i'm thinking abt relapsing. i've been clean for 3 months. i've already wrote my note. If I succeed, or even go through, then i'll miss you. i'm tired of existing. because everytime i do anything, its wrong. I feel like people use me for my 'talent'. i'm already a piece of **** person. I'm sorry i wasted my time.
i yelled today because my brother just told me he threatened someone at school, i've done rlly bad things, but not on colours. i told my mom to shut up while i was having an anxiety attack. i need to regulate my emotions.
tw: vriska c*m in pants (she's transfem cool fact) cűm on vriska's chest and face its a base you'll need ro add urseld and gimme ur pass to see ur finished one tmorrow
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16 Aug, 2024, 3:14 am
@JennaxThexStarz YUM.
16 Aug, 2024, 3:17 am
PEPSIIIII
16 Aug, 2024, 3:18 am
@Starz_Moonz Gamer land.
16 Aug, 2024, 3:18 am
fortnite players :disappointed_relieved:
16 Aug, 2024, 3:19 am
@Starz_Moonz NO! *epic slap* FORTNITE NOOB GAME, MINECRAFT AWESOME PRO GAMER.
16 Aug, 2024, 3:19 am
GRRRRR
16 Aug, 2024, 3:20 am
*slow mo punch*
16 Aug, 2024, 3:20 am
@Starz_Moonz *drives away* the fortnite slap was a......... DISTACTION!!!! i have the car!!!!
16 Aug, 2024, 3:21 am
XD (me knowing that was a SB and HJ refrence)
16 Aug, 2024, 3:22 am
@Starz_Moonz THE STAIRS!!! :DD
16 Aug, 2024, 3:23 am
F UCK IM FALLING DOWN THESE STAIRS!!
16 Aug, 2024, 3:25 am
@Starz_Moonz you should trace a sweet bro and hella jeff comic :smiling_imp:
16 Aug, 2024, 3:25 am
>:] ifffff...i had my phone :sob:
16 Aug, 2024, 3:26 am
@Starz_Moonz <insert spiderman walking sadly while theres a war going on meme>
16 Aug, 2024, 3:26 am
@-x-Stary-x- rizzler
16 Aug, 2024, 3:27 am
XD
11 May, 2025, 6:39 am
its getting bad again
11 May, 2025, 6:39 am
can i vent?
11 May, 2025, 6:40 am
@M17UN4-C4P7OR yeah
11 May, 2025, 6:44 am
i'm thinking abt relapsing. i've been clean for 3 months. i've already wrote my note. If I succeed, or even go through, then i'll miss you. i'm tired of existing. because everytime i do anything, its wrong. I feel like people use me for my 'talent'. i'm already a piece of **** person. I'm sorry i wasted my time.
11 May, 2025, 6:44 am
i'm sorry i wasted your time, too.
11 May, 2025, 6:46 am
@M17UN4-C4P7OR cdude pleas you're like 1 of 2 ppl keeping me alive
11 May, 2025, 6:47 am
i know, but you'll still have tyler. i'm still questioning if i,should even do it. <3
11 May, 2025, 6:48 am
@M17UN4-C4P7OR DON'T. i'll be angry AND sad at your ghost..
11 May, 2025, 6:51 am
you're one of the only people that can make me smile when i'm sad. i don't think i wanna even k.m.s, but just stop existing, but be alive. i'm scared.
11 May, 2025, 6:52 am
@M17UN4-C4P7OR i don't know what to say about this..
11 May, 2025, 6:52 am
/p0s
11 May, 2025, 6:54 am
i'm actually crying from how ur comforting me though im a horrible person
11 May, 2025, 6:56 am
@M17UN4-C4P7OR you're not horrible at all bro..
11 May, 2025, 6:59 am
i yelled today because my brother just told me he threatened someone at school, i've done rlly bad things, but not on colours. i told my mom to shut up while i was having an anxiety attack. i need to regulate my emotions.
11 May, 2025, 7:01 am
@M17UN4-C4P7OR dude those are actually reasonable tho. like threatening ppl is morally wrong, and anxiety attacks happen
11 May, 2025, 7:01 am
but i'm 14. i need to control **** like that.
11 May, 2025, 7:03 am
@M17UN4-C4P7OR i mean i guess?? but still that isn't horrible. now I'VE done some horrible things
11 May, 2025, 7:05 am
i punched someone over them calling me a ******. a word, and i punched her. words shouldn't hurt me. i literally drink.
11 May, 2025, 7:06 am
@M17UN4-C4P7OR pshhhhhh i've done worse than that :/ still alright ig
11 May, 2025, 7:07 am
also drinking :thumbsdown: :thumbsdown: :thumbsdown:
11 May, 2025, 7:07 am
ur methods of sobering up r helping, tho. i appreciate u.
11 May, 2025, 7:08 am
@M17UN4-C4P7OR :D
11 May, 2025, 7:11 am
getting gr00m3d mostlikely had an effect on my development. i was 8, he was 24.
11 May, 2025, 7:12 am
@M17UN4-C4P7OR oh. oh no.. :( i am so sorry to hear that.
11 May, 2025, 7:12 am
don't be. it was my fault i trusted him.
11 May, 2025, 7:15 am
@M17UN4-C4P7OR ok i don't know how to respond to that um. my vent handling skills aren't ready for that.
11 May, 2025, 7:16 am
it's okay.
11 May, 2025, 7:19 am
@M17UN4-C4P7OR are you ok now or do you still need to vent..
11 May, 2025, 7:21 am
i'm okay. ilyy <3
11 May, 2025, 7:22 am
/p
11 May, 2025, 7:23 am
@M17UN4-C4P7OR im gonna go to bed.. gn bro ily <3/p
anyways tag me in hs stuff that you think is either cool or weird
11 May, 2025, 7:24 am
kk :)
07 Jun, 2025, 8:06 pm
@berriflapjacks oh ok.
07 Jun, 2025, 8:12 pm
@berriflapjacks walks away too..
08 Jun, 2025, 7:52 am
@pal-bro-more awdsome!!
06 Jul, 2025, 3:21 am
ok who liked this..
06 Jul, 2025, 4:26 am
tw: vriska c*m in pants (she's transfem cool fact)
cűm on vriska's chest and face
its a base you'll need ro add urseld and gimme ur pass to see ur finished one tmorrow
06 Jul, 2025, 4:29 am
if ur uncomfortable w any of that lmk
06 Jul, 2025, 4:29 am
@Fluttershybutterfly *blinks* ok :3
06 Jul, 2025, 4:30 am
r u :?
06 Jul, 2025, 4:31 am
@Fluttershybutterfly ye
06 Jul, 2025, 4:32 am
alr, what is it that bothers u abt the desc i gave u?
06 Jul, 2025, 4:33 am
@Fluttershybutterfly oh sh*t nothing bothers me.. i thought you were asking if i was ok..
06 Jul, 2025, 4:33 am
o itz ok!
06 Jul, 2025, 4:41 am
@Fluttershybutterfly im bored im going on rec you can join if you want..
06 Jul, 2025, 4:42 am
kk
06 Jul, 2025, 6:03 am
@Fluttershybutterfly ilysm dude. you're like my main source of happiness
06 Jul, 2025, 6:15 am
ilyt <33 u r too
i think abt u everyday
06 Jul, 2025, 8:04 pm
@Fluttershybutterfly playing rec, u can join :P
06 Jul, 2025, 8:12 pm
kk
06 Jul, 2025, 8:15 pm
@Fluttershybutterfly please join :pray:
06 Jul, 2025, 8:16 pm
ok waiitt
09 Jul, 2025, 6:03 am
GUYS STOP LIKING THIS OR YOUR WEENS FALL OFF OR IF YOU'RE FEMALE.. YOUR T1TS FALL OFF