ive deleted everything. im done. i dont know what to do anymore

help is something i want so bad but dont know how to get

you dont know how hard ive tried. nobody does. i want to cry on her shoulder and have her understand

i want her to just understand without having to putting it into words

look im only 14... how is life so bad when im not even in high school yet? it doesn't make sense

@Elliot-that-therian im so sorry you feel this way, i wish i can help you. i really hope you feel better really soon, and i hope you find the person who will care for you and love you inside and out<3/p

@Elliot-that-therian <3 :)
I hope you find what you need. I wish I could help you more, but words only go so far. I wish you luck. :D

@Elliot-that-therian

I really wish I knew what to do to help, but I don't. All I can even think of saying is that the world wouldn't be the same without you. Like what @Peepaw_William said, words only go so far. Believe me, I totally get it! I also don't know what I'm looking for at times! But I know you'll find it. And if you don't, persevere and don't give up.
We hope you find what you're looking for.
- Challenger & Conduit

I watched a video the other Day on my Friends Facebook Page which was a Suicide Awareness Day and it showed 6,929 helium balloons all with a number on. Each number represented the age people were when they took their own life. Please Stay STRONG, and whatever you do Don't become one of those numbers on the balloons, as there has Sadly been TOO Many lives lost! Guys, get people talking and makes Suicide Awareness as MUCH as possible! There is Proffessional help you can get and certain numbers to ring and text like
1.Samaritons (116 123)
2.First Response (0800 952 1181)
3.Calm on (Mind) (0800 58 58 58)
4.Night Owls (0800 1488 244) etc.

You CAN do this and get through, because you are STRONG. And above all else it's ok to cry sometimes and have an off Day. I really hope you manage to get sorted out!