OH MY LORD. THATS HORRIBLE AND DISGUSTING WHY WOULD THEY DO THAT? HE SHOULD STAY IN JAIL. YOUR FAMILY IS HORRIBLE...I FEEL BAD FOR YOU.

(Continuation)..Her "Tradition" was that she was going to lock one at a time, in a room with him alone. I told her I wasn't going to do it for obvious reasons. She forced me in and locked the door behind us. I had to be alone with him for 30 minutes. He tried to make advances on me and I clearly stated no before he decided to try to SA me again. I yelled and my mama unlocked the door. I've distanced myself from my Gma and Cousin but I can't ever be "clean" again. (Continued below bc no space)

Oh Lord.

(Another continuation) I have **************. It is a disorder that forces me to not be able to control ****** thoughts. I cannot help it and I know im not wrong for it but it genuinely makes me want to kms. I've SH many times and have had multiple attempts. Nothing helps it. Therapy doesn't work, Comfort lasts for a little but it never lasts. My dad is trying to force me to say sorry to my cousin but i'm refusing. Everyone wants me to forgive him because he was "lonely". I was 4.

OML

Hyper s3 xuality*

*s3 **** thoughts

We might have thm same disorder. Anyways, your family is messed up. "lonely" is not an excuse. Thats horrible and illegal. You should really tell the cops.

Your are in the right for not forgiving him.

@-Mui_X_Pookie-
I have told police, sadly in my area police don't care about the well-being of people. My family has a really bad genetic mental health issue that I luckly did not get. They are just bad people and I will move in full time with my mama and step dad when i turn 15-16

@-Mui_X_Pookie-

Sorry for trauma dumping and stuff :cry:

Its fine. You can always vent to me. Im really happy that you can move soon. Also, those police officers suck.

Life will get better once you move :heart_suit:

Thank you so much

omg im so sorry

@-preppy13-

It's quite alright, Its Not anything you did

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question can i find out where he lives and throw punches at him >:< :muscle:

@bear-dog98

I'll give it out fr

wait what state do u live in cuz im in wa rn

@bear-dog98

Indiana :disappointed:

aww sad i will illegally drive there beat him up and hug u >:3

@bear-dog98

Yippie! :D

did yk that haveing a s3xual r3lationship is illegal especially a forced r3lationship so u can easily get him in trouble >:3

@bear-dog98

I alr did but there isn't any proof :sob:

awww i woul love for him to go to a diff fam for u sure ^^

@bear-dog98

:smile:

but fr shove him in the slamer forevermore!

@bear-dog98

Exactly what im sayinngg fr

>:3 he sall p3rish!!!!

@bear-dog98

Yesss >:D

mwahahahahahahaha>:3

@bear-dog98

After that we shall rule da worldddd

and lock ur cuz forever >:3 *evil laughter* we shall have our thrones in china cuz everythings made there>:3

@bear-dog98

Ur such a generally wholesome and good person :sob:
but yessss he should be locked up with a bear >:3

and 10 cougers!>:>
i would exactly say that but thank you ^^

@bear-dog98

Anytime :D

X9

if i find out where he lives...
ima beat his 4$$ up and throw him on the moon :joy: :joy:

im here to talk if u ever need it, i have had a similar experience with my cousin, i was 5-13 he was 15-23 but since he was technically a minor when it started i didnt get any legal justice. my mom supported me and im better now but i relapse sometimes im in the middle of a relapse rn.. ill go on hour long sh sprees and whatnot. im telling u this so u know ur not alone and tjat you can always talk to me ^^ i never judge <3