ACTUAL proper apology by MonkeyMan
So, I don't think I ever made a proper apology and I really wanted to make one and clear some things up.
If you are unknowing, I lied about r.pe, being h.gh, and dr.k.ng a while ago.
I deeply apologize to every that was in the situation with me and I have felt so much guilt over it, yet tried to gaslight myself into not.
To clear some things up, I did **not** lie over the ab.se situation, nor the s.lf-h.rm. Those are 2 things that I actually struggle with. A person did not believe it- [Cont]
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17 Sep, 2024, 3:15 am
[Cont] -at the time due to there not being physical marks on me. But, this person only ever saw me on calls when I had a hoodie on and covered my injuries.
The reason I only ever started the lies was because I wss really obsessed with negative attention and was willing to find anything that could seek me sympathy. I have went to th.r.py to solve this and I am doing better now.
I very much apologize once again for all the people I dragged into my lies and problems.
17 Sep, 2024, 3:16 am
The reason I could not post this apology for a while was due to my neglect of the situation and my own problems, as well as school taking over my schedule.
17 Sep, 2024, 3:17 am
chart :
Lies : 1. R.pe 2. Being h.gh 3. Dr.nk.ng 4. Ab.rt..n 5. Being in a mental hospital
Truths : 1. Ab.se 2. S.lf-h.rm 3. Hospitalization
17 Sep, 2024, 3:18 am
ur so real for making this,,
on a more serious note, you did lie about some serious stuff, including things that are sensitive topics for me to this day, and I don't condone that. However, I am extremely glad that you've apologized for it, and I accept your apology. It takes guts to do this, and I'm proud of you. And I'm glad that you're working on yourself, and that you're in a better mental space now. Thank you Millowsaurus <3/p
17 Sep, 2024, 3:20 am
@BearTrap
I completely understand . I lied about a lot of heavy and triggering topics , and I won't force you to support me or it or anything . I have matured , learned from my mistakes , and will never force anyone into the same situation I did to people 1 year ago . Thank you , Lemon . :]
17 Sep, 2024, 3:22 am
Idk why but when you calld me lemon i remembered the can crushing thing (YK WHAT I MEAM :sob:)
17 Sep, 2024, 3:23 am
@BearTrap
NONONONONONOOO STOP SHUT UP .
17 Sep, 2024, 3:24 am
CACKLING BWAHAHAHAH
17 Sep, 2024, 3:24 am
its so crazy going on discord and scrolling through the gc with ur friends :skull:
17 Sep, 2024, 3:25 am
@BearTrap
NO BECAUSE WHAT POSSESSED ME TO DO SUCH A VILE ACT LIKE THE CAN CRUSHING THING . . . :C
17 Sep, 2024, 3:25 am
@BearTrap
im sorry they sre a bit freaky sometimes :devestated:
17 Sep, 2024, 3:25 am
I WAS IN SHOCK WHEN I SAW IT
17 Sep, 2024, 3:26 am
Im too scared to check it anymore :sob:
17 Sep, 2024, 3:28 am
@BearTrap
real
honestly
Ashtyn is js mad im more sigma
anyway
i have school in the morning and its already 10:30pm
+ im behind on work
+ i REALLY wana see my bf
#mlm
ill try to be on tomorrow so we can chat :D
goodnight , ily ! ! :3 /p
17 Sep, 2024, 3:29 am
#mlm is so real
i prolly wont be on tmrw but gn !! ily2 <3/p
17 Sep, 2024, 3:54 am
well, i dont really know you, but while lying about things like that is wrong, ill respect and i forgive you for actually apologizing :)
20 Sep, 2024, 2:52 am
" #1 mason pines lover" BİTCH TRY ME. FÜCKING TRY ME./lh
21 Sep, 2024, 12:56 am
@BearTrap
F.CK YOU I LOVE HIM :eyeroll:
21 Sep, 2024, 12:56 am
/hj
21 Sep, 2024, 2:18 am
HE WAS PART OF MY TRANS AWAKENING