@-Twilight- heyyyyy

@-Twilight-
ayyyyy thank god!

hows school??
@-Twilight-

spill. the. goss. @-Twilight-

gurl trust me being alone is 10000x better than being with the bıtches, you ever watched mean girls?
well (forgot the names) but the fat kid and the goth girl sit alone and away from everyone else outta drama they keep themselves to themselves. where as the new kid goes staight in w/ the popular kids and there nasty ppl there stupid, your so much better than that gurl so much smarter so much more beautiful inside and out.

oooooo, okay soooo try make a lil convo w/ him
me n u are different lol id be like whats ur prob either talk to me or stop fckin lookin at me like a creepy dumbazz @-Twilight-

ppl laugh at you??
GURLLL OWN THAT SHIII THERE JEALOUS ASFFFFFF OWNNN EVERY DMN SECONDD @-Twilight-

you could stare back n make funny faces- js sayinn @-Twilight-

so tell them that be like i dont see you offering to be my mate so shut yo trap
like all jokes aside sometimes you just have to own it talk back give a lil attitude stick up 4 yourself its hard cuz highschool sucks big time but js try @-Twilight-

plus there only talking bout you to get ppl to listen to them cuz everything else they say is boring asf @-Twilight-

ewwwww- also being on yo own is good cuz you arent around ppl who vape probably sneak out and have sx at a young age be glad you aint around that @-Twilight-

gurl vaping is disgusting ive had 2 puffs thats it worst thing ive ever done its horrible @-Twilight-

its literally inhaling fire, its vile

btw im drawing so i moved to this acc for a bit

mhm im kinda troubled so trust me to try it XD @WatermelonSugar

at least yk now how gross that sht is

yup defo learnt my lesson for that one another thing ive never done or ever will do is get high like ive been round ppl who do and been offered but i never have @WatermelonSugar

fr, you dont wanna end up like an alcoholic or druggie when ur older

frrrr, ive never hosted a party either kinda wanna but nah i drink a bit but thats not bad ig so all good @WatermelonSugar

i hate parties omlll

seriously? @WatermelonSugar

yeah, its a social anxiety thing

fair enough we all like different things! @WatermelonSugar

yep!! ^w^

can i ask u a question? @WatermelonSugar

Yes ofc!

whats the worst thing you've ever done? ofcc you dont have to answer @WatermelonSugar

@Miss_Harley_Quinn
idekk :sob:

lolll @WatermelonSugar

wby??

i do remember something from recently tho...

uhmm me n my mate found some wet napkins and threw em at windows n shii it wasnt the best idea ngl but it was fun ig @WatermelonSugar

thats hilarious :sob:

i hope that was water and not **** on them tho

pıss

ALSO REMEMBER WHEN YOU LIKE EXPLODED A CAN ON SOMEONE

OMG YESSSSS THAT WAS THE BEST THING IVE DONE

shii i gtg ttyl baiiii <33 @WatermelonSugar

CYAAA <333

heyyy im back @WatermelonSugar

gmmmmmmm @-Twilight-

no idea- :skull: @-Twilight-

same :sob: wdywd? @-Twilight-

@-Twilight-
me neither lol

lolllll i woke up at 7 :skull: i lit never wake up dat early

yaaaa @-Twilight-

YESSSS that would b a good thing to add! @-Twilight-

uhmmm idrk tbh prob skater atm i dont rlly have a certain aesthetic @-Twilight- wbuuuu?

ooooooo! i rlly needa start learning different aesthetics loll
whats your fave song rnn?
@-Twilight-

angle of my dreams by jade thirwall @-Twilight-

i gtg aswelll cyaaaa <333

@-Twilight-

sorry i was working, you can talk to me i will read it when im free hope your ok @-Twilight-

okii @-Twilight-

i js read the post, dmn-
@-Twilight-

mhm- @-Twilight-

gnnnn i wont be on tmrw ill probs be back monday or tuesday i think <33 @-Twilight-

Heyy @-Twilight-

hruuuuu?? @-Twilight-

im good tyyyyyy <333 @-Twilight-

kinda ig, i HAVE to do maths English science without a doubt but i can chose to do other subjects if i want but i dont have to @-Twilight-

niceeeee!! @-Twilight-

:D @-Twilight-

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG @-Twilight-

you got snap???? @-Twilight-

ahh fair enough me neither, i was js thinking if u added him on snap or js got his number you could ask for help w homework n shii @-Twilight-

thats so true- @-Twilight-

heyyyyyyy @-Twilight-

hru @-Twilight-

im alr tyy :33 @-Twilight-

lolll i wish i was rnnn!
and help my dads been so cringe rn im texting him and he said "dats rude dat fam" lmfao :skull: @-Twilight-

IKR IM DED @-Twilight-

IDK HE WAS THIS MORING ASWELLL :skull: @-Twilight-

heyyyyyy :3 @-Twilight-

hruuuuu? @-Twilight-

im sorta ok ig
oooo whatcha order??? @-Twilight-

aw cutee @-Twilight-

i keep having panic attacks getting into bad fckin habbits my ex is being a dıck, yk the usual @-Twilight-

yeah turn my phone off but im at my grandmas and if my mum rings i wont hear it @-Twilight-

no sadly i have a shıtty nokia lolll @-Twilight-

press every button like a million times :skull: @-Twilight-

i have one thats a lil more modern i can take pics n pay games n shii @-Twilight-

not much @-Twilight-

ha i wish @-Twilight-

wth- ill try rn 1 sec @-Twilight-

nope still wont work i can get on yt like the home page but not watch vids @-Twilight-

no clue-
can your parents see your search history??? @-Twilight-

ahhh oki @-Twilight-

i js wanna find out as much info as i can about vaping but i cant myself cuz my parents will find out @-Twilight-

if it messes w/ anxiety cuz since i started vaping a lil ive had way more panic attacks n shii @-Twilight-

i aint vaping that much @-Twilight-

i didnt lie b4 i hated the idea of it, i only started last week and it aint everyday @-Twilight-

i still do tbh i hate the way it hits your throat when u inhale but yh.. @-Twilight-

i bought 2 of my mate whos like 16-17 @-Twilight-

no they dont know what i spend they aint rlly bothered cuz i earn my own money so i can do owt i want w/ it @-Twilight-

i will stop @-Twilight-

ik.. i will stop cuz im doing a 10 day fair w/ my mum so i cant vape then so i prob wont go back to it @-Twilight-

:skull: ill sell it on act like i never used em and make a lil profit @-Twilight-

it cost me 7 quid 4 2 so if i sell em for 6 each i get profit @-Twilight-

you could even rip ppl off w/ it aswell all you need is 1 desperate kid you could get 15 quid of them easy for both if they rlly want it @-Twilight-

lmao its my job anyway well sorta my business is pretty much getting as much money of ppl as i possibly can :skull: @-Twilight-

yesss!
my job is fairground games that arent prize every time so like where you win big teddies
(game is one ball in the thingy you win a big prize)

it costs 3 quid 2 *****
fiver 4 *****
tenner 10 ***** right
if thy spend 3 quid you say you can spend another 2quid for another 2 *****
they spend a fiver you say you can spend another fiver and get 6 ***** instead of 4
and if they spend a tenner i offer the same deal again @-Twilight-
its amazing how many ppl keep playing

tags- ballz :skull:

but like when you say it they dont see there spending the same amount of money like if you asked them to spend another 2quid after 3quid they dont see they've spent a fiver fot 4 ***** its weird @-Twilight-

Hey sorry I was away for 10 days @-Twilight-

HIIIIIIIIIIII @-Twilight-

im good, hruuu??? its all guuuud girll @-Twilight-

oh hope you feel better soon gurll @-Twilight-

be a lil more specific :laughing: we talk abt alotta guys @-Twilight-

ohh yeah i remember @-Twilight-

awwh he sounds like he likess youuuuuuuuu @-Twilight-

yessssss!!! @-Twilight-

XD @-Twilight-

hiiiiiiiii @-Twilight-

hruuuuuuuu @-Twilight-

im fine ig, lol gurll u be obsessed @-Twilight-

not really lol @-Twilight-

:skull: i dont think u are am i weird for liking boys with mullets?? XD @-Twilight-

lmfao some lads suit it tho tbf @-Twilight-

LMAO why is that so true :skull: :laughing: @-Twilight-

okay can we talk later?? @-Twilight-

ouch you okay??? :sob: @-Twilight-

wth? why? @-Twilight-

okay @-Twilight-

i forgot to tell you!! me and my mum went to a bowling place and it had karaoke rooms so ofc we paid for a room and played pretty much all p!nk songs annnnd a dolly parton song and not fair by lily allen, i didnt realize how many songs we both know @-Twilight-

im more confident than my mum loll
also idk why but im addicted to boxing/ fighting vids and ppl playing pool lmfao @-Twilight-

what r they?? im prob being reall stupid rn but yhh @-Twilight-

ohhhh man im an idiot, and how the fck are his eyes so bluee @-Twilight-

simp @-Twilight-

gurl help ive just realized i have a splinter and i started tryna get it out and like puss or some shii started coming out like tf?? @-Twilight-

lmao to be fair you cant @-Twilight-

her and my dad went to the shop and i couldnt be assed going @-Twilight-

probably ive finally got it out it was fckin hudge theres still shii coming out ma finger tho @-Twilight-

its okiii ill be fine
alsooooo me and my bestie irl are gonna hopefully host a halloween party but my mum said i aint allowed to go to parties but like there prob wont be any drinking or out like that and an adult will be there so idk what the big deal will be, shes 15 and lives with her dad and her mum lives a street away from my grandma and during october half term im staying at my nans so like im sure it will be ok @-Twilight-

well nothing is confirmed yet shes finding out at the end of the week if she can go to her mums and if she can we have till half term to plan shii so like me n her are hosting so were in controll of wot gose down, but im working everyday and my nan gose to sleep early so i think were js gonna see what happens @-Twilight-

lol why? @-Twilight-

ohhhh learn swearing in french XD then atleast you have a reason to be in det @-Twilight-

Good to know ma switch has had a hssy for and has made me download everything again so I'm now on the website ugh @-Twilight-

For no reason*

im back on switch, how do you delete games on switch???

@-Twilight-

heyyy @-Twilight-

your school is wildddd @-Twilight-

kinda glad im home schooled lol @-Twilight-

istg ive never slept as much as what i have this week like i couldnt fall asleep last night i was up till like 2am but then didnt wake up till like 10 past 12 XD @-Twilight-

i mean sometimes it'd be nice to get away from my parents and my bro @-Twilight-

i woke up feeling so refreshed thooooo @-Twilight-

suree! @-Twilight-

niceeee!!
i dont wanna do them anyway but if i did i have the option to go to college and basicly learn there and they put you through gcse or you can do them at home but pay for them @-Twilight-

my mum wanted to make me do my maths gcse but i rlly dont want to @-Twilight-

i already know what i wanna do i have a business plan already ik where i wanna be in 10 yrs time so yh @-Twilight-

i aint smart enough to do them ill only dissapoint my parents even more
i wanna work on fairgrounds but only games likeee basketball game stall tin can ally ect. @-Twilight-

like all the old traditional games on fairgrounds i just want a business bassed on that @-Twilight-

you'll figure it owt, you have plenty of time to think dw @-Twilight-

yeahhhh @-Twilight-

awwww hes gonna grow up to be a true gent! @-Twilight-

awwwww @-Twilight-

have you watched young sheldon??? @-Twilight-

ooooooo! @-Twilight-

have you seen have you seen like shorts abt it on yt?? @-Twilight-

gorgie is so fit- @-Twilight-

ightttt @-Twilight-

when he was younger like a teen with long curly hair he was @-Twilight-

XD
also on yt search lil charva hes rlly good for his age @-Twilight-

dayum rlly? @-Twilight-

also dont listen to say you will by him its shii @-Twilight-

*** back is the best one by him

gıt*

oki will you be on later?? @-Twilight-

tell moi @-Twilight-

ive read ittt!!!! @-Twilight-

the girls ive been is rlly good! its by tess sharpe i got addicted to that book! @-Twilight-

okii @-Twilight-

im watching harley quinn in birds of prey for like the millionth time XD @-Twilight-

i forgot how funny she is XD @-Twilight-

gurlll help ive been so lazy the past few days :skull: @-Twilight-

lmao ive lit stayed in pjs all day didnt wake up till 11 but tbf ive sorted my wardrobe out and organised it

@-Twilight-

XD im more productive in pjs lmfao @-Twilight-

wanna play the music game?? @-Twilight-

okay <3 @-Twilight-

XD i got woken up at 9:45 cuz i had to be at work at 10 lmao @-Twilight-

omg same- @-Twilight-

ikr- @-Twilight-

Hey I gotta use the website for now cuz my bro told my mum I threw him into a door when what actually happend was I was stood behind my door cuz I didn't want him in my room and he threw himself at my door and my mum believed him @-Twilight-

its so dmn annoying like i was behind my door how tf am i gonna push him :sob: @-Twilight-

i got my switch back thank god! @-Twilight-

Hey @-Twilight-

Okay I gotta talk to you abt smth so if you don't mind can we talk later? @-Twilight-

sorry my switch died @-Twilight-

so uhm my vape addiction has got worse.. @-Twilight-

cant ive nearly kılled em both in like a day- @-Twilight-

yep ik ive read about every side effect from vaping and yeah im fckd @-Twilight-

its hard to i was away from them for 2 hrs and couldnt wait to take another drag its too addictive @-Twilight-

actually pretty good the first couple of drags make you cough but after that not bad @-Twilight-

although ive already got chest pain and a cough lol @-Twilight-

they wont find out and ill be fine @-Twilight-

how? @-Twilight-

in my room but i open my window and after i spray room spray so it cancells out the sent @-Twilight-

i do it mostly when there out or asleep, i prob wont go to the doctors and they dont look in my makeup draw so im good @-Twilight-

my mum asks me to get stuff outta my room and idk wth im gonna do if it explodes @-Twilight-

yea but the vapes that need a usb to charge it are the ones that explode the most i dont have one of them @-Twilight-

yea @-Twilight-

i think ive read em all but sure @-Twilight-

dmn but i already have a few of those @-Twilight-

stress
anxiety
weakness
wheezing
coughing bad
and high blood preasure runsin the family @-Twilight-

and irregular periods

i mean i self harm anyway its just another way to do it for me @-Twilight-

idk what else i could use @-Twilight-

i will try stop but its jst hard for me @-Twilight-

ill try
thank you for tryna help me instead of just shutting me out @-Twilight-

:3 @-Twilight-

my bro wants a pudding so imma attemt to make s'mores by ma self, wish me luck :skull: @-Twilight-

it wasnt that bad tbhh im impressed XD @-Twilight-

Omg-
So I was reading comments on a vaping vid on yt and one person only vaped for 23 days and her lungs started hurting so she stopped and now a year later she has pneumonia and if she didn't stop vaing she could of died @-Twilight-

why is this so hard :sob: :sob: :sob: @-Twilight-

ig @-Twilight-

i think ik.. @-Twilight-

i think im not 100% sure but i think its cuz of your grandad? @-Twilight-

you told me about him a while back,
and it pisses me off too knowing what im doing to my own body but yet i dont wanna stop its like im in two different mindsets. its got to the point idc what happens. im past the point of careing.
and its got to the point where i get so angry when ive not taken a drag for a while and i rlly hate being like it i rlly do. @-Twilight-

yeah im trying mainly for you and my brother to be truly honest. ive got rid of all but 1 vape cuz its nearly ded anyway so i am trying i just hate how ive felt so bad to even think abt vaping let alone start. idk where it all went wrong..
@-Twilight-

yeah its just hard but so is alotta other things in life so..
if i was an only child and didnt talk to ppl online there would be no way on earth id stop with the way my parents are @-Twilight-

@-Twilight-
yeah :sob: :sob:

okayy @-Twilight-

yeahh
wbuu?? @-Twilight-

hes 16 we met at a truck show and uhmm yeah although he aint text me back for a couple days @-Twilight-

simppp!! has he spoke to you much?? @-Twilight-

gurl no.1 he would be lucky to have you
no.2 glasses are classy
no.3 its okay to make eye contact
and you cant help going red so dw abt it :3 @-Twilight-

and no.4 your beautiful inside and out

gurl dw abt your skin
im coverd in spots and 9/10 times my hair is greasy cuz it only looks good a day after i wash it so you aint got owt to worry about @-Twilight-

like i wash it like every other 3 days and it looks greasy on the second day but if i wash it everyday it still looks greasy?? @-Twilight-

its so annoying @-Twilight- also have you seen a face reveal of me??

aww tysm!!! i couldnt remember lol
@-Twilight-

did you see the one when im sat on the chair or the mirror pic? @-Twilight-

look on spotify my playlist is called Raving mad @-Twilight-

its my mums i cant remember but if you search Raving mad it should show up @-Twilight-

tysmm!
YESSS @-Twilight-

okiii @-Twilight-

alrr one sec @-Twilight-

i cant find it

@-Twilight-

alr @-Twilight-

still cant find your profile only person it comes up with is x.laci.x @-Twilight-

kk @-Twilight-

still aint showing up? @-Twilight-

ight @-Twilight-

still wont show, ill try again in a bit i gtg cyaaaaa @-Twilight-

I haven't been on Spotify so I haven't looked again yet sorry but umm one thing I have done is looked at is the triggers that occur when you stop vaping and things you can do to help those triggers if your okay with it can I got thro some with you? @-Twilight-

so theres social vaping triggers:
see ppl with a vape
smell vapor
get offered vapes
see a new flavour
how to handle them:
make a plan- think about how to handle being offerd
avoid ppl who vape
ask ppl not to vape near you
triggers in everyday life:
waiting for transport (like waint to vape while you wait)
taking breaks in activity
how to handle everyday triggers:
find something else to do
change your pattern (like if you vaped b4 u go to sleep do smth else)
keep busy

emotional vaping triggers:
stressed or anxious
lonely
bored
angry
sad
fustrated or upset
how to handle emotional triggers:
tske timeout
get moving
build in rewards (like if you have a day with no drags ect)
nicotine withdrawal triggers:
feeling irritable
feeling restless or jumpy
strong cravings
hard time concertraiting
how to handle withdrawal triggers:
take care of yourself
get support
@-Twilight- im hoping this will help and get me thro it

thank uuu ill let yk how it goes! also i havent used my vape today! @-Twilight-

tyyyyy!! @-Twilight-

:33 @-Twilight-

i though of you straight away when i heard what had happend im so so sorry
but please dont kıll yourself... then i will lose 2 ppl who i care about :sob: im here for you always girl never forget it @-Twilight-

we will get through it together i promise @-Twilight-

me neither :sob: @-Twilight-

This week has been so sh/tty istg i woke up this morning to find out my hamster died... So this week can go fxk itself @-LoveForLiamPayne-

thx :sob: @-LoveForLiamPayne-

no idea.. :sob: :sob: @-LoveForLiamPayne-

ive defo fcked my lungs up
i was chillin w/ my bro and strarted wheezing real bad like i couldnt breathe at all and my bro made it worse by spraying room spray around me so i still couldnt breathe @-LoveForLiamPayne-

Like getting home schooled or just dropping out? @-LoveForLiamPayne-

dmn- well i hope what ever happens you become more happy cuz you deserve it girl @-LoveForLiamPayne-

hey @-LoveForLiamPayne-

HEYHEYHEYHEYHEYHEYHEYHEYHEYHEY @-LoveForLiamPayne-

@-LoveForLiamPayne- idk whyy but im addicted to married at first sight like ive watched very ep.

you aint missing much lol btw ive stopped vaping for good its been over a week since i took a drag @-LoveForLiamPayne-

yeahhh my best mate came yesterdayy (to her mums who lives round the corner) and is going tmozz so thats good i think her bro likes me tho, she came into town cuz thats where im working and cuz she told her mum she was meeting me her bro had to come- @-LoveForLiamPayne-

XD not rlly but he has a heart of gold @-LoveForLiamPayne-

13 im pretty sure tbf i bought him a hot choclate after i finished work and paid for him to get the bus home w/ me and he kept saying thank you, i did also buy my bestie one and bought her a bus ticket aswell ofccc
but its rlly awkward cuz im best mates w/ both his sisters XD
alsoooo he said he'd come into town again tmoz on his own to see meh @-LoveForLiamPayne-

aw its still insane how hes gone.. @-LoveForLiamPayne-

yeaaa he even wanted cream and marshmallows XD it costs and extra $1:20- like that dude be lucky @-LoveForLiamPayne-

ikr- costa is expensive know @-LoveForLiamPayne-

now*

shii i gtg ttyll ilyyy girlll/p <3333 night :3 @-LoveForLiamPayne-

mine cost $5.20 @-LoveForLiamPayne-

heyyyyyy @-LoveForLiamPayne-

whats up?? @-LoveForLiamPayne-

oop- popular girls are so sh'tty istg @-LoveForLiamPayne-

we bought a dog yesterday thats abt the only thing new thats happend @-LoveForLiamPayne-

fox labrador shes only 9 week old we've named her flossie @-LoveForLiamPayne-

shes adorable!!!!! @-LoveForLiamPayne-

ive never used that site b4 lol @-LoveForLiamPayne-

ohhhh @-LoveForLiamPayne-

:33 @-LoveForLiamPayne-

yayyy i couldnt be bothered tidying today lol @-LoveForLiamPayne-

luckyyyy! soooooo hru??? @-LoveForLiamPayne-

wt-f @-LoveForLiamPayne-

schools are so sh'tty istg @-LoveForLiamPayne-

yep ik my mum told me ages ago @-LoveForLiamPayne-

mhm thats why i aint doing my gcse's @-LoveForLiamPayne-

tbf i never wanted to do em anyway @-LoveForLiamPayne-

anywayssssss @-LoveForLiamPayne-

okiiii we can play the music game if u wanna @-LoveForLiamPayne-

im on now if u wanna playy @-LoveForLiamPayne-

okay nppp <3 @-LoveForLiamPayne-

gnn <33 @-LoveForLiamPayne-

oooooo @-LoveForLiamPayne-

lmao @-LoveForLiamPayne-

cuz he be obsessed w/ uuuu @-LoveForLiamPayne-

goooood hruuuu? @-LoveForLiamPayne-

im tryna train my dog and its nt working @-LoveForLiamPayne-

js like use her training mats 4 wees and sh'ts
stop jumping up at ppl
stop biting
stop eating shoes clothes socks sofas chairs
@-LoveForLiamPayne-

shes obsessed :sob: @-LoveForLiamPayne-

anything she sees she thinks is food @-LoveForLiamPayne-

XDDDDDDD @-LoveForLiamPayne-

GURLLLLLL ARE YOU ONNNN @-LoveForLiamPayne-

basically i went on an online chatroom thingy cuz i was bored asf and this dude was txting me and we had a lil convo yk and then he sent me his number (idk why i never asked we only spoke abt work) but part of me thought write the number down so i did (this was like 2 week ago or smth

ive just gone on frag and this creep asked for my number so i sent him the other dudes one and idk wth the other dude is saying but it sounds like its workin out cuz he keeps sending more txts on frag abt how nice

i am and abt how he cant wait to meet me, i think i may have just started a good relationship XDDDDD @-LoveForLiamPayne-

ikr! XDDDDD @-LoveForLiamPayne-

the dude on frag said were done XDDDDDD @-LoveForLiamPayne-

istg ppl r so gullible @-LoveForLiamPayne-

My user on rec room is savage-rebel- @-LoveForLiamPayne-

awwh whyy? @-LoveForLiamPayne-

GURLLLL
SO THE DUDES IVE BEEN MESSING WITH (YK WITH THE NUMBERS DUDES) THE DUDE ON FRAG MESSAGED ME SAYING WHY ARE YOU GONNA REPORT ME
SO THE CHATROOM GUY SAID TO FRAG GUY "DELETE THIS NUMBER IM NOT WHO YOU THINK I AM IM GONNA REPORT YOU TO THE COPS FOR HARASSMENT" WT_FFFFFFF XDDDDDDD
@-LoveForLiamPayne-

IDK WT_F I SHOULD DO KNOW @-LoveForLiamPayne-

he dont believe me he thinks im the one who said all those things to him XD @-LoveForLiamPayne-

gurl i fcked my phone like massivly it no longer works- oopsies- @-LoveForLiamPayne-

yeahhhhhhh @-LoveForLiamPayne-

not rlly, they js said its my own fault simple as and it was an accident its not like i threw it at a wall or smth @-LoveForLiamPayne-

lol nah they aint that bothered i dont think @-LoveForLiamPayne-

also i had physiotherapy a couple days ago @-LoveForLiamPayne-

ive been 3 or 4 times now, she said i have to go for an x-ray and if that comes back clear then i gotta go for an ultra sound @-LoveForLiamPayne-

My hip hurts like 3-4 times a week and it's been happening for over a year I went to the doctors in January got my 1st session at physio to try see what the problem is she's still not sure that's why I needa go for an x-ray and an ultra sound @-LoveForLiamPayne-

tyy bestiee :3 @-LoveForLiamPayne-

wut was ur dream?? @-LoveForLiamPayne-

????????? @-LoveForLiamPayne-

SIMPPPPPPPPP @-LoveForLiamPayne-

awwww you should shoot ur shot @-LoveForLiamPayne-

why? @-LoveForLiamPayne-

oh, thats a horrible situation to be in, im sorry @-LoveForLiamPayne-

*hugs* idk what you could do in that situation im sorry :sob: @-LoveForLiamPayne-

maybe when hes in a good mood not upset angry or anything
uhm and just speak your heart thats the only thing you can do rlly if you cant handle long distance thats okay dont feel pressured into staying tg long distance is so so hard and i dont blame you for not being able to deal with it i wouldnt either, but uhm yeah just speak your heart thats the main thing and if you need me at anytime just lmk im here @-LoveForLiamPayne-

np <333 lmk how it goes when u talk to him @-LoveForLiamPayne-

dmn how you holdin up? @-LoveForLiamPayne-

shıt, are you ok? @-LoveForLiamPayne-

thats the trouble with long distance plus you could just say why arent you on when i get home it works both ways he cant blame you for timezones @-LoveForLiamPayne-

good on you girl im proud (not meant to be weird lol) @-LoveForLiamPayne-

its a good feeling innit well i would know XD
i feel like a proud big sis XDDD @-LoveForLiamPayne-

tbh i do think of you as a sis not just a bestie @-LoveForLiamPayne-

ffş gurl js ignor him ik its mean but pleanty of guys have said they gon kıll themselves when i left them to this day they all still alive @-LoveForLiamPayne-

srs @-LoveForLiamPayne-

hes tryna get u back @-LoveForLiamPayne-

mhm just hold your head up high and when u got a minute im gonna tell you smth that my ex put me thro @-LoveForLiamPayne-

oh uhm
when i was 12, i think ive told you lil things about this relashonship its why i didnt have a phone for years, so when i broke up with him for the first time he got some scissors and held them to his neck and said if you break up with me im gonna kms i was lit shaking and i turned round and started walking away and then i felt smth on my neck then hed held them up to me and said take one more step and ur ded

im still living so is he that relationship tought me so much and i made so many

-cont
mistakes when dating him when my parents found out they took my phone ect i think ive told u other things he did
it was scary but its what give me the confidence i have today its made me a better person
and at first i didnt want anyone to know what had happend but now im older ik some ppl may feel seen or heard with my story
its the reason im home schooled but the reason im better
its the reason i didnt have a phone for years but the reason im more confident @-LoveForLiamPayne-

:sob: :sob: its okay its the past cant change it
thats why im not scared to call a spade a spade anymore
worst part is i got punished after my parents found out @-LoveForLiamPayne-

cuz of how they reacted when they found out and didnt give me chance to explain they just saw mesages pictures and fliped they still dont know half of what acc happend cuz they didnt listen to me when i tried talking
its horrible cuz ppl are so judgy like ppl who know me are like oh you drink you vape you cut you burn and just shut themselves off from me without knowing the pain that brought me to it @-LoveForLiamPayne-

its okay :sob: since then we have an alot better relationship now and i do talk to them alot more and im more open @-LoveForLiamPayne-
anywayss sorry to ruin the mood-

wanna play the music game?? @-LoveForLiamPayne-

ok np <3 lmk if you need anything @-LoveForLiamPayne-

yw ^^ @-LoveForLiamPayne-

im on now whats up gurly pop @-LoveForLiamPayne-

try listen in on their convos see if they say anything abt you lol
and im following ppl on a few games that i didnt know i was @-LoveForLiamPayne-

uhmmmm a cute bun maybe or a plated bun @-LoveForLiamPayne-

@-LoveForLiamPayne-
i love mascara! like if you just wear mascara it makes such a hudge difference
maybe half up half down?

my hair is short aswell i never know what to do with it lol
curling it will look rlly good! @-LoveForLiamPayne-

ive just had a thought
it would be rlly good if you could like save your artwork so you could like save it to your gallery on ur phone so u can print it off or well use it for wtvr rlly
@-LoveForLiamPayne-

okayyy @-LoveForLiamPayne-

lol i cant be bothered dawing on my eyebrows XD
@-LoveForLiamPayne-

ill have a look in a min @-LoveForLiamPayne-

it wont let me search him ill charge my laptop n look on there @-LoveForLiamPayne-

no :sob: @-LoveForLiamPayne-

is he on yt or smth? @-LoveForLiamPayne-

It comes up with an Ashton that has no content @-LoveForLiamPayne-

ive tried everything @-LoveForLiamPayne-

ive tired that aswell

@-LoveForLiamPayne-

i will in a sec ive started eating lol sorry @-LoveForLiamPayne-

same i bought a shelf today from b&m in the sale
its a floating shelf with an led light @-LoveForLiamPayne-

its sooo goooood! @-LoveForLiamPayne-

music game???? @-LoveForLiamPayne-

i havent no :sob:
okiiiii u can go firsttttt @-LoveForLiamPayne-

i feel like i know it but i cant think of the name @-LoveForLiamPayne-

yeaaa @-LoveForLiamPayne-

still dont know..
sorry i got distracted by the snow!!!! i had to go out and dance in the snow @-LoveForLiamPayne-

I LOVEEE SNOWWWW istg im such a child @-LoveForLiamPayne-

i took the puppy out in the snow aswell @-LoveForLiamPayne-

i havent watched it ive been outside @-LoveForLiamPayne-

yeash i was out till midnight- @-LoveForLiamPayne-

the snows nearly gone here @-LoveForLiamPayne-

how nice @-LoveForLiamPayne-

The dude u like @-LoveForLiamPayne-

gurll why is it so hard to find xmas prezzies i like im sick of ppl asking me what i want like idfk @-LoveForLiamPayne-

and my birthday is 2 days after christmas like idek what i want isnt the point of it to get suprised-

nothing looks good @-LoveForLiamPayne-

Just ask you never know you might get it @-LoveForLiamPayne-

why? @-LoveForLiamPayne-

what advice do you need :33 @-LoveForLiamPayne-

uhm well tbh ive just been rejected XD
but id say just be yourself dont try and be someone your not for me its easier cuz i like playing football n shii so i just join in that way and make friends that way.
you can also just say little things like hey when you walk past him gimme 5 mins cuz my mum wants me ill give you more advice :33 @-LoveForLiamPayne-

do you want advice on like talking to boys? @-LoveForLiamPayne-

okay ill still try think of any advice and get back to you :33 @-LoveForLiamPayne-

heyy @-LoveForLiamPayne-

hruuu @-LoveForLiamPayne-

not too bad thanks

i was watching a short and it was like every boys type so like tons of makeup like revealing outfits n shii
is that actually what boys think is cute cuz to me i just think slüt- @-LoveForLiamPayne-

ikr- @-LoveForLiamPayne-

i havent found anything useful yet im tryna find you an acc that has advice like i have alot show up on my for you so im hoping one of em will be helpful for you :3 @-LoveForLiamPayne-

okay uhm try @ceoalbie on yt they have loads of advice for pretty much anything
if its not much help just let me know and ill try find another for you :33 @-LoveForLiamPayne-

wait what i thought you had it- :sob: @-LoveForLiamPayne-

oh okay no problem ill make a post on here tmoz abt confidence n boyz n shii so anyone can use the advice. i look up as much info as posible tonight and make it in the morning :33 @-LoveForLiamPayne-

awwww no problem <3333 @-LoveForLiamPayne-

good morning!
sorry to bother you but any luck with a spare acc or email for my friend she keeps askin lol its no problem at all if you cant <3 @-LoveForLiamPayne-

just set it as anything she can change it @-LoveForLiamPayne-

okay no problem no rush!
im working on that post for you aswell ive had an idea for in december i could do 25 tips of Christmas so like i can do tips on everything @-LoveForLiamPayne-

okay ill try! tysm for your help your amazing <3 ill talk to you in a bit i gtg cyaa :3 @-LoveForLiamPayne-

i love danny!! hope he wins maura is just amazing! i like gk not rlly a fan of richard or oti @-LoveForLiamPayne-

i love her accent and just cuz shes a ***** dont change her as a person @-LoveForLiamPayne-

lesbð*

yezhh @-LoveForLiamPayne-

mine still aint started @-LoveForLiamPayne-

like 2 week @-LoveForLiamPayne-

yeah- @-LoveForLiamPayne-

I WANT DANNY TO WIN :sob: @-LoveForLiamPayne-

ALANS GONE???? @-LoveForLiamPayne-

Omgggggg! Luckyyyyyyy and sorry I haven't been on for like ages @loveforliampayne

BESTIEEEEEEE @Loveforliampayne

I missed you too yeah I'll be on tmoz not for long but I will be on, and after that I won't be on till January @loveforliampayne

tysm!! i hope you had a lovely christmas and new year girl <3333 @LoveForLiamPayne

heyyyyyyyyyyy @FearOfSpoons

oh yeaaaaa spilll @FearOfSpoons

awww and why do bi-tchy girls ruin everything
annnnnd i have a gf irl eeeeeek @FearOfSpoons

also im feeling like quitting colours but i still wanna talk to you is there any chance i could possibly add you on insta so we can still talk and if not thats okay ill still come on here when i can <3 @FearOfSpoons

no i dont have it anymore i dont really go on my switch anymore its more my bros now @FearOfSpoons

is your profile a pic of like grass n stuff? @FearOfSpoons

I've requested to follow you @