@-Twilight-

:blush: :blush: <33333

@-twilight- lets nickname him south park boy

@-twilight- bro i need that crack :skull: alot of it
i still look like a girl no matter how much fu-cking effort i put in i thought if i lost the makeup it would help

@-twilight- not me watching Ateez rn :skull:

UGHH I WAS SUPPOSED TO MEET WITH THE DANCE TEAM TODAY AND I FU-CKING FORGOT

FU-CK

FU-CKKK I WAS TOO BUSY TRYNA HELP MY FRIEND FIND THE CHORUS CLASSROOM GREATT

@-twilight- SUPER TALENTED KPOP GROUP ;3333

@_twilight- djjdiifjfjir im pretty sure they weren't in the gym tho idk what the fu-ck is happening lately bruh

@-twilight- So like yesterday during my lunch period i was supposed to go to theatre and nobody was fu-cking there but it said during both lunch period so idk
then today i forgot to go to the dance team one :skull: WHAT IS HAPPENING

@-twilight- but bruh how can u expect me to join your club when you aint even there
unless they just haven't started the club?
but its like week 5-
everything is so confusing
all the other clubs have started :----:

@-twilight- i talked to my mom about it and shes like idk why nobody was there, and idk why the ones u picked nobody is even there
:skull: i just need an answer

@-twilight- yeah? whats so bad about it? lets see you stand in front of a crowd and act out huh

@-twilight- u cannot be talking, because you had theatre too so shut your mouth :skull:

im sorry but people who make fun of theatre people really p!ss me off because i'd love to see them stutter and get stage fright

@-twilight- my bad :skull: i just dont know why theatre is such a bad thing to ppl :sob:

@-twilight- then dont make fun of me for liking theatre deal

TheAtrE

@-twilight- are you blind? we said that at the same time,

i thought u were making fun of me, but then you said you werent i didnt reply to stop making fun of me after you said that

@-twilight- help i re read that and all i saw was gibberish umm anyways
your goofy :skull:

@-twilight-
sighhh i gtg
its probably best anyways im like so angry for no reason :skull: what is WRONG with me

@-twilight- CRIES OMGGG U ALWAYS NEED HELP WHEN I GOTTA LEAVEEEE

ok ok but if i randomly leave its cause my dad came home :skull:

what do u need help with?

@-twilight- THATS SO EMBARRASSING HELP!???!?!

you dont always gotta have friends! i mean i didnt have many at one point, but theres gotta be atleast someone who will want to be your friend right? thats not me :---:
technically im always your bsf anyways
but bro tell him to forget about yesterday and that u like being alone.

@-twilight- look, if you want some friends
just try to talk to the people who are nice to you, even if you stutter its okay :) you got this. compliment them, like say something simple like "i like your hair its so cute" idk- but you dont have to just tryna help

@-twilight- look, your a great person and even if your doubting if you'll ever have friends, trust me, you will
you wont be lonely forever. Who wouldnt want to be friends with you?! theyre MISSING OUT
Im in your life for a reason,
but you just gotta get out of your comfort zone, even if its akward and cringe its better than just feeling bad bc you dont have nobody to hang with.

@-twilight- LESBIAN?!? BECAUSE U COMPLIMENT SOMEONE!?
BRO I SAW THIS GIRL WITH THE COOLEST SPIDERMAN JACKET AND COMPLIMENTED HER BC I THOUGHT IT WAS SICK-
I DONT GET CALLED LESBIAN!?

also so what :skull: lesbian is nothing to be ashamed of

@-twilight- yeah.. im tryna find solutions for u
uhmmm
i feel like just getting out of your comfort zone is the only solution ik your shy but youve gotta be brave
and you can be brave.
I have faith that you'll have many friends sooner or later

@-twilight-

somehow t-f ppl support me being trans

they all use the wrong pronouns tho :'D how cute

i mean i did say i went by all didnt i :skull: im dumb-

@_twilight- your telling me- NOBODY is nice to you? NOT ONE PERSON

@-twilight- oh yeah ive done that its called k!lling with kindness being so nice that they cant stand the fact they arent getting the reaction they want

mannn i needa go to ur school
show them who's boss
also kiss you in front of those ho-mo-phobes
cause imagine being straight !?!?! :SKULL:

:sob: :sob: :sob: i wish i could help u more.. but sadly i have to go -

I hope things get better for you love... im still by your side
sort of :broken_heart:

@-twilight- prove them wrong- show them your not weird
your beautiful, and smart, and funny, etc
in fact your a cute type of weird- and if they cant see that

FU_CK THEM-

CAUSE THEYLL BE WATCHING U DATE THE MOST FAMOUS SINGER IN THE WORLD
:sparkles: IN STYLE :sparkles:

too far? lmao-

why aint ppl nice to u :skull:
thats so dookie

whatever Karma lovesss evil people

bro never replied :skull:

hellloooo

@-twilight- oop-

MAN IM SO FU-CKING TIRED

I DO NOT WANNA GO TO SCHOOL-

bruh i feel soo insecuree i wanna hide in my room :SOB:

nawww i cant WAIT until 2:45 then i finally get to go home-

@-twilight- yeahh..

@-twilight- :skull: i feel so.. trash i feel genuinely sick idk why
i should be happy but i feel so bleh
and this morning my mom made me even more insecure to the point i didn't wan't to look my friends in the face

like today i wore less makeup because i just didnt feel like doing all of it and i like wen't over my freckles with a darker color of eyeliner or whatever it was and made them bolder because i dont like hiding them- and my mom was like
"uh- whats on your face. What did you do? it's all weird looking why are your freckles so dark"
and i told her
and she just said "o-ok......" and looked away with a disgusted face and said "normally people cover them-"

@-twilight- ermm why would i :skull: it's like my favorite thing abt me
if you don't like it thats not my problem?
but i was so sadd this morning im so insecure i hate it, i hate it so much
bro i dont wanna eat later tbh i probably wont

everything i do that i think suits me and makes me cuter.. my mom says i look ridiculous and a freak

maybe shes right...
maybe everyones right when they say something about me looks bad.. maybe...

wahtever- um how is your day gorgeous?

@-twilight- RIGHT!? ARNT THEY CUTE!? and thank you <333!
and dw im eating dinner soon ig- i dont wanna eat alot tho
awww i wish i could be at lunch with u

@-twilgiht- <3333!!

@-twilight- dudeee so ive been thinking i wanan sing at the talent show- just face my fears
problem is everybodys staring at me :frown: i dont like that
makes me scared

@-twilight- I WANNA SING BETTER THAN REVENE OR A GREEN DAY SONG
CAUSE CMONN IM SO GOOD AT BETTER THAN REVENGE SOMETIMES I GET THE LYRICS WRONG BUT ITS OK- I STILL NAIL IT THO
I NEEEEEED TO

as a little kid i always used to dream that once i get in highschool i would blow everyones minds
cause nobody knows much abt me
just that one tomboy thats all they see :skull:

i would play my guitar but ermmm i have a sweaty hand problem the pick literally slips out of my hands when im playing and nervous-

@-twilight- when im on a stage and i have been multiple times for stuff- i performed it all for this random person in the audience
i ignored everything else
i pretended that one person was the only one watching
and bro IT WORKS-

@-twilight- my moms advice was the pretend my anxiety was me being excited, and pretend im just hyped up and not look at it as being scared

@-twilight- now that i think about it :skull: how do i have stage fright yet im in chorus?
i've never been even scared on stage
i mean i was like "DONT MESS UP< DONT MESS UP OMG DONT MESS UP-" in my head
but ive never recalled stopping my singing and being upset-

hmmm maybe i dont have stage fright, maybe im just scared of opinions of people :skull:
like whenever someone asked me to sing in front of them i would be like "umm.. im too shy.."
i dont get myself bro

@twilight- OMG I CANT TELL U HOW MANY TIMES MY MOM HAS BEEN TRYNA HEAR MY SINGING
IT DRIVES ME INSANE
she wants to know what my voice sounds like SO badly i swear

@-twilight- the only confidence i have is singing :skull:

@-twilight-
my fears are so fu-cking stupid
your telling me i can sing in front of like 2,000 people
but not in front of my own Mother :skull:
if i showed her she'd be like "WHY THE HECK DID YOU KEEP THAT FROM US!?-"

like bro idk- she wont judge me she'll probably be more shocked at the fact i can sing than anything and tell like every family member

@-twilight- SING WHAT :Skull:

@-twilight- lmao bro imagine-

"hey mom guess what we're singing in chorus"

"It'S TIIIIIIiiIIIIMMMEeeeeeeee!!!"

@-twilight- if you dont get it its a mariah carey thing lmfao

how the fu-ck she go that high :skull:

It'S TIIIIIIIIIIImmmEEEeeee~~~~~

@-twilight-

HELP IF SHE KNOWS I LOVE ROCK MUSIC SHELL LITERALLY ABANDON ME

@-TWILIGHT-

CUT MY LIFE INTO PEICES
THIS IS MY LAST RESOORRTTT
SUFFOCATION NO BREATHINGGG

HELPP

@-twilight-

gay country songs :3

@-twilight-

why are u listening to mcr :skull:

@-twilight-

bruh ima sing peirce the veil :33333

SUNNNSHINEEEE THERE AINT A THING THAT U CAN DO THATS GONNA RUIN MY NIGHHTT

@-twilight-

EMORRR
im like the opposite of emo :')
my mom said being emo means devil worshipping AHAHH-
little does she know im filled with emo on the inside

@-twilight- that song is my jammmm

@-twilight- nahh Vic's voice is way too high for me, hes got like that rockstar voice I WISH I HAD :sob:

@-twilight- ohhh idk how i got to like my style of music
and yeahh thats why i said im the opposite
i like dark colors just alot of grey yk

@-twilight-
i'd be cute as emo LMFAO- but it's not rlly my thing
i love emo music- just not the style its too uhhh dark? its not for me

im gonna go readd see u later love <333

OH ALSO-

@-twilight-

i got u a giftttttt~~

@-twilight- thats so cuteee

@-twilight- yeah take a guess what it is :33

@-twilight- gimme a seccc :p

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@-twilight-

────(♥)(♥)(♥)────(♥)(♥)(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ'ʀє αʟσηє,
──(♥)██████(♥)(♥)█████(♥) ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɧα∂σѡ.
─(♥)████████(♥)████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ѡαηт тσ cʀƴ,
─(♥)██████████████████(♥) ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɧσυʟ∂єʀ.
──(♥)████████████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ѡαηт α ɧυɢ,
────(♥)█████████████(♥) ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ρɪʟʟσѡ.
──────(♥)█████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ηєє∂ тσ ɓє ɧαρρƴ,
────────(♥)█████(♥) ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɱɪʟє.
─────────(♥)██(♥) ɓυт αηƴтɪɱє ƴσυ ηєє∂ α ƒʀɪєη∂,
───────────(♥) ɪ'ʟʟ ʝυѕт ɓє ɱє.

@-twilight- ;o DID IT WORKKK <33333333

TEEEHEE THIS ONES SO CUTE-

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okk i gtg now <33 see ya gorg :p

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@-twilight- WHAT THATS FELIXS-

@-twilight-

babe.. i have bad news
i cant explain alot rn
but we gotta talk less.. dw nobody found out nothing nothings revealed
its just my grandmas gonna be home for thenext few weeks so i cant rlly talk on here alot yk-

also i won't be on on my bday :sob: I WISH I COULLD
my whole day has plans- i would have absolutely no time

ill be on sometimes dw <3

@-twilight-

nevermind :skull: apperantly i was so exhausted i fell asleep and then woke up and my grandma was gone
and my dad said she was "going back home"
bruh i cant with her-

@-twilight-

AWWWWWWW <3
my dream was so random

TODAY HAS BEEEN SO SH!T
IM HAVING A HORRIBLE HAIR DAY
I BURNT MY BREAKFAST-
AND NOW IM SAD

@-twilight-

make a post for felixs birthday pls <333

since i cant :skull:

@-twilight-

HELP HELP HELPPPPPPP
I BURNT PUMPKIN SPICE CINNAMON ROLLS-

@-twilight-

bruh its cause i curled my hair and then fell asleep afterwards
the layers are sticking out sm please helppppp why does it look like that :skull:

i regret the layers :skull:

@-twilight-

oh ya?
how many fingers am i holding up

@-twilight-

7 because its my lucky number???

:skull:

@-twilight-

bro i got scared yesterday :skull: i told my mom i kept getting morning sickness, and i always feel like throwing up
she told me only pregnant people get that

now im convinced theres a baby in me :skull: bro got there by god its like the vir-gin mary

@-twilight- oop- WHAT THEY DO

@-twilight-

FOR REAL-
i get sick every morning :---: also bro im always eating everything
theres another sign-
and when i get just a little ticked off i blow up
no joke

HmMMmMMmMmMm U HAVE SOME EXPLAINING TO DO-/J

@-twilight-

helppppp i did that the other day i got rlly p!ssed off-

i bet my periods due soon :skull: if it comes on monday im gonna km-s

@-twilight- BRO WHAT HOW ARE THEY HORRIFIC HE CANNOT BE TALKING-
BRO IS JUST MAD U CAUGHT HIM

@-twilight-

bro i told someone once if i ever D1ed my period would be the reason.
im literally gonna rip out my uterus

@-twilight-

THEY SHOULD GO STICK THEIR HEAD IN A TOILET
THEN THEYLL REALLY SEE SOME SH!T >:(

@-twilight-

im so lucky i dont get them-
or when i do they last the first day and then go away the rest of the week

but

PERIOD, PERIOD, GO AWAY I DONT NEED YOU I AM GAY
AND TRANS <3

@-twilight- GAHAHA

I BET RABIES HAS RABIES NGL-

BRB!

@-twilight- BRUH IM GONNA SHAVE MY HEAD
WHY DOES MY HAIR STICK UP LIKE THAT UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

@-twilight- NOT THE COWS-

@-twilight- i wanna make mine super dark brown sometimes-

ALSO NOOOOO POOKIE DONT LEAVEEEEE

@-twilight- YES THATS MY DREAM
I WANT CURLY DARK RED HAIR SO FU_CKING BAD

@-twilight- i like being a blonde tho :skull: it actually suits me
im not pretty with dark hair it white washes me and doesnt suit my eye color

ima go watch straykids till ur backkkkkk <3

i'll probably dye it dark red in the future tbh
when its longer and has curls-

bruh im so scared that something is gonna go wrong soon-

@-twilight-

sighhhh i wish i had somethin to do

ohhh did i tell u i start basketball on wednesday im truly excited
but i doubt my moms gonna let me...
maybe if i show her the coach i emailed she wont mind it
i mean on mondays and wednesdays my mom gets off work in enough time to take me to practice- its perfect?

the problem is i'd get home at 10pm :skull:

@-twilight- BLACK HAIR!?!?!

pleaseee dont look like my ex :skull: youd be cute but err ummm

@-twilight-

how was that confusing? :skull:

@-twilight-

bro remember when she told me not to join bc she thinks ima drop out?
yeah, thats why she dont want me to do sports
because iM NoT CapAblE oF iT
absolute bullsh!t, watch me win a whole game

she just dont see my competitive side-

@-twilight- i can never tell what your replying to bruh- is it abt the i think something bad is gonna happen?

i just feel like my birthdays gonna go wrong..
its all i think abt
im scared we'll somehow break up
or my dad will be in a sh1tty mood
or my mom will hate me
i just. ughhhhhh i overthink too much

AND WHY DOES STINKY FART CHEESE ALWAYS VENT TO ME

@-twilight-

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MY FAV RED NECKLACE BROKE-

@-twilight- ik ik i just worry we will sometimes, our bond is way too strong but i DONT WANNA LOSE YOU-

@-twilight- its alr- im putting it on another necklace chain :3

@-twilight-

:skull: ofc he was

@-twilight-

sjsdhdjsssn what is wrong with me...

@-twilight-

oooo! like what??

@-twilight-

did u see what i tagged u in-
am i stupid for saying i couldn't help..?
HE ALWAYS VENTS TO ME WHEN I CANT COMFORT AND I WANNA HELP BUT ITS HARD WHEN MY ADVICE IS SH!t

@-twilight-

XDDD dang ur really taking that style to a whole new level, very uniquee~

also its scary we like the same color lmao-

@-twilight-

i wear red lipstick everyday :skull:

AND NOOO ITS NOT BC IM A SWIFTIE I SWEARRRR-
its cause its the one color that looks amazing on me
the color pink makes me look GROSS-

@-twilight-

aghh i wish i could order stuff but when i tried to get a credit card my mom said she was too busy and its been 3 months since
i kinda gave up asking for stuff :') I WANT A BUCKET HAT COLLECTION
I WANT A RED ONE
AND A WHITE
AND A BLACK

im just too shy to ask her
which is weird coming from a really extroverted person- ahahahah

@-twilight- OMG XDDD my mom tells me my makeup makes me look 17
and my dad says i look like a clown :skull: which okay? stop being jealous im good at makeup

@-twilight- LUCKY!?!?!? ima bring it up at dinner :skull:
probably wont be able to use it until 2029 when i get my phone back.

hm?

@-twilight-

my dad has been nice to me lately actually

@-twilight- OMGGG ITS HANS BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 I WANNA WATCH HIS V LIVE SO BAD
IM MISSING OUT SOBB NOOOOOOOO
PLS MAKE A POST OF HIM TOO
AND INCLUDE THE LYRICS OF HIS NEWEST SINGLE
ill find the newest song i forgot the name

I LOVE HAN :sob: :sob: :sob: :sob: bro i wish i could post stufff-
ok its called human by han jisung it might be in korean tho- so ill send u the english lyrics gimme a sec

oh yeah that would be easier :skull: sillly me

@-twilight- also help- sorry i keep tellin u to make posts
its cause i cant celebrate them much on social media :---: cause well- i have none so i gotta rely on others to help me

the only way i can is listening to their songs overr and overr

*****

@-twilight- its like u with one direction lmfao

if i actually had social media i'd be posting alot about it xD i love those guys.. theyre like my home somehow, some place i feel apart of
its like im in the band, but not for real.

@-twilight- TYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!

@-twilight- <3333333333

my luv i gtg <3

@-twilight-

bruh im bouta move :skull: my fam is so chaotic

@-twilight- stop cause' my grandma has just took 7 pills and is trying to overdose while talking on the phone, and she's doing other sh!t thats gonna k!ll her
and everything in her life is going to absolute sh!t the police have been called like 5 times.
I'm currently stressed, and bummed out cause' my mom keeps denying stuff i ask and now im like yk what FU_CK IT, fine i won't ask you anything because this WHOLE family is so busy you cant do ANYTHING to let me have some fun in life.

then i ran to the bathroom and started cryin and being overwhelmed cause i wish i had a family that wasnt so damn occupied- with everything else.
i dont feel recognized sometimes, thats how bored and UGH i feel, cause they have no lives besides work eat sleep repeat

@-twilight-
Goodmorning gorgeouusss!!~~

@-twilight-
i hope so- :sob:
and tbh im used to it :skull: they are just so busy they can't do everything at once
and im like bro why would you have a kid and then wonder why your overwhelmed
also im only one teenager i really don't ask for much?.. well i try not to
but anything i ask of them they act like its the end of the world

@-twilight- i sat down and told my mom about me joining basketball right? i told her how excited i was, and how i loved playing. and how the practice times would be perfect for her work schedule
and shes just like "alaina, we've talked about this before, no, and im not picking you up at 9:00 at night for a sport."

:skull: bruh i got so upset after that, im so p!ssed that everyone can join the things they love to do
and I can't because once again, theyre too "busy"

@-twilight-

look, i get why.. its because we have to wake up super early in the morning everyday for school, and work. And she doesn't wan't me to be tired
but the thing is?, one night i had really bad insomnia, i was overthinking to the point i was crying
and then my mom told me to wake up and i realized that i didnt go to sleep the ENTIRE night
but the whole day i was hyper like i got alot of sleep,

she don't get that my adhd is literally like drinking an energy drink, even if i got no sleep-

.

sighhh i wish we didnt have these stupid timezones..

i miss you....

like half the day has gone by for me, and i've been bored since 8 this morning :skull:

IM SO EXCITED for tomorrow
im praying i get my phone back..
i'll probably just be very dissapointed and never get it back
makes me wanna cry just thinking abt it
i've been so bored and depressed without my phone.. it's not that i rely on it it's just I can't talk to my friends
and i see everyone else around me bring theyre phones to school at lunch and im just like
why can't i.....? i bet its because she doesnt trust me
doing what?.... i followed the rules
i only took it out during lunch...

but she "claims" i was on it at 9 when i wasn't!??!?
and ofc when u try to tell your parents the truth they never believe you.
even if i swear on jesus christ himself

HELP im spamming
ughh why do i vent so damn much

@-twilight- BRO REAL- literally what my friends said, thats shes being over dramatic and atleast im not getting drunk and smoking bruh :skull: like i could be doing worse
but nooo- because i wanna do something athleteic cause i feel too lazy being at home alot she gets mad?
im gonna keep annoying the sh!t out of her even if she yells at me

@-twilight- i"ll have a great birthday :) phone or no phone i"ll live ig

@-twilight- my friend Aryssa literally said that :skull: like i don't agree with what she does, shes kindaa a big troublemaker but that doesnt effect me? shes still my bsf- despite the fact she vapes and stuff.
But she was like- " what is your moms problem?- atleast your not like me, atleast you don't steal your parents Wine and drink all of it like me. But because you bring your phone it's such a big deal-"

like BRO everyone agrees shes insane.
btw they only know this cause they asked why im never on my phone

@-twilight- two wrongs dont make a right :skull: i'll be in more trouble bruh

@-twilight- im not even a bad person ;-; i tried to be viewed in a positive way not viewed like im the bad guy-
atleast i actually wan't to do stuff? for all she knows i could be d3ad from depression
but instead im tryna sorround myself with people who will keep me on my feet so that never happens.

@-twilight- what did u say :skull:

@-twilight-
she has no idea i have depression :skull:

@-twilight- bro's like "its a phase, your just always alone all the time, and your thoughts are causing this"
yeah uh IM PRETTY AWARE THAT I SHOULDNT BE LEFT ALONE WITH MY THOUGHTS-
IM AWARE OF THAT
SO WHY DONT YOU, HMM IDK HELP? OR IS THAT JUST TOO HARD? IS IT TOO HARD TO HELP UR DAUGHTER

i gtg<3

@-twilight-

BABE HELP ME

@-twilight-

BRO I WAS SITTING ON THE COUCH AND MY MUM SAID "BY ANY CHANCE- DO YK HOW FELIX IS"
AND I INSTANTLY FELT MY FACE GET HOT AND SAID "UH.. YEAH?!"
AND SHE GOT AN ALERT ON HER PHONE BY GOOGLE IT WAS HIS BDAY AND I WAS SQUEALING

@-TWILIGHT- AND SHE WAS LIKE HMM IDK IT WAS WEIRD
AND IM LIKE BRO- HES THAT FAMOUS!? XD OMGGG I KNEW HE WAS A SINGER A DANCER AND A MODEL BUT HELP

@-twilight- im embarrassed :skull: like genuienly

@-twilight- not my dad saying "its probably her boyfriend~"

I WISH!?!?!?/j

SHE ASKED WHO HE WAS :SOB:

@-twilight- BRO I WAS BLUSHING SO BADDDD
I JUST SAID HE WAS A SINGER- AND MY MOM SAID "Oh? singer? i thought it was your guy friend-"

@-twilight- ye why wouldnt i be? :3

@-twilight- pretty sure my dad knows i have the biggest, fattest, largest, maximus, crush on felix
:skull; lord help me-
if they find my skz book HELP

@-twilight- yeah sorry im gonna keep doing that like alot :skull:

@-twilight- ALSO TYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <333

@-twilight- <333333333333333333

@-twilight- is it just me or are people too particular about they're eyebrows :skull: like they literally go through so much pain by plucking them to get them perfect
is it just me who loves my eyebrows :skull: like just the way they are -
like the one thing i do is put some water on them and swipe it a certain way because sometimes they go the wrong way
but thats it
like what

@_twilight- also the people that have a whole a$$ 20 product lip routine are crazy
like just buy some lip masks bro and put it on overnight
no more chapped lips :skull:

@_twilight- my dad i swear bro hes so annoying- bro he said at dinner bc my mom was talking about her non-binary and trans co-worker
and my dad was like "no matter how many surgeries you have, you'll always be the same gender"

i just sat there like .__.
does this mean when i get top surgery and possibly take testosterone i won't be a a guy

okay buddy :skull: i already am one? and also.. i was just born with really feminine features because god knew i was genderfluid and wanted me to not feel dysphoric about the fact i didnt have any feminine features

@-twilight- still doesnt answer why i was born fu-cking female.. cause im still dysphoric about my chest and the fact i have a period. But like damn....
i swear to godm theyre "those" type of parents
the one that think its a phase and i'll grow out of it, the ones that think you'll regret your decision, the ones that tell you surgery wont change your true gender, and the ones that think you have mental issues.

@-twilight- look i just wish.. i wish so fu-cking hard that i could be a boy
so bad.. and i dont think ive ever met someone who was on my level
like lets say umm.. idk something your really insecure about
you want to change it right?
thats me, i want to change it all
maybe keep like my long eyelashes, and some of my feminine features that are cute
but the rest needs to go bro.
The thing is im genuinely scared to get surgery cause i switch my pronouns alot.. and i dont always feel masculine all the time
and im scared i'd be flat as-f and actually want my chest back
but then again my chest grosses me out even when im girly-

@_twilight- now that i thinka bout it the sh!t i did as a kid really proves im a boy bro-
especially the stuffing play-dough in my pants AAHHAHAH

@-twilight- they are so ugh and they won't change cause they didnt grow up knowing this stuff so ig i gotta get used to the h0m-0phobic stuff sighhhh

my eyebrows make me look more masculine :0 i purposely try to make them look fluffier for that whole reason

@-twilight-
BAHAHAHA bro i did some wild Sh1t as a kid, that im pretty sure evry trans person has done.
i remember telling my mom once
"why the heck do we have extra fat or whatever on our chest, and why do we produce milk are we cows- and why did god give me these weird things, and why can boys take their shirts off but i can't"

also i was young so like :skull: i didnt understand the concept of how i would see men shirtless and wonder why they didnt have boobs
i was a funny lil kid :skull:

@-twilight- i still ask my mom daily why the fu-ck i have a chest and shes just like "idk why god made us this way but its just how it is"

@-twilight- nbr but shes kinda dumb :skull: i give the boldest hints ever

@_twilight- :skull:

@-twilight- uhmmm drake size :nerd:

@-twilight- GAHAHSGGSHD HELP-

bro they remind me of those long sausages

@-twilight-
v4ginas scare me
considering im l3sbian that makes no sense
but its cause they look like flappy wings

AND NO IDK WHY I KNOW WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE
I MEAN- I AM A GIRL MYSELF AN ICKY GIRL SO YEAH- AND I MEAN? HEALTH CLASS

:skull: