so, yesterday was Christmas right? and i thought everything was fine but that night my throat started hurting and i couldnt sleep so i stayed up till like 4.... i thought my parents were asleep but it turns out they werent and started fighting. i just stayed in my room because im pretty used to it and didnt wanna deal with the screaming so i tried to sleep, a little bit later mom started crying and i hate it when she crys so i went into her room to comfort her, i hugged her as she cried (cont)
and thought everything was gonna be ok, then she went out and started yelling at dad more and i got scared so i went back to my room, i was snugging my dog and trying to sleep when mom was crying again in her room and saying she didnt wanna be here anymore, i got scared because mom has a history of trying to commit slewerslide or shes hurt herself, so when i went in her room and saw her with a belt, i took it away and tried to help her calm down and relax, she said she was fine and i (cont)
could sleep and everything would be ok... of course everything wasnt and dad went into her room and started yelling at her as he closed the door, when he left i heard choking noises and went to check on mom. she had a bandanna kinda thing, wrapped around her neck and she was trying to strangle herself, dad came rushing in and yelled at me to go to bed so i left and he yelled at mom as she took the bandanna off her neck, i didnt know what to do and i had gotten really scared so i sat on (cont)
the edge of my bed, rocking back and forth as i tried to calm down. im pretty sure i had a panic attack well i was sitting there but i was trying to do everything i could to not hurt myself, after i finally calmed down i layed down to try and get some rest, mom was still crying and i couldnt stop thinking about her hurting herself so i made the post to get everything out, i needed someone to talk to because i was loney so i pretended to be ok, hoping no one would check the playback, and (cont)
posted it to see if anyone was awake, after about 10 minutes i had calmed down all the way and went to check on mom again, she was laying down in bed and crying so i asked what was wrong and she said dad was hitting and abusing her and she had a soft spot on her head, i got an ice pack for her and tried to get her to feel better before laying down in bed and reading some comics on my tablet, i finally fell asleep around 8am and woke up around 3:40ish to mom and dad still arguing, it seems (cont)
like their getting a divorce and mom says we might leave becuase he wont, sorry this took so long btw and i hope i didnt overshare but thats about everything
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18 Sep, 2024, 12:42 pm
hola
18 Sep, 2024, 1:05 pm
@Ryusei-Koki hola
18 Sep, 2024, 1:09 pm
que tal :)
18 Sep, 2024, 7:40 pm
★ @Ryusei-Koki bien y tu :) tu★
19 Sep, 2024, 6:09 am
igual,solo q ahora me estoy preparando pa' la escuela :c
19 Sep, 2024, 9:01 pm
★ @Ryusei-Koki jaja igual que yo pero entro a la 1:30 pm y salgo a las 8:15 pm estoy en el turno de la tarde/turno vespertino :)★
21 Sep, 2024, 2:29 pm
Wow!Aqui en donde yo vivo no es muy comun eso,es mas comun ir de 8:30 hasta las 1:30-3:00
(se sale a las 3:00 si comes en la escuela :0)
21 Sep, 2024, 2:35 pm
@Ryusei-Koki les dan de comer aqui no nada comun la verdad
21 Sep, 2024, 2:50 pm
si,lo que pasa es que hay que pagar pa' eso:tongue:
21 Sep, 2024, 2:51 pm
como 30€-50€
21 Sep, 2024, 3:00 pm
@Ryusei-Koki 0-0 tanto y yo que me quejo por un vasito de frutas de 10 pesos mucho menos que 1$ o euro
21 Sep, 2024, 3:18 pm
jajajjja
21 Sep, 2024, 3:18 pm
perdona por responder un poquito tarde es que estoy trabajando en un dibujo
22 Sep, 2024, 2:00 am
@Ryu-SanTheCat no hay problema
22 Sep, 2024, 7:20 am
:)
26 Oct, 2024, 6:11 pm
@-X-_M1KU_-X- yeah mhaww <3
26 Oct, 2024, 7:04 pm
@-X-_M1KU_-X- yeah baby i love you <3
26 Oct, 2024, 11:59 pm
@-X-_M1KU_-X- <3
26 Nov, 2024, 6:14 am
@ilovemygf (Spanish again sorry) borre el cuadro no quiero que alguien leyera lo que escribi pero podemos hablar por aqui si?
26 Nov, 2024, 6:16 am
@ilovemygf lo volvere a subir
26 Nov, 2024, 6:18 am
↑ solo no quiero que se enteren..... esto se quede entre nosotras porfavor....
01 Dec, 2024, 2:40 pm
@anatasia hey How old are you?
01 Dec, 2024, 2:42 pm
@anatasia why do you lie me?
01 Dec, 2024, 3:10 pm
@anatasia don't tell me lies
01 Dec, 2024, 4:50 pm
@pony_salvaje3000
I just told you.
01 Dec, 2024, 5:10 pm
@anatasia do you really love me?
01 Dec, 2024, 7:19 pm
@pony_salvaje3000
yes do you???
01 Dec, 2024, 7:27 pm
@dandnandnandna29 yes
01 Dec, 2024, 7:32 pm
@pony_salvaje3000
can we play pokemon unite now?
26 Dec, 2024, 9:02 pm
ok... i take that back...
i do need someone to talk to, if its not bothering you in anyway....
26 Dec, 2024, 9:04 pm
@_-ECLIPSE-_ yes tell me what happen?
26 Dec, 2024, 9:09 pm
so, yesterday was Christmas right? and i thought everything was fine but that night my throat started hurting and i couldnt sleep so i stayed up till like 4....
i thought my parents were asleep but it turns out they werent and started fighting.
i just stayed in my room because im pretty used to it and didnt wanna deal with the screaming so i tried to sleep, a little bit later mom started crying and i hate it when she crys so i went into her room to comfort her, i hugged her as she cried (cont)
26 Dec, 2024, 9:13 pm
and thought everything was gonna be ok, then she went out and started yelling at dad more and i got scared so i went back to my room, i was snugging my dog and trying to sleep when mom was crying again in her room and saying she didnt wanna be here anymore, i got scared because mom has a history of trying to commit slewerslide or shes hurt herself, so when i went in her room and saw her with a belt, i took it away and tried to help her calm down and relax, she said she was fine and i (cont)
26 Dec, 2024, 9:23 pm
could sleep and everything would be ok... of course everything wasnt and dad went into her room and started yelling at her as he closed the door, when he left i heard choking noises and went to check on mom. she had a bandanna kinda thing, wrapped around her neck and she was trying to strangle herself, dad came rushing in and yelled at me to go to bed so i left and he yelled at mom as she took the bandanna off her neck, i didnt know what to do and i had gotten really scared so i sat on (cont)
26 Dec, 2024, 9:27 pm
the edge of my bed, rocking back and forth as i tried to calm down. im pretty sure i had a panic attack well i was sitting there but i was trying to do everything i could to not hurt myself, after i finally calmed down i layed down to try and get some rest, mom was still crying and i couldnt stop thinking about her hurting herself so i made the post to get everything out, i needed someone to talk to because i was loney so i pretended to be ok, hoping no one would check the playback, and (cont)
26 Dec, 2024, 9:31 pm
posted it to see if anyone was awake, after about 10 minutes i had calmed down all the way and went to check on mom again, she was laying down in bed and crying so i asked what was wrong and she said dad was hitting and abusing her and she had a soft spot on her head, i got an ice pack for her and tried to get her to feel better before laying down in bed and reading some comics on my tablet, i finally fell asleep around 8am and woke up around 3:40ish to mom and dad still arguing, it seems (cont)
26 Dec, 2024, 9:32 pm
like their getting a divorce and mom says we might leave becuase he wont, sorry this took so long btw and i hope i didnt overshare but thats about everything
27 Dec, 2024, 2:20 am
@_-ECLIPSE-_ oh poor boy really sorry i really understand you *give a hug* i'm here for you
27 Dec, 2024, 2:50 am
thanks, sorry for dumping all this on you
27 Dec, 2024, 2:54 am
@_-ECLIPSE-_ you Don't need say sorry i'm here to listen you <3 :)
27 Dec, 2024, 3:26 am
thank you so much :sob:
idk what id do without you
27 Dec, 2024, 3:31 am
@_-ECLIPSE-_ <3 NP :3
27 Jan, 2025, 4:42 am
@luner yeah.......
i'm still love @.-ECLIPSE-_ but idk what do...
27 Jan, 2025, 4:56 am
@luner ???
27 Jan, 2025, 5:02 am
@luner wdym?
27 Jan, 2025, 5:08 am
@luner vro?...
27 Jan, 2025, 10:22 pm
@luner ^^
28 Jan, 2025, 12:07 am
@luner we can still talk?
28 Jan, 2025, 12:22 am
@luner np, but what i can him
28 Jan, 2025, 12:28 am
@luner @/_-ECLIPSE-_ ?
28 Jan, 2025, 12:32 am
@luner what i can say?
28 Jan, 2025, 1:46 am
@luner i gonna try say something
28 Jan, 2025, 1:53 am
@luner i try ty