I'm upset by -The-RF-

For all the wrong reasons about colors. My art style is generic and boring. It's unseen. I probably won't be drawing anymore.

If ya'll want real art @-skull-'s your person. She's amazing and heavily underrated.
also irl my older brother got arrested last night. I felt sick with stress about it today and spent time in god's word. I feel better now but I just wish I could talk to my bro. I feel like his friends tempted him. He robbed a store.

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29 Aug, 2024, 10:48 pm
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AbsoluteMadness

29 Aug, 2024, 10:55 pm

@-The-RF-
OH MY GOODNESS ARE YOU OK??
I'm so sorry that that happened.
Also, your artstyle is not generic. I love your art. It's amazing and unique. If you need anything, I'm here to talk.

-The-RF-

29 Aug, 2024, 10:57 pm

@AbsoluteMadness

I'm sorry....but its not unique anymore :cry:

-The-RF-

29 Aug, 2024, 10:57 pm

@AbsoluteMadness

I'm ok but my brother might serve up to 10 unthinkable years in prison.

-skull-

29 Aug, 2024, 11:34 pm

I'm SOO sorry about your brother... You must be pretty shocked, I know the feeling. I really enjoy seeing your art, even if it's from a fandom I don't know, and personally I think your artstyle is really unique! Also thank you so much for the shoutout, that's probably the most genuine shoutout I've ever recieved, and I appreciate it. If you decide to leave, it makes me depressed, but that's your decision, and I respect that. Hope you feel better soon ♡/p

-Fried-SeaWeed-

29 Aug, 2024, 11:35 pm

nooo dont leave colors! your art is amazing!

lavender_the_artist

29 Aug, 2024, 11:49 pm

im so sorry for your brother, please don't leave! i literary owe everything to you, i got almost all my followers after you made me my pfp and my oc for tadc...
please dont leave.... please...

lavender_the_artist

29 Aug, 2024, 11:49 pm

i love your art so much i really wish my art was that good please dont leave...

-The-RF-

29 Aug, 2024, 11:58 pm

@-skull-

Thank you. And it's no problem at all

@lavender_the_artist @-Fried-SeaWeed-

I know ya'll say you love my art but it's been quite a while since we've interacted. And any sort of garbage I make is limited to 10 minutes. I'm drawing in what I thought was totally unique but more successful artists use it. I'm not even important to the community at all. And my own interests do not matter at this point. It's all about what the community likes.

lavender_the_artist

30 Aug, 2024, 12:19 am

im sorry ive been kinda busy i really wanna talk more :sob: but please if u do stop making art dont leave permanently

-skull-

30 Aug, 2024, 12:26 am

It is NOT about what the community likes. You shouldn't think you are forced to draw something you don't like to feel valid and appreciated. It doesn't matter what you draw, me, and many other people, will enjoy whatEVER art you draw. If art is something you enjoy, then you shouldn't listen to anyone else. Draw what you want to. What YOU like, and don't listen to anyone else when they say they don't like your art.

-The-RF-

30 Aug, 2024, 12:36 am

@lavender_the_artist
if i can somehow get full game again... my parents will never let me.

@-skull-

I'm just pathetic, I want other's approval.
And nobody wants my interests. I could practice and experiment and change my art, and still amount to nothing on here..

I'm like a speck on here, a worthless little nobody

_-Sable-TheGreat-_

30 Aug, 2024, 12:41 am

Oh my LORD! IM SO SORRY THIS HAPPENED!! I SO SO SO SO SO SO! JOPE THINGS GET BETTER! :heartbeat: AND I HOOE U FEEL BETTER I UNDERSTAND HOW IT FEELS TO BE SICK FROM THE STRESS! :sob: I SO HOPE THINGS GET BETTER :

SlipstreamCL

30 Aug, 2024, 12:44 am

I'm sorry to hear about your brother, I'll pray for him if you'd like me to. I've also been getting into God's Word lately. Also please don't leave Colors! Your art is absolutely gorgeous and unique! I like seeing your art very much and I think you're really talented. :heart:

AbsoluteMadness

30 Aug, 2024, 12:46 am

@-The-RF-
You're NOT a nobody. Your art is unique and amazing. If you can't see that, that's very unfortunate. Your art style is one if the most unique I've ever seen. And for a limited time of 10 minutes, you make amazing art. I didn't even know you still had the demo. You're also one of the kindest people I've met on this platform. You seem like a great person, and you probably are. And if you do decide to quit, I won't stop you. No one can make that choice but you.

-The-RF-

30 Aug, 2024, 12:46 am

@Sable_TheGreat @SlipstreamCL

I just wish I could help him or communicate or anything. I'm worried about him. He was also drinking. We can't talk to him at all and he's in a cell right now.

-The-RF-

30 Aug, 2024, 12:48 am

@AbsoluteMadness

I just want approval from people but they don't even know I exist. This platform leaves us peeps on demo seemingly completely invisible. I only ever interact with you guys. And sometimes I miss when I first started because I met so many new people and I was seen.

-The-RF-

30 Aug, 2024, 12:51 am

@AbsoluteMadness

I keep wanting to restart, that's why I deleted my old account. And it was pointless because out of 200+ followers, not even 10 people interact at all. Because I'm just bland and out of style. I'm no longer trendy.

AbsoluteMadness

30 Aug, 2024, 12:53 am

@-The-RF-
You're still seen. I have a piece of advice that I love and go by. Don't make art for the people, make it for yourself.
When I first got the platform and an account, I loved talking to new people. Expanding my friendships and all that. It really helps to talk to others. And though Colors has created bad times for me, it gave me even better times in return for that. I can't count how many times these people have made me laugh, including you.
I'm also sorry about your brother.

AbsoluteMadness

30 Aug, 2024, 12:55 am

@-The-RF-
And if people don't interact with you, interact with them. Usually I start a conversation, or like some creators sho are feeling lonely, they create posts asking to talk. I'm not a big social butterfly, so I don't do that, but if you do, people will interact. Especially friends.

AbsoluteMadness

30 Aug, 2024, 12:56 am

Sorry for talking alot by the way, I just didn't wan't you feeling down in the dumps so I'm trying to help.

AbsoluteMadness

30 Aug, 2024, 12:56 am

want*

-The-RF-

30 Aug, 2024, 12:57 am

@AbsoluteMadness

It was more enjoyable when I was completely free to draw, and demo took that away. The limits are constantly nagging me

-The-RF-

30 Aug, 2024, 12:58 am

@AbsoluteMadness

I mean I would but I never start conversations on here or irl. I continue them. And it's really nice that you're here honestly.

AbsoluteMadness

30 Aug, 2024, 12:59 am

@-The-RF-
I'll be here as long as you need me :)
(Until my time runs out, then I'm hopping onto the ipad version of colors -v-')

-The-RF-

30 Aug, 2024, 1:00 am

@AbsoluteMadness

Ok! I just wish I had the full game again. My parents took it away and we sold it.

AbsoluteMadness

30 Aug, 2024, 1:12 am

@-The-RF-
Why'd they do that?

AbsoluteMadness

30 Aug, 2024, 1:12 am

sorry that i keep disappearing

-The-RF-

30 Aug, 2024, 1:14 am

@AbsoluteMadness

Because they saw my dumb fnaf phase art and to be fair it was pretty bad. With gore and such. But I wish I had never got into that phase. Fnaf was just everywhere, and I wanted to draw what others were drawing. Plus they didn't know I was communicating with strangers on here. :cry:

-The-RF-

30 Aug, 2024, 1:14 am

@AbsoluteMadness

It's ok!!!

AbsoluteMadness

30 Aug, 2024, 1:18 am

@-The-RF-
Same-
I got the game, and after a year my parents blocked it. I asked why, and they said i was talking to strangers. I to.d them it was a website where I could share and draw art- how did they not now I was going to be talking to peeps on here- :sob:

AbsoluteMadness

30 Aug, 2024, 1:19 am

@-The-RF-
The only fnaf thing i've ever draw was sticker bombed sb freddy
I liked his design

AbsoluteMadness

30 Aug, 2024, 1:19 am

drawn*

-The-RF-

30 Aug, 2024, 1:20 am

@AbsoluteMadness

Originally me and my dad (who got the game for me) didn't know it had comments, but it intrigued me with the comments and I saw no harm with it... Then I started drawing and created a ask or dare thingy and that's how it all started

-The-RF-

30 Aug, 2024, 1:21 am

@AbsoluteMadness

Honestly I got in fnaf innocently just cause I liked the designs and personality. But I went into the lore rabbit hole :cry:

AbsoluteMadness

30 Aug, 2024, 1:25 am

@-The-RF-
It was matpat that dragged me down the rabbit hole :sob:
I was more into the lore than the actual characters

SomeSoda

30 Aug, 2024, 1:33 am

I'm sorry I haven't been interacting with you! :sob: I am also trying to make others happy with my art, so I don't often talk. I actually find this relatable because some of my hard work doesn't get noticed. But like I said before, though it's totally cool when other people love your art, if they don't, it can still be a hobby to make YOU happy. You matter as much as everyone else! And I still follow you for a reason! It's because your art's cool and we're friends!

-The-RF-

30 Aug, 2024, 1:35 am

@SomeSoda

I can't really enjoy drawing on here anymore because of demo's limitations....

@AbsoluteMadness

I see where my parents are coming from. Fnaf is pretty demonic. Btw are you still Christian? We all are, and I made this horrible mistake.

-The-RF-

30 Aug, 2024, 1:36 am

@SomeSoda

Honestly I feel bad for you cuz YOUR art is SO HEAVILY UNDERRATED :cry:

AbsoluteMadness

30 Aug, 2024, 1:48 am

@-The-RF-
Yeah, I am. My parents aren't heavily strict about it. I do read the bible alot aswell.

SomeSoda

30 Aug, 2024, 1:54 am

@-The-RF- Thanks, that means a lot to me! :blush: I really appreciate how you like to help other underrated artists like yourself.

But you can still draw offline! I do it ALL the time when I don't have ideas to post online.

-The-RF-

30 Aug, 2024, 1:54 am

@AbsoluteMadness

They said that if I was drawing good spirited Christian art maybe I could have kept it..

-The-RF-

30 Aug, 2024, 1:57 am

@SomeSoda

I do draw offline from time to time but I've been pretty lonely for pretty much my whole life. I'm one of those starved-for-attention-of-any-sort kids because my parents told me often that they weren't my "entertainment monkeys" and my dad actually got me a 3ds when I was little so I wouldn't bother them. My mom couldn't persuade my brother to play with me either. Now that responsibility is myn to entertain my little brother when I never even had that childhood myself.

SomeSoda

30 Aug, 2024, 2:03 am

@-The-RF-
Yeah, I feel that too since the quarantine. We barely interacted with anyone so I couldn't make any friends. That's why we're online. It's much easier to do so! TBH, I bet your brother will grow up to have fun with you, too. I totally hope so.

-The-RF-

30 Aug, 2024, 12:34 pm

@SomeSoda

Yeah, my lil bro is cool. I just sometimes feel that going online as human interaction is justified but my parents don't trust me on there.

SomeSoda

30 Aug, 2024, 1:55 pm

@-The-RF-
Yeah, that sucks. I just wish you the best of luck! :thumbsup:

-The-RF-

30 Aug, 2024, 10:49 pm

@SomeSoda

Thanks.

-Gooey-

31 Aug, 2024, 3:19 am

HOLY **** DO NOT SAY THAT

I WISH i could make art that good! My main oc's a CIRCLE WITH GOOGLY EYES for crying out loud!

Munchkinn

31 Aug, 2024, 12:45 pm

look here . i absolutely love your art and art style. ive watched all yoir tuts (well te ones i know of idk if There's more) whenever i see other artist i usualy think here art is better than mine and just give up posting. people love your art. even my lttle sis tried to do the tuts with me . i feel as i understand you pain of your brother geting arested even though it hasn't happed to me. but i just recently lost one of my grampas . not being able to see some one is a pain everyone shares

-The-RF-

31 Aug, 2024, 1:36 pm

@-Gooey-
BUT YOUR CHARACTER IS ADORABLE WITH THE GOOGLY EYES :sob:

@therianpuppets

Thank you so much for your time and commentary. I know how it feels to lose grandparents, I'm sorry for your loss. I've been feeling better today so I'll likely be making a comeback on colors. Again, thank you so much, ya'lls support means a lot to me.

-FuntimeFox-

01 Sep, 2024, 11:54 am

No- What? Im gone for a week and- Your art is so good! I try to be like you every day- you modivate me... You where the reason I stayed on Colors in the first place. Your art is perfect, the best on here. Its so adorable and unique. I mean, the way you draw is just awesome!
If you think you need to take a break, I understand.

But NEVER...dont EVER give up on what you enjoy doing...

-The-RF-

01 Sep, 2024, 12:15 pm

@-SMG-FAM-

Don't worry, I'm fine now! Everything is ok!

-FuntimeFox-

01 Sep, 2024, 1:17 pm

:3333

-Gooey-

01 Sep, 2024, 3:37 pm

NO IM SAYING ITS LAZY :sob:

-The-RF-

01 Sep, 2024, 3:46 pm

@-Gooey-

NO ITS NOT! PLUS YOUR OCS DESIGNS ARE SO WELL DONE! You are very creative!

-Gooey-

01 Sep, 2024, 9:08 pm

half of them are literally shapes

-Gooey-

01 Sep, 2024, 9:08 pm

one's design is just garbage

-The-RF-

01 Sep, 2024, 11:10 pm

@-Gooey-

NOOOO I LOVE THE DESIGNS! Lanky is my favorite creation of yours!

-Gooey-

02 Sep, 2024, 4:27 pm

no, trashy is literally a pile of garbage with a squiggly line face on it XD

-The-RF-

02 Sep, 2024, 4:29 pm

@-Gooey-

NO WAY TRASHY IS TOP TIER!

-Gooey-

02 Sep, 2024, 4:34 pm

IM NOT SAYING HE IS BAD IM SAYING HES A NON SENIENT PILE OF TRASH IN THE LORE :sob:

HE HAS NO STORY

-The-RF-

02 Sep, 2024, 4:36 pm

@-Gooey-

HE SHOULD THO I BET IT WOULD BE THE BEST BACKSTORY EVER :sob:

-Gooey-

02 Sep, 2024, 4:37 pm

OMG IMMA MAKE HIM A WW2 BOMBING PILOT XD

-Gooey-

02 Sep, 2024, 4:38 pm

AND A WORLD WIDE SINGER (best of his time)

-The-RF-

02 Sep, 2024, 4:38 pm

@-Gooey-

YES YES ITS WHAT THE WORLD NEEDS!!!1!! PLEASE :sob:

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