AHHH YES THIS IS MY COMFORT ZONEEE RAHHH

So uh
Kinda venting?
I'm kinda jealous of my older bro.. Whenever he accomplishes anything he's been working on hardly my whole family talks about it for weeks. And when i finish something that i work hard on they just say "Oh...That's good"
Heh

@DragonFriendXXX
Tysm!

@_Walmart_Bag_1
*hugs* all i know how to do is hug

Venting-ish?
Okay, just a small one.
I really struggle to think about myself, and therianthropy. I don't sleep at night and i'm worried about school. I feel like i don't know what to do anymore, my motivation always walks out the door. Its hard to think that i'm not in the right body.

Ty for le hugs UvU
Agh i hate being a gurl. Woke up this morning covered in bl00d =^=
I feel like i needa do sh but it's a sin and i don't wanna sin..
Is there and alternatives?
The song this is home is so sad ngl. I might do a cover.
Might learn ukulele someday
I'm just ranting sm rn XD

@Sunny12
Hope it gets better for ya!
I'm not a therian but i'd rather be an animal. Kinda.

i havnt talked to any of my school friends since last year, and its so akward. i wanna talk to them, but they all have closer friends they wanna talk to, and i feel like im just bein a b*tch for interruptin their conversation. ive had problem with this in the past, so im always afraid my friends think im super annoying, and just wanna get rid of me. i wish i could be someones #1 priority as a friend, and have them rather be with me than anywere else, but i feel like i never will. im lonely :*[

@Sunny12
bein a therian doesent mean you have to fully belive you have the soul of an animal. i have a lot of therian friends, and not all of them belive in rebirth. its different for everyone. just bc your perception of bein therian is different then most people doesent make you any less therian. it doesent matter what anyone else says; YOU ARE VALID. never forget that <3

@_Walmart_Bag_1

what do u mean by "sh"

@imbored_101
self hárm..

i hate life and am getting bad thoughts (cutting related thoughts (havent done it yet))

@_Walmart_Bag_1

you shouldnt not do self harm bc its a "sin"!
dont do self harm just bc its not a good thing to do! i understand how the mental and emotional pain may make you want to do SH, to cover it up. or maybe you feel like you deserve it, but you dont! even if ur struggleing, and even if uv made mistakes, you deserve to be happy. things will get better. the "alternative" to sh?

GO. TO. THERAPY.
find a group of friends that will support you, no matter what.

@imbored_101
I don't think my parents would take me to therapy. Even if i begged they'd say "You're to young. Plus we don't have the money for it"
I'll try do something to stop the urge

@_Walmart_Bag_1

if you hate being a girl, and are having felings of gender dismorphia, you can get transitional surgery. there is nowere in the bible where it says its a sin to be trans.

from what uv said, i dont think ur a girl at all. you never have been. it sounds like you are actually a boy, your body just hasnt caught up yet.

if im wrong, and you just hate having a . , as soon as you turn 18, youcan get birth control to stop it. just hang in there untill then.

@imbored_101
It's just the . thing. I wouldn't take anything to stop it. It's a natural thing for my body.

@_Walmart_Bag_1

if you cant go to therapy, than just get a supportive friend group. find people you can talk to. you can even talk to me. i have my fare share of problems. even if i cant fix everythin, sometimes it helps to just talk to somebody. even if i dont rlly know u, i still care abt you. everyone deserves to be happy, and you seem so nice, it truly breaks my heart that you arnt. i know it might seem weird, but i truly do care about anyone thats nice to me. a friend of my friend-

Holy shart- this looks freaking amazing!!

- is my friend to.

@_Walmart_Bag_1
i totes get it :<. .'s suck. there is solutions tho. like i said, birth control will stop ur .'s. and they R temporary, so you can still have kids id u want. i hate "becoming a woman" cramps. bleedin. hair growing in weird places. but every female to ever exist has had to deal with that. if they made it through, so can you <3

@imbored_101
It does help to talk to people :)
Idk i've been having a really hard year. At the start around march something happened that changed my whole family. I got depression around my birthday.. My parents noticed and started yelling at me. The depression went away. Than in june it came back. It went away. It's back now.. I hate myself. I'm so different to the rest of my family. A furry. A disappointment. just different

@imbored_101
I don't want to have kids lol XD
I'm irresponsible and i would probably say hurtful things. I just hate the thought of being the reason that someone could be traumatized or depressed

@_Walmart_Bag_1

so am i. my fam is kinda weird, but i still dont fit in. 2 mental disorders, allergies, asthma, exama. A furry, Gay, obsessed wth thing none of them understand. i got in trouble as a kid sm, my teacher would just send me to the kindergarden room, instead of the principles office.
if your family wont support ur intrests, just dont tell them abt them. you dont need there permission to do what makes you happy.

@imbored_101
I haven't really told them any of my interests. But i feel guilty for keeping so much to myself

@_Walmart_Bag_1

if you dont wanna have kids, thats fine. but i can gurentee you wouldnt make them traumatized or depressed. i doubt you would ever make your parents mistakes.

@_Walmart_Bag_1

you dont have to be! there your parents, not god or smth. if they would be rude abt it, they dont needa know.

@_Walmart_Bag_1
tbh i dont want kids ether i mean yeah maybe but i dont want to give birth or anything it scares me so bad all the pain but it might change in the future u never know and if u become a parent i bet you'd be a grate one :D

@nonvluna
UvU
Everything about having kids scare me ngl-
Idk if it's bc i was traumatized by it when i was little but nah never having kids

@_Walmart_Bag_1
nar not good qvq

@_Walmart_Bag_1
i just started crying and idk why qvq

NOO *Huggies*

@_Walmart_Bag_1
:sob:

*GIBS U CHOCOLATE*

@_Walmart_Bag_1
nar u need it moreeee

@nonvluna
NOHHH

@_Walmart_Bag_1
YEE

@nonvluna
>:|

@_Walmart_Bag_1
>:]

E

@_Walmart_Bag_1
lol hry? :D

Sometimes I feel like my mom is just trying to control my life, not internationaly. I said that I wanted to get alot of cats and she just says: "Don't get that many cats, get 2 and make them outside cats." and she thinks I don't know the whats going to happen if I do this one thing. Im scared to stand up for my opinions because I dont want to get yelled at...

small vent ig

@lemonpoundcake
*hugs*

ty :3

@lemonpoundcake
np ^^

@imbored_101 thx <3
@nonvluna thx <3

@Sunny12
np ^^

Good wby?

@_Walmart_Bag_1
eh 50/50

:P

@_Walmart_Bag_1
im on Oman of the stars now >:]

>:]

@_Walmart_Bag_1
i codent find the last book of the power of three soo qvq

@nonvluna
qwq

@_Walmart_Bag_1
i just did 10 push ups uvu

@nonvluna
UvU

HELP I CAN'T GET OFF THE TOILET CUS MY . :sob:

@_Walmart_Bag_1
NOOOOO

@nonvluna
Got off now UvU

@_Walmart_Bag_1
yay

>:]

@_Walmart_Bag_1
im sad :[ i dont know if im lying to myself about being a therian :[

@nonvluna
I've felt like that too :/
Best thing to do is keep educating yourself on the topic to see if you are or not

@_Walmart_Bag_1
and i miss my old dog loki. :[

Aw :[