guh. by zestydogman

aw jeez!!! /ref.

why do i still love them?
i like them still but what they did should be unforgiveable. but ive already forgiven them. i want them back but i dont know if they've changed or if theyre gonna start being more honest.
thats all i wanted.
all i wanted was for them to be honest with me
but that was too much. i dont care anymore. i wanna be back with them, even if they cheat on me again. i dont care. i just want them back.
even though they dont love me anymore.

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18 Aug, 2024, 2:18 am
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zestydogman

18 Aug, 2024, 2:21 am

i feel so angry at myself for ruining what we had. its kinda funny. i wanna be with them even if they cheat and treat me like garbage. even if they hate me now.
im pathetic.
i just
want them back.
theyre one of the few people that genuinely liked me
and joked with me
and made me happy
even though we still talk,
i
i just want to believe they changed.

i still love you, fan.

im sorry.

zestydogman

18 Aug, 2024, 2:31 am

@-x-Stary-x-
tysm.
and
i'd love to be friends with u!!

P4st3lTheAlgabralien

18 Aug, 2024, 2:33 am

i know this is random but im wearing a singular fake stick on nail and its mermaid themed

zestydogman

18 Aug, 2024, 2:35 am

@P4st3lTheAlgabralien
draw it rn i ned to seeit in detail mrmaids are s cool /nf

ciinder

18 Aug, 2024, 2:36 am

hey
can i be real

i think i still feel love for you.
although i barely feel love anymore theres still a bit for you. /gen

ciinder

18 Aug, 2024, 2:36 am

im trying to improve.

P4st3lTheAlgabralien

18 Aug, 2024, 2:37 am

yes

ciinder

18 Aug, 2024, 2:37 am

i promise.
im not even forgiving myself becaus yeah
its unforgivable.

ciinder

18 Aug, 2024, 2:38 am

but im trying.

zestydogman

18 Aug, 2024, 2:38 am

@tornfan
im sorry.
i shouldnt have ruined what we had.

i genuinely really hope you can forgive me. i'll work on myself with u. we can both do self improvement stuff!!,

zestydogman

18 Aug, 2024, 2:39 am

@tornfan
i still
idk.
i just wish that you loved your partners enough to not feel the need for lying to them

ciinder

18 Aug, 2024, 2:39 am

i never felt i had 2 firgive u whay !!! udid nothing ,, its me

zestydogman

18 Aug, 2024, 2:41 am

@tornfan
gfhgjf i just wish i hadnt screwed it up i wish i could go back in time and change tstuff

ciinder

18 Aug, 2024, 2:43 am

same. but all we cqn do is look to the future.

ciinder

18 Aug, 2024, 2:55 am

and hey, im okay with whatever man ! whatever you feel comfortable with . ^_^

ciinder

18 Aug, 2024, 2:56 am

so let me know what you want . i'll respect your decision :]

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