skary are you okay ?? you need totell somrone about this

@shutterflies idk,, im not like 100% sure hes doing s hit because i havent SEEN him do it but he did things to me when i was like 6 and my dad saw one time but only got mad and hit ME on the head and then i never told my mom because i didnt realize it was bad and now im just paranoid asf

p sure my mom is just gonna think im lying for attention if i try to tell her

well try to be more alert amd next time you suspect somwthing happen i tjink you shoujd tell someon e . i do care about you and you dont deserve this (Srrur if im bejndCringe

@shutterflies nono its okay dw
if it adds any validity i started feeling like this after i lost privileges to locking my door for s/h reasons

oh then yeah i definitly suggest beimg more cautiou s . i hopr youre okay i heart you slash pee

@shutterflies i love u too pooks /p i promise ill try to be more cautious :]
sometimes ill wake up in the middl of the night but then fall back asleep right after without even moving any sooo
im not sure how deep of a sleeper i am but if i cqn sleep from 11pm to 3pm its gotta be pretty deep

id say set alarms 2 scare anyonr who tries to do amthimg late at night but you domt havw ue phon e

@shutterflies it honestly concerns me that my mom would rather listen to a random person clearly associated with my gr00m3r(because shes the only person ive met online who has my mom's number so she could talk.with me while at the mental hospital) who called me JOSEPH(which i dont go by nor have i ever gone by) and claimed ive been sending ppl nudes(i havent since i cut my gr00m3r off) than listen to her own son but to each their own ig

what the hell is your mom dtupid or somethtkng why doesnt she listem to yo u???

@shutterflies i stole monster energies from a walmart and showed my t!t$ to someone who GR00M3D ME so i am completely untrustable!!!!!!' also she keeps comparing ditzy to kel(my gr00m3r) and its rlly stupid cuz he is NOTHING like her the only similarities are that we're dating and i met him online literzlly NOTHING ELSE

guys whens the last time ditzy threatened to r word me in my sleep just because i mentioned my brain has envisioned that happening to me a few times :pleading_eyes:

it breaks my heart that the pleading eyes emoji isnt on here cuz i use it ALL THE TIME

Gdif,el tgas,so stupid im reallu sorry . i wis h i knew how to hejp(im bad at comforting pwoplw)) but i understand what you r egoing throujh !! i real ly hopr your mom understnbs soon bcause what shes doing and saying soubds orrible id shewt myself

YEAH IVE TRIED LOOKING FOR IR AMD COULDNT . FIND R

like vro i know w eonwly met a couple of days ago but you reallsy men the world to me and im thinking abt you n how youre doing 24/7 :sob: if there snytnng i can do t help ith all lf this even if its jut listenn i am alwayshere and you dnt deserve anyting oure going tjrough

@shutterflies as much as i hate to admit it ive genuinely imagined my mom has a seizure or.somthing in her sleep and di es just so i can have access to my devices again cuz i know she feels like shes #bestmom and helping me but she genuinely makes me want to rip my hair out

HELP I UNDERDTQBD

i am ADDICTED to the internet and EXTREMELY ATTACHED to my online friends and bf
cold turkeying it WILL NOT HELP im not learning for a GOD DA MN REASON

"im doing this for your own good" have,you maybe considered going through with those times youvw screamed that you're going to end your own life while you're having a breakdown

yeah takimg away all electronics kinds leavrs you feelimg empty lik r . Thats all my friendms vro

ill manifest for yoyu

"ill find friends irl for you" and what theyll sell me crack and **** me at gunpoint we are in the ΛSSCRACK OF TENNESSEE HONEY.

^ the cwnsored word was rαpε erm

OHMYY GOD tgats how i felt makibg friends when i lived in vegas :sob: Got me addicted to a vape n ràped WOW TGAT RHYMes n now im stuvk in Pennsylvania with onmly my nintendo switch vr o

irl friemdn s suck imo but whenevef i try to tajk to my online friendms my mm just saystheir grown men who will sell my pictures :smile:

@shutterflies THTS EXACTLY WHAT MYMOM THINKS TOO?? SHE AUTOMATICALLY ASSUMES ALL ONLINE FRIENDS ARE OUT TO RΔPΣ AND MVRD3R ME AS IF BASICALLH ALL OF MY ONLINE FRIENDS ARE ALSO VICTIMS OF SA :sob: IM WAY MORE PARANOID ABT IRL FRIENDS DOING SH IT TO ME DUDD

^ DUDE*

^ AREN'T* got dayum

NO LITWRRLYE IRL PEOPLE ARE SM WORSE