its jst a lie

i was finally starting to trusr people but i guess thats not something that works out for mw

its hard ti find people that care. hope other people are having better luck then me

i genuinely thought they cared but i was just another idiot to laugh about behinf closed doors

i guess toxic relationship sh and trauma are funny and pathetic to you because thats the only reasn i can think of why you guys do this

i used to feel free and loved arounf you guys lmao what a joke

bac to pushing everone away becase clealy trusting is quite working for me

rwanaa talk to eefo but i dont want to @ him
might think im annoying

Hey, I understand if you don't want to talk rn, and you don't hve to respond. But whatever happened, you don't deserve it. You don't deserve to be mistreated like that. No matter what. I love you for who you are, and I will genuinely fight anybody who even tries to do that to you. I'm here if you need to talk, even if I can't always be on. I love you Ari. Stay safe. <3

Don't be afraid to talk to me. I genuinely love your company, and could NEVER find you annoying.

@BearTrap
i dont understand why you care for me this much and i get so scared that ill fu-k something up or say something wrong. i genuinely get so scared of ruining our relationship </3

@BearTrap
but i love you so much and take everything you say to heart
you help me thriugh a lot of depression and sadness without yu even knowing

Ari, I love you because of who you are. You won't ever f uck anything up between us. I love you because you're you, and I don't ever want you changing yourself for anybody. I'm so proud of you for being yourself, and I could never ask for anything more. I'm extremely relived that I'm able to help you through all these emotions. I get how confusing and hard it is, which is why I'm here to love you unconditionally. I genuinely do not care about what happens; I will always love you.

@BearTrap
i have a really hard time with words so the only thing i can thin to say is thank yo :sob: but know i mean a million words in It. its mind boggling to me that you,love me this much and its hard for me to truly understand why peope love me. i love you so much and this means so much

i completely understand what you mean, and please dont feel pressured into typing a bunch of words for me. Even a simple thank you is more than enough. But thank you for the effort. I love you more than anything, and I won't ever not be there for you.

@BearTrap
man i just want to hug you right know and sleep ily

you'll hopefully be able to soon <3
also my family's been talking about moving once my sister goes to college, and I pitched the idea of Ohio to them. not sure if they have any solid thoughts on it yet but worth a try :pray:

@BearTrap
WAIT NO WAY
INSTANT MOOD BOOST REAL
EEE

GIGGLING
HOPEFULLY THAT WORKS AND IFIT DOESNT WE CAN STILL LOOK INTO COLLEGES TOGETHER

@BearTrap
HOPE IT WORKS BUT YES
I WILL WRITE A 10 THESIS TO PERSUADED YOUR PARENTS TO MOVE

CACKLING THATS SO REAL
THEY RLLY<WANNA GO TO FLORDIA THO

@BearTrap
DANG IT

ALSO
I
WAS
IN
DOODYS
STREAM EEEEEEEE

I WAS TOO LATE TO MAKE KT GHRGGR <///3

@BearTrap
NO LIKE THERE WAS A MAGMA ANS THEY ZOOMED IN ON MY ART AND SAID HI ARI

OH MYMGOD WHAT. THATS INSANE IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU WHAT

@BearTrap
I WAS DYING INSIDE EEEEEEEEEEEE
ALSO THOUGHTS ON MIMICRY?

I NEED TO WATCH THE STREAM DO YOU KNOW IF ITS AVAILABLE ANYWHERE
AND MIMICRY SUPREMACY :pray:

@BearTrap
THE RECORDING IS ON TWITCH
I LOVE IT BECAUSE I NEED GRIAN/CG TO BE IN A NON CON AND SEMI TOXIC??? RELATIONSHIP AND FOR SCAR/HG TO SAVE HIM :sob:
THIS IS HOW MY BRAIN WORKS

YES YES YES YES WE LOVE THAT <33
ALSO I READ THE GRAND OPENING (OF OUR HEARTS)

@BearTrap
DID YOU LIKE IT??

I LOVEDIT GRHRGRHRG ITS SO GOOD LIKE ???

@BearTrap
ITS SO SWEET I GOT DIABETES TFTYUT

ALL MYTEETH ROTTED AWAY SMH <//3

@BearTrap
I WANT SOMEONE WHO TREATS ME LIKE SCAR SMH <//3

WHERE DO I SIGN UP FOR THAT

@BearTrap
HECK YEAH
IN THIS CONTRACT JUST CHECK OF THESE BOXES
WILL COOK
WILL CLEAN
WILL PAY TAXES
WILL PROVED MONEY
WILL HAVE WEEKLY DATA
WILL GIVE SNUGGLES
NOW YOU ARE OFFICIALLY ARI'S PARTNER. GOOD LUCK

BOOM DONE COMPLETED SIGNED BOXED CHECKED

@BearTrap
*DATE
FIRST THINGS FIRST I WANT THE LEFT SIDE OF THE BED /hj

GIGGLING THATS PERFECT BC I LIKE THE RIGHT SIDE

@BearTrap
ITS ALL COMING TOGETHER

WE WERE MEANT TO BE

@BearTrap
SOULMATES TILL FINALLY BREATH

TOGWTHER UNTIL THE END OF TIME

@BearTrap
SOMEONE TRYS TO BREAK THE BOND WE BREAK THEM

WE BURN THEM
BECAUSE IF THE SHIP BURNS EVERYTHING BURNS

@BearTrap
YES
NICE RHYME /ref

LMAO THANK YOU :sparkles: