I get called "anti social" alot by my family but I'm not anti social, I'm just scared
Like I wanted a hot chocolate but I had to buy it myself and I did not want to
I get so scared talking to people or doing stuff by myself
I had to go to the footy there would be lots of people but my coping mechanism puting both my earbuds in and just blast music and I do this so often that it's damaging both my hearing and earbuds

I hope this wasn't to much to read (I like to rant sometimes)