It really affected me, I see everyone elses likes and followers go up, i feel like mine just goes down everyday.
We're all at this constant battle of trying to get there, to be someone people look up to. People really love their art.
So i would draw every single day, put my effort in. Do what it takes
watch it get 5 likes, 2 weeks pass, it doesn't change. Still 5 likes.
There goes my motivation, Then i feel worthless again.
But yet if i spent 2 minutes on a fu-cking drawing of

Something really cute, and preppy. Stuff i ain't even into drawing
It'll get 100 likes won't it..

Colors has affected me in the worst way possible.
I gave up my sketchbook, I turned this into my hobby
I spent HOURS on stuff
but in the end, nobody cares.
So i give up,
I don't wan't to post anymore
maybe just some couple notice things or something
nothing else fu-cking matters anyways
Ppl act like you can just have fun on here, not worry abt the likes.

But what's the point of posting your art, if it never gets noticed? or praised?
I think my sketchbook a non living thing

would appriciate me more :3

But im not saying all of you are like this.. some of ya'll actually notice it! Some of ya'll just pass it by like it's nothing
like i deserve this?
Im gonna shoutout to everyone who has definitely made an impact and helped me on here.

Also the person who keeps liking, it literally doesn't effect me lmao- like i genuinely never even cared
why would i :skull: its so stupid and petty

@Cosmic_K1lljoy

First of all, You are literally one of my bestest friend's on here i appriciate you so damn much, you have been so nice to me all this time :sob: I love you so fu-ckin much.
Your genuinely hilarious, and you we're there for me for most of the problems i had, im a handful when it comes to my extreme depression, You wiped away the tears that woudn't stop falling <3 :two_hearts: ALSO GREEN DAY RULES THE WORLD!!!!

AWWWW

I'm literally gonna cry-
ILYSMMMMM GAHH /p
AND SAME TO YOU

@Cloud_Stay

Your also definitely one of my bestest friends, I LOVE! talking about kpop with you. We're so dang similiar, and your such a cool person. You've been there for such a long time, i feel old :sweat_smile: XDD! -_-""
I hope you know how special you are to me too.

@Empty_cheese_can25

I KNOW WE'VE HAD OUR ISSUES-
But you we're there for me for everytime i was down, you we're actually the coolest person despite your behaviour, You have supported and helped me with my extreme depression aswell. Thank you so much for that, I owe you for making me feel better all those times.

@blahblahblah_
Yk, liking vents doesnt do anything? Its just hilarious for us and embarrassing for you that we do not give a sh-t and that you're trying everything to upset us lmfao. Just get the fu-ck off, you havent even posted any art? Do you not know how to draw? Do you just wanna waste your time liking vents? Cause that seems like the case... Get a life!!!

@B4ggy_j34ns

I WOULD NEVER FORGET YOU!!!! YOUVE ALSO BEEN THERE SINCE THE BEGINNING MY OTHER KPOP BESTIE!!!
<333 Your such a coolio person, I love hanging out with you on late night's and talking about random funny stuff.
NCT IS AMAZING :D
So are you ^-^

-_Shooting-Star_-
Your the sweetest person ever!!! ^w^ <333 I love you so much my best friend you've always supported me when i was low, and loved my art aswell, I've loved your art too even if i don't remember to look to see if you have posted :sob: i'll try to get better at that
but you've been such a great friend

@-_Shooting-star_-

@-_shooting_star_-

@-Twilight-

Well obviously I GOTTA SHOUTOUT YOU !! <33 hehe
I love you babe :sob: You've been like one of my first best friends on here? And you supported me since the beginning and Your A really nice person to me, I love spending everyday with you. And you dry my tears so easily, Your here for me, like im here for you. I wanna kiss you a MILLION TIMES!!!! I love you more than anyone i've ever loved. More than my family, My friends, Anyone. (friends dont k!ll meee :sob:)
IMA MAKE U MY WIFE

@-Twilight-

I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOUUU!! <33333 YOULL BE IN MY LIFE FOREVER
AND ILL BE IN YOURS FOREVER
EVEN WHEN WE DONT GET ALONG IN THE END WE STILL LOVE EACHOTHER TO D€ATH.
THATS TRUE LOVE RIGHT THERE

(I will continue shoutouts after i eat lunch guys! :3 If i forget any people, please dont take it to heart. Theres probably some special people that have slipped my mind i haven't spent time with recently. So if your not shouted out just know you are loved by me <3)

GAAAAH THATS SO FKIN SWEET OML <3333 :sob: :pleading_face: I LOVE YOU SO MUCH TOOOOOO <3333 I LOVE HOW WE WENT FROM BET FRIENDS TO LOVERS, I STILL REMEMBER THE FIRST DAY WE MET!! ME AND SUGAR-SWEETS WERE LOOKING AT MUSIC POSTS, AND I SAW YOUR PLAYLIST POST AND I WAS LIKE: "OH!! WE HAVE SIMILAR MUSIC TASTES!!" AND I SAW DUSK TILL DAWN ON THERE <3
THATS HOW IT ALL STARTED EEEEEE <3

@-Twilight-
EEEEEEEEE AND YOUR STILL MY BEST FRIEND <333 AND MY LOVERRRR
HONESTLY SIMILIAR MUSIC TASTES IS LIKE SOULMATES XDD
I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHH!!!!!!

@-Twilight-
I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME I SAID I HAD A CRUSH ON YOU :sob: AND WAS SO FRIKIN SCARED YOUD SAY U DIDNT LIKE MEEEE :sob: BUT WHEN U WERE MY GF I WAS LIKE "AM I DREAMINGGG??? :heart_eyes: "
IT WAS ON UR CRUSH POST AND I WAS STILL LIKE ARO/ACE? I WAS CONFUSED WETHER I LIKED YOU OR NOT, BUT I DEFINITELY LOVED YOUR PERSONALITY LIKE NOBODY ELSE- SO I JUST WENT FOR IT :pleading_eyes:

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH TOOOOOO <33333333

@PercyRULEZ_

Shoutout to you aswell, your art is stunning!!! And thank you so much for supportin me all this time, your so frikin amazing <333!! AAAAA * HUGS*

@Summer_sunset

Thank you so much girll!!! Your such a great person, for supporting me all this time, you mean so much to me for noticing and liking my art!! :D

@BringMeTheHorizon
AWWWWWW <3333
I REMEMBER FREAKING OUT TO @/misscurlyhaired CAUSE I WAS LIKE
I THINK IM GAY??? I THINK I LIKE VIO?!?!
I WAS FEELING FEELINGS FOR YOU ALOTTTT AND THEN IT ALL JUS HAPPENED <3
MAY 29TH 2023

I remember ditching Olivia (Aiden at the time) bc she was being a horrible bi-tch to me, it was worth it
I'd tell her I loved her- And then she'd just be like 'c:'
It was toxic af and i hate that rat now LMFAO
She kept on trying to flirt with me after that, it was fking weird

@-kissyou-
IT MEANS SO MUCH THAT IVE INSPIRED YOU ALL THIS TIME AAAGHHH :sob: Ive always wanted to inspire people you know? I don't think im That Great at art -.-'' But you make me feel like i truly am <3333

@-Twilight-
IT DELETED MY COMMENT :frowning: THE AUDACITYYY

@-Twilight-
B!TCH :skull:

FINE ILL PUT THE SHORTER VERSION-
I TURNED YOU GAYYYYY!!! HAHGAAG <33333 THATS SO CUTE- RANTING ABT ME XDD
I WAS CONFUSED A_F OF MY FEELINGS BRO I NEVER LIKED ANYONE AND U CAME ALONG AND TURNED ME GAY TOO LMFAO-
Im so glad i saved you from that, i didn't think ya'll we're good anyways- i was pretty jealous of ya'll but i didn't want to seem like a creepo or something about it

@-Twilight-
Yeah but now that we're together i've never loved someone as much as you, All the past relationships just didn't 'click' if you know what i mean- like that spark wasn't there. It felt wrong
Until now i like you, and i think of you ALL the time, and i dream of you. And crave being with you all the time, like your my obsession XDDD

@BringMeTheHorizon
OMG SO WE BASICALLY TURNED EACHOTHER GAY :sob: <333
AND YES FR, THANK YOU FOR THAT
OLIVIA WAS A LIAR TOO, AND JUST ALL OF THAT SHlT

@BringMeTheHorizon
AWWW THATS LITERALLY SO SWEET OMG :sob:

@-Twilight-
Could never ever be without you, :sob: i'd go through h3ll and back just to see you, and nothing can ever get in my fu-cking way not my parents, not toxic people, not people liking me. They can't tear us apart
Because our bond is stronger than anything.

@-Twilight-

XDDD U LIL B!TCh yoU maDe mE iN lesBiaNs WitH yyOu!!/ref/j

LOL YOUR SO CUTE <33333 MY ONE AND ONLY

YOU'RE REALLY REALLY HOT :smirk:

BRBBBB

@-Twilight-
Your so welcome!!!, you saved me too tbh - :sob: Cause' I wen't through that breakup and was so fu-cking fed up with ppl
i remember crying my eyes out everynight and talking to sugar sweets, that girl helped me through everything, life saver frfr :two_hearts: /p
And I wanted to end it all- But you we're my last hope for someone i could just depend on to actually love me forever.

@-Twilight-
XDDDDD I KNOW RIGHT *SASSY HAIR FLIP*
YOUR S€XY AS_F BROSKI <33333 XDD

@-Twilight-

*MAKES OUT WITH U* :smirk: :smirk:

I GOTTA GO ILL BE ON IN LIKE AN HOUR OR SO? <3333333333 LOVE YA

@BringMeTheHorizon
IM SO GLAD WE SAVED EACHOTHER,
THINKING OF IT, ITS ADORABLE NGL :sob:
AND OKAYYY, TTYL, ILL MISS U ML <3333

Thank you so so much, it's always my pleasure to help you! <33/p

@-Twilight-

Yeah....

BRUH IM CRYING MY EYES OUT RN

@-_Shooting_Star_-

<3...

@Empty_Cheese_Can25
Its true.

@Empty_Cheese_Can25
Thanks

@Empty_Cheese_Can25

Man i am so fu-cking worthless. i cant do enough
im never worth it..

@Empty_Cheese_Can25
They cant even fu-cking comfort me bruh.. my mom just watches me cry in pain, and my dad
they dont fu-cking care.

whats going on?

babe, are you ok?

Wht happened??

ALAINA..
Listen to me, relax, just breathe, okay? I'm here, everything's gonna be okay. You parents don't fu-cking deserve you, you're too precious. I hate your parents so fu-cking much... I hope they feel GUILTY

@_Your-Emo-Angel_
Look, talk to me, I'll help you calm down <3

You shouldn't feel guilt, it's your parents who should be the fu-cking guilty *****

@_Your-Emo-Angel_
Take your time, just remember I'm here if you need me <3

did you tag me somewhere? :sob:

@_Your-Emo-Angel_
AGGRESSIVELY PULLS OUT UNO REVERSE

@_Your-Emo-Angel_
Ofc!! <333

@_Your-Emo-Angel_
DUMPS OUT BAG OF UNO REVERSES

@_Your-Emo-Angel_
LMAOOO MR BEAST
"SURVIVING 100 DAYS IN LOS ANGELES WITH $0.01"

@_Your-Emo-Angel_
mr beast scares me ngl

@_Your-Emo-Angel_
write a mr beast diss track

@_Your-Emo-Angel_
LMAO
'one man, two pennies, a week in L.A.
you can survive on nothing here if you have enough fame,
oh and before you go, by the way,
you can feed this child for just 30 cents a day"

@_Your-Emo-Angel_
WE NEED A COLLAB LMAOO

did i get tagged??