please get help /nbr

@whizzvin i just need him to fcking talk to me
it's been over a week

a week isnt that long dude

its my moms fault
she gave me attatchment issues

*attachment

@whizzvin
of course you dont get it

nvm

dude i have bpd AND attachment issues *** . im here if you just explain whzts going on i can help you stop being like this

@whizzvin my bfs been overworking himself and hes really scaring me
when he gets home he literally passes out from exhaustion
its fcking terrifying
im so in love with him and not talking to him hurts so much

plus on top of that
hes my best friends older brother
so every time i talk to my best friend im reminded of him

hes everything ive ever wanted ever
but he lives in austria
i live in california

not talkinf to you mighr be whzt he needs, his social battery is probably drained . id you know his schedulw i suggwst trying o hicely check up on him on his day offs and not when hes working sincw it could add more stress

the only person thats keeping me sane and not completely sh-ing is my other bf ajax
but he also lives far away

@whizzvin hes the only person that makes me feel pretty and loved

hes always exhausted
i hate how much of a workaholic he is

you need to srop putting all that responsibility on one person, its probably a lot of pressure forhim

i never should have fcking fell in love with him

i literally just add extra weight to everyones load
im always too much istfg

ik
its my fault too
for being so fcked up and dependent

i just want to live a normal fcking life
without worrying that someones gonna leave me or forget about me.

@whizzvin ..

youre kinda guilt trippinf me dude

im gonna go play my comfort game
bye
thank you for listening to me rant

im not trying to, sorry/gen

i should have asked.

@whizzvin bye
take care

i saw this, just wanted to let you know. I showed klaus and he gave a weak ":thumbsup:" so

@swisscoffee ah.

hes trying his best but cant move currently

@swisscoffee lol
sounds just like him

give him a hug for me, if you can
no pressure though :]

he mumbles "es tut mir leid" over and over

@swisscoffee wait, lemme grab my german dictionary

@Cosmic_k1lljoy
alright :D

@swisscoffee do yk what the context is?

@Cosmic_k1lljoy
he's just mumbling that he's sorry

@swisscoffee aww
Klaus, baby, it's ok
you're trying your best, and ik how hard you're working
ilysm, you're the most amazing bf I've ever had
It's just really scary when you work so hard, it makes me worry

he went "mmmffhhjj.." then have a little finger heart

@swisscoffee lol
Now get some sleep, you handsome dork <33

...
i need you
why did you move out
i cant talk to you now..