Sir, is always adorable when he is in this kind of state VvV :sparkles:

@Bloopy_Doop agreed, he is too precious for this world

:sparkles:

@Bloopy_Doop *the awkward silence of not thinking up of something good to respond with*

Lol true, I'm kinda brain dead/drawing something really stupid XD

@_-Ace-_ Same here lol, Im drawing Judge getting kicked by the 'One Piece Fandom'

Lol heck yeah! Thats awesome :sunglasses: :sparkles:
Nearly done with my thing, so it'll be out soon :sparkles:

@Bloopy_Doop :thumbsup:

tit(le)

@Distinguished WHY :sob:

@Bloopy_Doop Welcome to this random ahh post, officially a new chat room :sparkles:

Hazza! And! With a adorable Sanji draw you did. Seems perfect to me UwU

@Bloopy_Doop Yeah lmao, old art makes me cringe :sob:

Real quick, but I was chatting with my friend earlier in VRC while watching HTF, and he convinsed me to name Link in Ocarina of Time something stupid...

His name is now "My A$$", and heres a line someone said

"Then enter, brave My A$$, and thou too, Navi..."

I am legit, dying over how stupid this all is XD

(Sorry for this if it's not funny :bow:)

Oh, I don't blame ya! Makes me cringe when I look at my old art too!
(And how I talked on here... I did NOT know how to socialize on here AT ALL!)

Only fun part about old art is comparing it to your new art, and laughing at the older stuff :sweat_smile:

@Bloopy_Doop HELP WHAT :sob:

Nah I named a lot of charactrs in old games stupid things too but 'Enter bravely MY AŚS' is perfect :sob: :sparkles:

@Bloopy_Doop I cringe at myself from a week ago :skull:

I am terrified of interacting with people I'm already regreting things I made hours ago. :sob:

RIGHT!! The games gonna be so much funnier now!
I'm totally wanting to boot up a Pokemon game now and start screwing around with names, lol

"FűckNuckles hit themself in confussion!"
"MyDignity fainted!" :sob:

Dude, it's alright! You kinda just gotta try and relax, and understand, that if most people are chill, theres nothing to worry about!
Hell, be as weird or out of pocket in chat rn if you want! I wouldn't judge!
*Sparkles as I decend* :fairy: :sparkles:

@Bloopy_Doop I do that already :skull:

In Pokemon Sword I got Aşscrack my Corvinight :pensive: :sparkles:

Uhm, fck yeah man :pensive: :fist:
I'm not good at being creative, ESPECIALLY with naming things! So maybe this will help? We shall see.

Ether way, names like that make gaming so much better!

Also, I have a tamagotchi, right? Well, in the On version, you can name the child after the second one starts a family, but must end in -tchi...

So it's name rn is B!tchi :P

@Bloopy_Doop 'She was a fairy' :sob:

I'm alright until I'm stuck between "Am I being boring" or "Am I talking too much" and then I just stare at the screen while fiddling my fingers :skull:

@Bloopy_Doop Bro my sister had a Tamagotchi and it beeps 24/7 :sob:

My parents had to reset it so that the Tamagotchi never existed :skull:

But that is god level naming :sob: :sparkles:

I totally get that! Like, for me with issues I'm sure I have, it makes my anxiety so damn high! (Which, when I start asking about in chat stuff, is usually cus my anxiety decided I'm stressin', lol..)

But yeah, I get it. No worries though, okay? You are very fun to have in chat, and never boring! I lofe hearing people talk, okie dokie? And tha especially equals you too :}

I don't think she took care of it well then :skull:

My fancy a$$ is able to turn the sound off, so it can't beep! :D

@Bloopy_Doop Argghh thanks man and anxiety sucks and your a fungi (:smirk: 100% on purpose) to chat to as well:sob:

Irl I'm such a shy person but society expects us to mask it and stuff by being more talkative. Depending on each person talking is fine but I prefer listening so much more we're just weird people but like good weird :skull:

@Bloopy_Doop She stayed up at night to feed it but it only lasted a week :skull:

Very fancy indeed :pensive: :sparkles:

Daw, thanks :blush:

Yeah, it's hard. I didn't have friends longer then a few weeks or less growing up, not until I was eleven, and still..
It's more due to Isolation and moving rather then me being social problematic, so no worries :/

Ether way, if we did chat IRL, I would talk your ear off if ya got me going, lol. I'm very talkative once I start going, but I feel I'm respectful if you wanted me to shut up, lmao :sweat_smile:

Damn, prolly had the old school sht :skull:
Which is fine too, those things rocked!

I got the stupid newer ones. Got mine when I was 12, so quite a bit ago.. :sweat_smile:
I don't play with it to much though, but it's fun to attempt sometimes before the battery dies :/

@Bloopy_Doop I have 2 friends today, one being in another school and we only talk through text :skull:
I had no friends as a kid bc I didn't fit the stereotypical 'Energetic screamer that always interrupts people kid' I was hyper sensitive to loud noise so yeah nono to yelling :skull:
I'm better now but I hate large groups of people, I prefer to stay close friends with only a small bunch. Bro if we met chat my ear off cause you got some of the funnest shìt plus it's fun listening to you :sob:

@Bloopy_Doop Yeah it was probably 10 years old :skull:

That sounds fun!

funniest* I will start a petition to create a edit button :skull:

Well, yay then! I think I'm a decently funny guy, sl hopefully I can spice up the conversations then! :sob:

But yeah, I can see that. It's kinda lonely when others don't want to hang out. Hell, I used to have "People in my head" And called THEM my best friends... :skull:

I was six, please don't judge to hard, lol :skull:

But yeah... At least you got friends here now too! More company and people to talk too... Best place to learn to be social? No, but I think it's a start :}

Damn :skull:

Please do, I make to many errors after messages, cus my brain can't spell...

(Bro, tried playing a game called Quick Draw in VRC, and it's bassically picturanary! I choose Soup, and started drawing soup... My one friend corrected me and said it was supposed to be Soap :sob:
I can't read, help)

@Bloopy_Doop Like Alvin :skull:

No judgement taken its actually pretty funny, I stuffed grass in my ears and ate bugs :sob:

Social is not a word in my dictionary :grin:
I'll just stick to the occasional chat and going on autodrive with people I know less- Either way I chat more on here than real life but on Colors everything is more public :skull:

We do not speak of THAT Alvin in my Christian minecraft server :skull:

Lol I'm not gonna lie, I still do it. I don't like mentioning it, cus obviously it's childish, lol.
But yeah, I won't judge ya for that ether, I did weird sht too...

(I ate toys when I was a child, if that makes you feel better-)

@Bloopy_Doop Only thing is #1 Can't talk #2 It took 2 days of consideration to reccomend something to zyik- #3 Hesitant in general :skull:

I don't think I can do this :skull:

Fr though! It bothers me so much when I can't quickly correct a spelling error >:/

Bro, Colors stuff is VERY open! I'm fine if people find my chats, I couldn't give to shts anyway. It's when your caught doing SEGGSUAL stuff in PUBLIC!!
It's worse when it happens in your posts..
(Caught these two a$$hats talking about BREEDING each other in my Buff Asparagus draw... It's all deleted, but dear god :skull:)

Again, I get that. The fear to recommend anything only for to get judged...

It's okay though, I think I remember seeing someone talk about an edit feature

@Bloopy_Doop Nah dw bro, it aint that childish- we all got habits like that. I'm still a nailbiter and I sleep with a stuffed animal :skull:

@Bloopy_Doop IKR AND THEY WERE WHAT ON YOUR ASPARAGUS DRAWING-

@Bloopy_Doop Yup *break dances* "Social anxiety" :sparkles:

Mm, Alright then..

I get it. Nail biting is ether due to anxiety, or just a habit. And sleeping with stuffies is fine! Heck, I have a huge Sundrop that lays on my bed when I sleep. Don't cuddle with it, but it's there-

Stuffies are meant to be for a sorce of comfort, whats yours, if I may ask? :}
(And you obviously don't have to tell me if you don't want to! Be as private as you want, I don't wanna make you uncomfy)

YOU HEARD ME. BREEDING EACH OTHER. Almos 20 comments about it too, I though it was my friend seeing it and exited... :sob:

Lol real
*Break dances and flys away. I run into a tree and break 3 ribs*

@Bloopy_Doop Nailbiting is a aesthetic :sparkles:/j :sob:

My stuffie is a grey dog, pretty plain and old but nice to nuzzle :]

@Bloopy_Doop You must have been in for a very unpleasant surprise :skull:

Lol :sob:

Aw! I love when others have older plushies! It makes it seem they were well loved, and I'm sure yours is too <}

I told them to pack up and leave. I was NOT dealing with that sht, especially for JUST coming back :skull:

@Bloopy_Doop *In kawaii anime girl voice*: "Oh no you need to go to the hospital!"

*Jumps off cliff*

*I try to grab your hand, but I was kinda impaled by the tree*
"Noooooo" *
*I quietly say, waving my hands slightly about*

@Bloopy_Doop Me too! Mine was given to me when I was born according to my mom, it's name was my first word- "Esse" (pronounced Eh-she by 2 year old me) which translates to "This" from Portuguese (I chanted the word so much :skull:) It's pretty worn out now and it has a lot off stitches :]

Aw, thats cool! I love that, it's adorable :3
Must be nice then :cherry_blossom:

@Bloopy_Doop *Falls into the misty void as I forcibly make you listen to Weezer :skull:*

*c rie*

@Bloopy_Doop Yeah, not many people understand what I mean when I talk about my plush but it's special to me :smile:

Hey, if it's the thing that makes you feel happy, and is special to you, thats all I need to hear ^^

My brother and mum have their childhood plushies, and they hold it dear to them. Heck, even my sis gots hers still...

So keep on cherishing it, okay? I bet your plush will love all the love you can give them every night UwU

@Bloopy_Doop (Bro my plush disappeared I thought I had it :skull:)

*Shrug* Guess some of just keep that one thing close to us throughout our lives :]

Heck yeah I will, still apologize when I drop it on the floor today :fist: :pensive:

Yup! :}

Bro, your plush was like "peace :wave:"

Yeah, and it's good to have something like that

@Bloopy_Doop Fr tho, 99% sure I can't find it because my cat is laying on it though :skull: (My cat is always near me :pensive:)

Lol I forget cats are so much bigger than what I think
(Mines a dwarf. Small butt :skull:)

@Bloopy_Doop My cat's bigger than my dog :skull: and for some reason I'm his favorite person so he just sleeps next to me lol

Lol it's nice when pets sleep next to ya. Isn't when they are bein' a lil btch though :skull:

@Bloopy_Doop Real tho, my cats usually friendly, its my dog that acts like a bàstard :skull:

Random, but my cat loves this pink curtain we have... We decided to put it in a little plastic box, and now it's his favourite place to sleep... :skull:

Who knew, he was just a fcking pink pretty btch boy-

Damn :skull:
Whats your pets names/breeds? :0

@Bloopy_Doop Oh that's cute! He's just a little preppy guy :pensive: :sparkles:

True true :pensive: :nail_care: :sparkles:

@Bloopy_Doop My cat's name is Ace for obvious reasons we don't know what the frick his breed is we just aopted him bc he was at our front door for days :skull:

My dog is Lola, she's a Maltese so pretty small

Lol :sob:
They both sound adorable! :}

Does your cat love cheese, cus mine sure does /hj :eyes:

@Bloopy_Doop Probably, he eats everything :skull:

What about your cats or dogs? What are their names?

*Breathes*

Alright, so for dogs, we Got Two. One is Uku, who recently got surgery and needs so many drugs, more than what my mum takes. He is a great paranees :}

Spectro is our gaint dumba$$ who's brain is empty (nock on his noggin, it's hollow). He will sit on you. He's a Paradoodle! :}

Now cats.

Bubba! He's my mums cat. He is dying and won't make it to christmas :sparkles:
He's a maincoon! :}

And my dwarf cat soccer ball, Skeletrino! He's the worst mental health cat ever. He's a tuxido!

I have the urge to draw funny ship art on here...
Lol ya'll gonna suffer now >:^]

@Bloopy_Doop Jeez you got a big family! And I love Great Pyrenees, they look so goofy! Must be nice having so many pets ^^

@Bloopy_Doop Ship art? You have me intrigued :sparkles:

It is pretty big, yeah... Five humans, four pets.. And my sisters Fish. She named them Bing, Bang, Boom, and Emerald :skull:

Whatever. It's a lot, especially when moving! it's exhausting... :sweat_smile:
Gets pretty expensive though-

It ain't One Piece ship art- :sob:
Lol

Listining to Fall Out Boy. They are such a big thing from my childhood, I love their music *dies*

@Bloopy_Doop Name dump but the first names of random ppl I know and actors I like :sob: : Leo, Gabe, James, Ryan, Liam, Rielly, Coby, Morgan, Trevor, Finn, Shrek, Scott, John, Jason, Jake, Rick, Paul, Pete the cat, Chris, Hugh, Ken, and Andrew :pensive:

I mean, I dunno any of em, but hell yeah :pensive: :fist: :sparkles:

@Bloopy_Doop Yeah that is pretty big, ngl wasn't expecting Emerald after Bing, Bang, Boom :sob:

@Bloopy_Doop *On the ground sobbing as I point at you*: "WHAT KIND OF A FRIEND ARE YOU"/j

But nice, Fallout Boy is sick! :sparkles:

Lol. She had other fisn, but they died/gt eatin' by this squirrel :skull:

*I draw sobbin'*
"THE KIND THAT RUINS DREAMS!!"

Hell yeah it is! :dancers:

That is not dancer :skull:

@Bloopy_Doop Gotta love squirrels :heart:

"WELL I'M GOING TO FIND REAL FRIENDS" *Goes into a cafe and falls face first onto the floor bc its my aesthetic by now*

@Bloopy_Doop Bro what did you do to get the bunny suit emoji :skull:

Hyperfixating on them, not because they remind me of my cat, it's because they ate my sisters fish :angel:

*Walks in as I tople ontop of you, my Ipad cracking*

: play_boy :

Lol naww, it's : dancers:

@Bloopy_Doop Real tho :sparkles:

*Stupid ahh grin on my face as I point at your Ipad, my nose bloody as I lift my face from the ground*: "HAH KARMA"

:dancers:

thats wild tho

*I punch you in the face, tooth flys out as I leave with my torn Ipad*

Lol right

I can't draw bros face like I did earlier. This sucks :sob:

@Bloopy_Doop *Runs out and shakes a fist at you as I yell random nonsense*

Bro who are you drawing :sob:

I'm drawing The Purple reindeer from HTF. I'm trying to do a face down view with a more reindeer structure face, but I don't like how I'm doing things :skull:

I think I'll say screw it and do an easier face

@Bloopy_Doop AAHAH
As a very :sparkles: smort :sparkles: and intelligent individual I can confirm you are drawing Nutty x Mime bc I am very smort (bc you drew them before :sob:)

They just so cute :pleading_face:

Lol mainly cus it's one of the ONLY ships I drew with him XD

I could be drawing him with other characters, but I love this one more :eyes:

Man, wish I could show you the art of them I did a few hours ago, it's cute :sob:

@Bloopy_Doop I agree, the little lazy eyed creature deserves to be with the mute deer, so many possibilities, so much chaos :pensive: :sparkles:

@Bloopy_Doop Noooo.... I want to see cute art...

Bro, you understand :pensive: :sparkles:

I tried mentioning this ship to someone else and all they said was how bad they felt for the mute deer being with a ********* :sob:

Like, these two are adorable, shut up :triumph: :nail_care: /j

Cráckhead

It took three hours man :sob:
I could make it my Insta PFP, but then it would be hard to see...

I ain't redrawing it on here, but they are in little animal forms, and Mime is holding Nuttys hands in happyness, kneeling down to be eye level, as Nutty just stares like "oh..!"

Mime's tail is wagging too- :sob:

@Bloopy_Doop They very much deserve to be together and cuddle and stuff- they are not allowed not too :pensive:

Indeed, they are meant to be :pensive:
(My multishipper a$$, says as I draw Nutty with someone else-)

I am starving dude. I keep filling up on food so quick, and was stuffed at dinner, but I'm STARVING rn :sparkles:

Also 5am question spam since I'm curious:

Favorite food?

Favorite Fallout Boy song?

Favorite season?

Do you like the wilderness or are you more ewww trees :sob:?

Favorite school subject?

And on a scale of 9 to potato how gay are you?

I mean't to put a :sob:
Not twinkle twinkle :skull:

@Bloopy_Doop We all say that with our ships :pensive:

My favourite food has gotta be Cheesy enchilada rice! Hamburger helper sht, that stuff is the BOMB!!

Fall Out Boy Songs? Hmm... "Carpel Tunnel of Love" (warning, music video is GOREY!) "The (After) Life Part", "Bang The Doldrums", "I've Got This Ringing In My Ears And None On My Fingers", and I guess "Uma Thurman"
I'm sure I got more, but thats a quick look at my playlist-

I think I enjoy Autum! Winter close second...

I love the Wilderness, but I'm not allowed to go into stuff like that... :'

I like Math! It's a love-hate relationship though :skull:

Uhm, Froot loops :rainbow:

Lol true :skull:

@Bloopy_Doop Band the Doldrums is rlly good :sparkles:

I'm a autumn person myself!

Ngl I full on love math, it just makes sense for me :sob:

Personally I'm a Queerio :pensive:

It's so good!

Well, good for you then :sob:

Autum just seems so peacful :relieved:

Nice :ok_hand:
Side thing, I love cheerios (It's just a hassle to grab them, though. Instead, I make a whole a$$ sandwhich... :skull:)

@Bloopy_Doop I just eat cheerios straight out of the box :skull: (And sorry about all the questions)

Oh same here! I'm just to lazy to get the box :skull:

And you're good! I love answering questions, so f you have any, I don't mind answering them! :}

Also, finally got the structure all down for Mime, so now I can add the effects and colors and all that now :sparkles:

@Bloopy_Doop I'm willing to do anything to get Cheerios :pensive:
And good to know <:]

@Bloopy_Doop That's great! Once that lighting hits the painting is completely changed :sparkles:

Lol take mine, I'll just make my sandwiches :sparkles:

Heh heh... Tall/short boyfriends >:3
Lol I really don't do anything facy with my art anymore... I just go to what I want, then call it good :relieved:

@Bloopy_Doop *Fricking devours your Cheerios like a gremlin*

Who's taller? Mime or Nutty?

@Bloopy_Doop Good for you bro, if I don't have everything perfect I dont post it :pensive:

I am going for Mime being taller :relieved: :sparkles:

In my draw on the Ipad, I make my squirrel small, so Nutty is small! And with Mime being a reindeer, I made him taller!

I'll have to get more accurate puportions on how I draw them together here sometime soon, this is more a sht draw I'm doin' right now- :eyes:

Makes sense- You do you, okay?
I have 100s of things I never posted, so don't sweat it, 'kay? :wink:

@Bloopy_Doop Well I want to see that sht post and devour your art like it's a buffet at McDonald's >:]

@Bloopy_Doop Real though, so much wips :pensive:

:sob:
Alright then. It's in the coloring stage rn, so I should be done in the next half hour :sob:

So many man, it ain't funny :pensive:

@Bloopy_Doop Alrighty! Well As much as I hate to say I really need to take a nap- :sob:

@Bloopy_Doop And I'll leave you to focus on your drawing, till' another time mate!

Go take a nap then! I understand bro, don't stay up to chat! I'll be on tomorrow night, so take it easy, go get some sleep!

Nighty night! See you later! :3 :wave:

@ChilliPitchers_ I'm just gonna start talking here, cus
1: I don't wanna clog a whole post of your's again, I feel rude about it

2: Figure having a chat room would be nicer (for us and the people who come to appreciate your art :sparkles:)

@ChilliPitchers_ I also figured out how to do the nerd emoji
Hazza :sparkles: :nerd: :sparkles:

@ChilliPitchers_
"Jimbe, please, they are just talking about Rainbow getting a new pet, it's not that complicated..."
-Zoro

@ChilliPitchers_ True.
Kid seems like the type of child, where someone (K!ller)
Would put on a kids show to distract them from bein' all fussy

@ChilliPitchers_ Look, I wanna look out for ya, so if I feel you are on longer at times, I wanna finally have a lil location, ya know?

And yes, secret chatrooms are so fun! More privacy, lol :P

@ChilliPitchers_ They would probably brush him off. I think the only one who would try to acknowledge what he says would be Robin (She's just considerate like that :sparkles:)

@ChilliPitchers_ Not me mis-reading your whole message and going
"Oh my god! Pokemon!"
K!ller: I choose you, red gym rat!
Kid: *Screeech*

:sob:

@ChilliPitchers_ I mean, same here, but I don't know unless you post/chat on my post(s), lol :sob:

*rises*
I ain't a Nate :fairy:

Random, regarding names. Still unsure 'bout what I want as a personal name (I don't wanna be rude, but a few peoples suggestions seem... basic? I dunno, I couldn't imagine myself as some (ones a lil to close to my legal name...))

I have a friend though, who suggested Oakley (as a right off the bat kinda thing)

I think thats a pretty cool name, so I will ask him once he gets back with more suggestions
(He's REALLY good at naming! :0 )

@ChilliPitchers_ After the whole leak happening, Pokemons been a little **** in my mind, lol :skull:

!tch*

@ChilliPitchers_ Not that putting up a status is hard, it's just I'd rather not have expectations to always be on, and just pop in whenever, without announcing it to the whole world I'm still alive, ya know?

@ChilliPitchers_ Lol never read the books :skull:

I think I prefer the name you have now. It makes you happy, and that means it suits you best :}

And right! I don't think I really hear it that often/at all, so I wouldn't mind trying those out for a bit.. :3

I'll still ask my bro once he is back if he has any other ideas too (I like selections, you know?)

I'll probably have Oakley in my bio for now-

MY CAT KEEPS NOCKING SHT OVER! FIRST MY BOOKS, NOW MY TRASH CORNER! :sob:
Just after purging my room again... :skull:

@ChilliPitchers_ Lol thats fare :skull:
Hey, whatever works, lol

NOW MY CATS BATHING ON MY DESK. I'm just tryin' to watch Youtube... :skull:

@ChilliPitchers_ Lol my legal name is unique enough, and I don't blame mine for naming or whatever. It ain't bad, but I do prefer something else

I just sorta hate my middle name... :skull: (I will mention, it's Kida, like the princess :sob:)

Oh my god, names that LOOK like the person are the BEST! Bro, thats hella awesome, jelly rn :sob: :fairy:

@ChilliPitchers_ And I'm bad at naming too, dw

@ChilliPitchers_ I can't kick mine out, he's just an a$$. He's my mental support, so I kinda want him at night.. :sweat_smile:

@ChilliPitchers_ I dunno. I just went with the first thing that came to mind :skull:

Btw, extra random OCD sht, but didja know that it also effects sleep? With the whole intrusive thoughts and compulsions, it makes the person have trouble sleeping at night! (Mind you, this does NOT apply to everyone who has this disorder, just some have it :})

@ChilliPitchers_ Hello mister America! :D :wave: /j

@ChilliPitchers_ As much as I love that, it's from Atlantis, the Disney movie...

I HAVE to keep the merch my parents buy for it BECAUSE of my midle name... I can't escape rn, lol :skull:

@ChilliPitchers_ Gah damn, having it first name seems worse, somehow :sob:

I like Jasper better :relieved:
(My memory is horrible, I hope I got your name right *dies*)

@ChilliPitchers_ I mean, I started really having those kinda things since I was 6-7, so it's a... never ending thing :skull:

Just do compulsions and things before bed. Sleep avoidance is also something people/me do too, to prolong sleep as long as possible.

Having LED lights (Specifically orange) helps, along with music/background sound :sparkles:

@ChilliPitchers_ A true patriot :fire: :fire: :fire:

@ChilliPitchers_ Dammit nooo.... :sob:
I have a feeling what it might be, but I won't ask, lol :skull:

Bro fr! Like, I rather my Chip n' Dale/Oswald sht, not Atlantis (as much of a banger that movie is..)

@ChilliPitchers_ I got diagnosed with it at about 4(?), but wasn't told till I was 12.
And it's fine. Ngl, absolutely scary with all the sht, but I've been doing fine with stuff now :ok_hand:

@ChilliPitchers_ Damn, and I was thinking Twilight Sparkle :/ /j

Lol I bet. Honesty, I don't hear the name Jasper at all, so I think thats pretty rare enough! (You won't walk into a store and find three others with the same name :sparkles:)

@ChilliPitchers_ Lol frrrrrr :skull:

@ChilliPitchers_
To depressed for that sht!! >:P
*Starts funky dancing side to side*

Besides, Sleep sucks. Also, it's only 22:00

@ChilliPitchers_ Gotta do it like them Japanese folk I see
*pulls down the biggest fattest cowboy hat over my eyes*

At least ya'll didn't have the same last names... :sweat_smile:

@ChilliPitchers_ I haven't done a proper exercise in almost a month. I did one last thursday, and I couldn't walk without silently screaming (no one noticed I was in pain)... :'}

Lol yeah. I hate the timezone I'm in, but at least I can still chat to my people (sorta)

@ChilliPitchers_ Random, but while me and my dad were moving from New York a few months ago, me and him saw four tall poles with American flags, all in corners like a square.

We called it, "The American Square"

It's like the bermuda triangle, but as soon as you go in and out, full blown American.

Imagine the most british dude you can, then all of a sudden... BOOM! Monster truck, big ol dog, big beard, shades, farmers tan, baseball hat, sandles, tank top with denim shorts, guns n' fireworks...

As American you can, thats what the square do

@ChilliPitchers_ Naw. The pain lasted 'bout four days, so I'm alrighty now :thumbsup:

Oh definitely! Colors most likely are in the zones you are in, which would explain the activity at times. Does suck when you get on at certain times though :/

Thankfully, sometimes you find night owls or people with insomnia, who can't/won't sleep, lol-

@ChilliPitchers_ Lol indeed. Me and my dad spent almost an hour talking about what it would be like XD

@ChilliPitchers_ I've moved over 17 times in my whole life. Yeah, it's a bit :sweat_smile:

Yeah, change is a lot. It's easier having online friends rather than IRL ones (even if my parents only know of the one :eyes:)

Lol yeah, true. A lot of my friends seem to have Insomnia, so it's nice when having sleep avoidence, lmao :skull:

Time zones wernt really a problem till I made my first LONG LASTED friend (that my mum "gave" me) when I was about 11. Time wasn't an issue till then, lol

@ChilliPitchers_ Just a lil, lol

Alrighty! I'll be on, so text if you wanna! Peace :wave:

@ChilliPitchers_ or @secondhandtricks
*Casually pops back into existence*

@Bloopy_Doop The fact that I checked my notifs mid drawing- Ngl I thought your parents found out about Colors or smt :skull:

@secondhandtricks Jesus I didn't think you actually would respond- :skull:

@Bloopy_Doop Bro I got unsane luck with that idk :skull:

@secondhandtricks No, I think I'm playing it well when it comes to colors...
Now VRC... Thats what I'm most scared of. My dad got an Oculas recently, and now my mums gonna start using it, soo...
Now I'm creating a new persona because I cannot anymore :D

Lol hows your week been?

@secondhandtricks Lmao yes you do :skull:

@Bloopy_Doop Neato :sparkles:
Oof that sucks, just be careful man and do whatever you need to do :sob:
It has been quite lovely :blush: :sparkles:

@secondhandtricks Trying to. I'm probably way to into my head though :skull:

Well that's good! You've been doin' anything? :}

@Bloopy_Doop Nah, if your scared there's probably a good reason too, at least if you try not to have fullblown panic attacks :pensive:

Existing, breathing, doing whatever Geometry hw I have, contemplating why our existance is vital to the universe, petting my cat and vibing to music :sparkles:

@secondhandtricks Who said I wasn't doing that :eyes: :sparkles:

Oh cool. Dude, chillen with music wth the cat? Same man, same :sunglasses:

What music though?

@secondhandtricks I was gonna try and take a pic of my cat to show you :sob:

@Bloopy_Doop That bad huh :sob:

We just got the same nightime habits :sparkles:

A mix of Indie rock (WHEEZER) and 80's music :pensive: :sparkles:

@Bloopy_Doop *le gasp* SHOW ME YOUR CAT WANNA SEEE

@secondhandtricks I'm just someone who panics over everything... I got some hidden mental health issues I tell you-

Lol kinda. My dads coming home tonight, so I'm trying to chill out.

Heck yeah! I got... Fall Out Boy, Mitski, Maebi, Alice Madness Returns... Lol we vibin', we vibin'..

@secondhandtricks He's a tuxido cat, whos kinda fat, has a black goetee that, if sawn from underneath, looks like a heart, and will death stare you with his green eyes :relieved: :sparkles:

@secondhandtricks Dude, I think I accidentally got my brother fixated on a movie.
Like, I watched it with my sister once one night, my brother saw the ending...

He's been watching it on repeat FOR SURE, and now want's to dress as one of the characters. My bad :laughing:

It's called "9", btw, on (HBO)Max

@Bloopy_Doop Another person among the undaignosed, because fr what the fudge is going on in my brain :skull:

Chill :sunglasses:

Yeah mate, banger artists right there :sparkles:

@Bloopy_Doop Please know I am stealing your cat later tonight :pensive:

@Bloopy_Doop Dang fixations come in strange ways, but hey if he's too fixated on the movie, it means less time being the annoying stereotypical sibling. I don't got HBO so I can't watch it sadly :pensive: :sparkles:

@secondhandtricks I mean, I think I know what disorder it is, but like, I don't wanna just claim I have it, ya know? :skull:
You mentioned you think you might have Autism, right? Are there any others at all? (I love learning about other peoples disorders, even if it's undiagnosed :sparkles:)

Please no, he's my mental support cat :pleading_face: /hj

Lol go ahead, he's not a people person thoughXD

He is still a narcissistic ahhs ether way, so ain't no way, lmao :skull:

*le sigh* Yeah, I'm glad he's got something OTHER THAN MINECRAFT FOR CRYING OUT LOUD

Yeah I get it, just seems wrong. It's a possibility since I have multiple symptoms among the spectrum, but it may be something more specific :/

I don't think I have a lot of mental disorders other than anxiety and random ahh phobias if that even counts :sob:
I got more physical things wrong with me :skull:

@Bloopy_Doop We can trade cats, clearly my cat with the personality of a elderly lady is suitable to be a emotional support cat, but bring back :pensive: :sparkles:

@Bloopy_Doop At least I got a cool sibling 99% of the time :sunglasses:

Before 9 came Minecraft- I can already here the months of Minecraft music played whenever he was on the game :sob:

I don't think phobias count, no :sob:
Lol I get it though. Most people abuse that kinda thing though, and you seem to take things into consideration to not do that sorta thing :}

Good, I've been needing proper cat mental health business around here :pensive:
(Sorry if my writing isn't clear, I'm kinda not here rn :skull:)

@Bloopy_Doop It's called being *breakdances* a decent human being :sob: :sparkles:

@secondhandtricks Ya know, I used to like Minecraft...

Thats when I was ten, now anyone talking about it in my family I feel I'm gonna get in trouble somehow... :skull:

He's been playing for YEARS. Won't sht up. Now, he's being suspicious, so thats even worse

@Bloopy_Doop Oof, well if you ever need anything I'm here, and dw about not being in the moment, of you need space or to think just say the word.

@secondhandtricks True. Bro, this one kid recently came out to be faking DID for TWO YEARS...
I'm ready to drive to their home and skin em alive :skull:

But yeah, as long as you are GENUINELY looking into this stuff without the intent of faking, I don't see noting wrong, so long as you don't say you indeed have it, it's just a speculation so far or that you need someone to verify :thumbsup:

Honestly, just talking is fine. I've been sorta like this all October, so I'm kinda just... Vibin', gone, I dunno, I just wanna chitty chat :skull:

@Bloopy_Doop Minecraft is good but it like loses it's flair after playing so excessively :sob:

That's concerning, I mean it's Minecraft, like what tf are you hiding in those worlds and why are you so secretive :skull:

He goes to the hub, and has a chat box.. He also has an Xbox account on the bonus phone, and won't let people use it...

Thank god I'm gettin' a job soon, I so wanna take it away and make him upset XD
He sucks at being secretive, at least I can HIDE sht

Take away the bonus phone for work*

@Bloopy_Doop Two years is wild, just don't lie 'bout it in the first place :sob:

It makes sense to take notes, if you ever find something that goes against a certain disorders it's like 'Ahah! Guess I don't have that" and you can't forget *rides a skateboard down coolville :sunglasses: :sob:* "Honesty is the new cool"

@secondhandtricks I won't go into that hole, cus theres so much drama... :skull:

I'm sorry, I have no wrinkles in my brain, but what were you trying to say?

@Bloopy_Doop My brain read "kitty cat" and lagged for a good few secs :skull:- October, land of Halloween, school, and anxiety :sunglasses:

@Bloopy_Doop Ok I'm losing track of the conversation I have no idea what tf Im saying :skull:

@secondhandtricks Lol kitty cats are good too

Dude, I'm so ready to dress up as Law, I'm done trying to just *Does the whip 'n ney ney*

Lol you tired? You need to go to bed?

@Bloopy_Doop Lol- you dressing up as him for Halloween or smt?

Ngl my sights been blurry lately :skull:

@Bloopy_Doop My goofy ahh is tired but also not :pensive: :sparkles:

Yes I am. In his Punk Hazard get up :sparkles:

...I definitely do not look like the right type to dress as him AT ALL :sob:

You tired? You dissociating? Need glasses???

I can see that :pensive: :sparkles:

@Bloopy_Doop Lucky, I wanted to dress as Sabo but my broke ahh could never, especially since my 'fancy' taste wanted the big top hat :sob:

Tired, yes I am
Disassociating, my vocabulary is not that large to comprehend :innocent:
Glasses, probably :skull:

I got the cheep stuff from Amazon from my birthday, so it isn't anything fancy :skull:

Bro, you woulda looked AWESOME as Sabo, I'm so sure of it! :sparkles:

Do you know what Dissociation is? I'm just checking, cus my brain cannot comprehend right now, lol

Yeah, maybe. I got glasses, so we can be matchy matchy! (Except I use them for reading/to sorta feel better)

@Bloopy_Doop #parentsdontallowamazon to find a costume I have to go to 100s of stores :innocent:

My ahh would never have looked good in the blue vest :sob:

@Bloopy_Doop Nope :skull:

Yay twins :sob:

@secondhandtricks I love going to stores, I'm so tired of isolation all the damn time dude :sob:

Bro, you would look handsome as FCK. You seem to have the bod and muscle, you would nail a blue vest :innocent: :fairy:

@secondhandtricks It's something I experience daily. It can very in intensity btw.

It's basically a disconnection to yourself. It can be thoughts, feelings, reality...

It can ether be relaxing or distressing, and can last between a moment to months/years, and I guess very in intensity withen those times.. :/

People dissociate because of Anxiety, but also because of trauma (mainly, I think. Anyone can, honestly)

What I'm experiencing rn is a bit of everything, lol..

@Bloopy_Doop I love going to stores (ALONE) but y'know who hover over me like a pair of drones? My parents! :sparkles:/sar

Who tf are feeding you these lies I am a GREMLIN. And blue as a color just does not work on me :sob:

@Bloopy_Doop Ah well then, that explains a lot, I think I do those. Most of the time it's pretty calming for me- a moment of silence.

Man, going to stores alone is so great. Like, THAT FEELS LIKE FREEDOM RIGHT THERE! Able to walk down an isle without a parent next to you the whole time? Uhm, SIGN ME TF UP NOW!!
I've only ever been able to do that with my dad, if that says anythin :skull:

Anyway, you'll love it, it's absolutely thrilling! :heart_eyes:

Bro, then yellow or something-
You are able to get outa bed and work out, function.. Thats as handsome as anyone could ever be, and you can't deny it :triumph:

@secondhandtricks Please look it up, please. I had to do A LOT of research after my friend told me what was happening to me. Not saying you don't, but it's better to be aware then just go off a quick message..

@Bloopy_Doop I feel like I can't buy the things I want next to my parents :sob: Do you know how embarrassing it is going to a Hot Topic with your mom gushing over the Hello Kitty stuff :skull: :sob:
I wish I could have the privilages to be :sparkles: alone :sparkles:

No, because I just gotta stand in silence and go where my mum goes :skull:
She's very... reserved. Plus, she doesn't like Hot Topic, so I dunno :skull:

Don't worry, You'll taste the freedom soon, especially once you get a job in a few years/whn you're an adult :sparkles:

@Bloopy_Doop Yellow... That's even worse than blue on me :skull:

We'll yes, but it is for my own well being and to BALANCE my goofy ahh face's permanent glare and gremlin behavior, can't forget the random patch of missing eyebrow hair :sob:

@Bloopy_Doop I'll ask a friend too google it later :thumbsup:

You are putting yourself to low. Pick that esteem back up or I swear to god, I will destroy your room if it means to shove how awesome and amazing you most likely look. Don't give me that bllsht bro, you are fabulous, wether if I can see you or not :sparkles:

Okie dokie! Sounds good :}

@Bloopy_Doop My mom would never stay silent, she has to be talking to someone 24/7 :pensive:. I guess not having a choice over which stores you go too sucks, can't buy specific thigs you want or simply just browse around :/

At least your moms social, I guess? :/
I mean, at least your going out and about, so I ain't complaning-
But I can see where the frustration is coming from, and it deeply hurts relatible :pensive:

@Bloopy_Doop WHAT MISSING SELF ESTEEM BRO I'M JUST SPITTING FACTS AS A PRIMARY SOURCE AND DON'T MESS UP MY ROOM FOR THIS :sob:

Your facts kinda suck :/
I'm pulling up now, prepare yourself- >:/
We will go shopping, and give you a redonculasly good outfit, even you will say damn (I'm decent with making an outfit :sparkles:)

@Bloopy_Doop Yeah she's pretty chatty, and forces me into talking to random people she befriends :sob:-

Going out is better than nothing I guess :sparkles:

Instagram just recommended me a work out while I bed rot without leaving the bed...
I think it's calling me out :skull:

@secondhandtricks Oh, my god. While yes, I can chit chat with people, I HAVE A SPEECH PROBLEM PLEASE NO :sob:

Yeah, at least theres that :sob:
Better than staying home all the time, thats for sure

@Bloopy_Doop Your opinion to my fact suck more >:|

Try making a fit, I only wear plaid anyway >:[
And shopping... Without parents? *eyebrow raise*

@Bloopy_Doop Bro if you don't need exercise you don't need exercise, lay on the bed as long as you want bc thats fun :sparkles:

@Bloopy_Doop Ikr? Usually I try to make up an excuse to exit the conversation and dissapear :sob:

@secondhandtricks I can and will sit on you, to the point where you would be soficating. And the only way for me to get of your back? Say that you look great. An MEAN IT. I don't want to hear any bullsht (I can hear tones WELL. So don't fake that crp.) Do I make myself clear? Stop this nonsense, sht yur trap, and let me tell you how awesome you are
(I'm like Santa, so I can see the fantasticness you have)

@secondhandtricks Yes, without parents. I'm old enough to drive, we can shop for clothes that will make all the ladys and men jelly just by your pure aura (I shop cheep and boshee :sparkles:)

@secondhandtricks I'm depressed, I litterally can't do anything BUT lay on the bed. It's not fun :skull:

Plus, I need to be 125 for weighens for my size in the Airforce, and I'm nearly 160. Ain't no way I'm not taking this opportunity :sparkles:

Honestly, thats so real bro :sob: :pray:

@Bloopy_Doop I CAN'T GET YOU OFF MY BACK IF I DONT MEAN A WORD I SAY :sob: :sob: :sob: AND MIND YOU IM TALLER THAN YOU (Good ol' growth spurts came in) I CAN THROW YOU OFF MY BACK EASILY. AND YOU CANT TRUST SANTA ANYWAY, HES JUST A CRIMINAL WHO BREAKS INTO CHILDRENS HOMES HOW TF DOES HE KNOW YOUR NAUGHTY OR NICE? HOW TF AM I SUPPOSED TO CONFIRM YOU CAN TELL IM FABULOUS

@Bloopy_Doop Fine. As long as it isn't a dress >:|

@Bloopy_Doop And I officially revoke you of your licence to be depressed or sad, as much as I know you are only allowed to be happy >:[

@secondhandtricks Listen' bub. You can't me off your back. I pinned down FIVE fcking people, all of which 3/5 were taller than me. Right, like you can shove me off. My brother won't tempt that, and he's almost a foot taller and stronger.

I don't give a flying fck, wether you think can or can't. I will make sure, I will get those words outa your mouth in the most genuine way possible.

If you can't convince yourself, convince me. Tell me you are amazing, and mean it

Uhm, no dresses. You need somethin' more you, and that would be more fancy wear than anything :sparkles:

Jokes on you, you'd only really see me as happy IRL, so no need to throw away something you can't see! :D /j

@Bloopy_Doop Jeez fine, if it'll get you off :sob:

Uh I don't gossip, don't use makeup to the point that you can't recognize your own face :sob:, and I guess I'm loyal bud, your detention is our detention

@Bloopy_Doop As long as it's not a dress I'm fine with that :sparkles:

See! You are amazing. You are a wonderful person, and I think thats something you really need to know, wether you don't believe it or not :}
*Pats you on the shoulders*

Loyalty is something I value most in others, and hearing you say that, it's all the more reason you should be valued (ALWAYS make sure someones top priority is Loyalty! Rule 1 of anything)

@secondhandtricks We gonna make you so spiffy!!! :heart_eyes:

@Bloopy_Doop Agreed, loyal people stick with ya even if it costs them their own social life :sparkles:

@Bloopy_Doop This is either going to end up horribly for me or extremely well :sob:

IM SO SORRY!! We had a blackout last night, so our internet was down :sob:

@Bloopy_Doop Oh jeez don't worry, it happens a bit at our place too :sob:

Damn :sob:

Lmao yeah

Bro, that same person commented in SO MANY of my draws :sob: I dunno what they are on :skull:
@ChilliPitchers_

@Nutty_Oaks Bro I'm genuinely so confused, like why are you even talking about that stuff :sob:

THEY KEEP TEXTING ME BROOOO :sob:

@Nutty_Oaks Are they just spamming or smt :sob:
I saw the 'T or T is dangerous :anger:'

They keep texting weird sht, especially in my No **** and Nine draw... ugh :skull:

I'm just gonna block em later :skull:

@Nutty_Oaks That sucks man :skull: Idk what țf is going on in their head.

Definitely do that, I'd probably report them too, they've probably been spamming in other people's posts as well, might as well stop it completely :skull:

@Nutty_Oaks Help I found it- 'I know a little guy called bottle' :skull:

Yeah, I'll do that after tonight :skull:
Playin' stuff, I'll be on later

@Nutty_Oaks Kk mate :dark_skin_tone:

Alright, I blocked their a$$ :skull:
I'm not dealing with that stuff as a first impression

@Nutty_Oaks Real tho, seemed a bit... strong to put it nicely. I'll probably block them too if they keep on randomly saying stuff like that :skull:

I'd just say do it honesty :skull:

Dude, theres this one kid on here who's been REALLY off putting. Like, they confessed to me once, keeps hinting at they still want me (I'm not acknowledging it), asked me to be their father, then asked me for my email to send me a photo of em IRL, then went to my ship drawing and said "Us, jkjk"....

I tried addressing it to them last night, and I come on now to only them saying "help"

BRO. YOU ARE BEING WEIRD ASF. PLEASE :triumph:

@Nutty_Oaks OOH WAIT I KNOW WHO THIS DUDE IS

Ngl, I've seen the type of stuff they send you before, and thought it was weird for a long time now, just didn't know how to ask about your thoughts :/
They just seem pretty childish, especially for a online platform like this where stuff like that can cause an all out war :skull:
Bro if you were just kidding about that you two being the pirate dude and armless...beaver (I'm trying my best here)at least know eachother better yk? And don't act 8 :sob:

Oh god, thats all I remember from them... What else did they say/do :skull:
(If you can't recall ether thats okiedokie)

@Nutty_Oaks And asking for your email to send a photo is wild :skull: Bro he don't even know you and these are the types of things he sends 'yay :D' and 'us fr jk jk' when you do talk(ish) OVERALL BROTHER DOESN'T EVEN KNOW YOUR AHH AT ALL :skull:

Not to mention you're a demi, so that must be really awkward for you >:/

He's a beaver, yes.
AND RIGHT???! I've known him for months, a few months (August I think) is when he confessed. He is such a dry talker though, and really creepy... I shoulda dropped him when rumors were spreading, but lil ol me didn't want to be depicted as "The monster" or whatever on here... ugh

Telling my friend last night about this, and they were super grossed out, lol...

Also, I think he was trying to get a reaction over me with this drawing base he did..

(I didn't give him a good one, I'm nit falling for that sht)

If you can't see, it's a suggestive pose, with a person lifting their shirt n' stuff...

@Nutty_Oaks Brother randomly came up on a post of mine, hadn't even talked to this dude in like 2 months- I deleted the post they first cause I both needed to clean out my gallery, and bc he said 'yay' and I genuinely did not want to address it or reply bc where țf did that come from :skull:

He tried interacting a few other times, and to not seem rude I replied to most but like- my default 'thank you ^^'

BROO. I DO TALK. I try to start conversations!! :sob:
"Watcha doin'?"
"chattting"
"What do you like to do"
"idk"
TF YOU MEAN IDK??? DO YOU HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE OF COLORS MAN???

And yeah, it's always awkward, especially when they don't give up... Thats happened with the problematic people on here who liked me..

Yeah, and stating "I'm Demi" or "I will date once 18" doesn't do sht, apparently :/

@Nutty_Oaks Tht's genuinely creepy and I totally understand the 'gotta be polite' attitude, it's both a strength and a weakness :skull:

He is a stalker bro, quite literally checks the boxes and a confession to someone probably 7 years older than you is gross- any confessions from weird people in general.
I'll go check it out, that's... I don't even know the words to describe that if I met them irl I'll punt them like a football and watch as it exits the earths stratosphere :skull:

I don't think he really knows how to text :skull:
Like, I'm fine if you're a dry texter, BUT PLEASE TRY, I LOVE TALKING PLEASE FEED ME SOMETHING SO I DON'T GET SICK OF THE CHAT :sob:

Oh my god. It's even worse when he just sends

"<3"
":P"
":pizza:"
":Smile:"
LIKE HOW TF AM I SUPPOSED TO RESPOND TO THAT MAN :sob:

Also, completely understandable, I would suggest to just not mingle at all with this man :skull:

I've been a people pleaser, but I can snap. I dunno if I'm scary, but my siblings sure call me a monster :skull:
Just gotta uno reverse the feelings, ya know?

And bro is 15-16. I'm not even gonna hide it. He may be lying, I dunno. Doesn't change the fact of nothing...

Yeah, he keeps saying stuff like "I get all the gay men"
and my a$$ is over here like "Good for you ^^" :skull:

Also, I'm the type to fully process something when I talk to myself about it, so me texting is me not in the moment

@Nutty_Oaks BUT WHAT KINDA CONVERSATION IS THAT THO THAT'S NOT TALKING THAT'S JUST QUESTIONS AND PLAIN AHH RESPONSES.

Of course he has no life outside Colors, gotta be one of them Ipad kids but for the Nintendo :skull:

That sucks man! People just don't get when to stop, and then if you want to confront them once and for all and just ignore them they'll probably make a callout post and act like a widower after their spouses death :skull:

"Welcome to Colors :D"

I KNOW RIGHT??! I really do try, but unless you don't coaperate, I'm leaving.
Them bro just text's my name again or does another face/emoji... God I wish I had a more rougher side, dang nabit :skull:

God, the worst kind I tell ya... I mean, I wasn't any better, but at least I have table manners :fairy:

At least the people I blocked and confronted before didn't... I just had a horrible feeling in my stomach, that colors was gonna exclude me... Bleh :skull:

@Nutty_Oaks Look I'm personally a dry texter at heart and don't spew much information about myself but at least I can keep up a conversation :sob: But even those types of responses make me cringe bc that is a disgrace to the dry texter society and just pretty rude sometimes :skull:

I guess at least his answers are so dry you don't gotta say much to that creep

And he acts like a 10 year old- I genuinely thought he was a ten year old, I'm still highly suspicious, this is Colors after all :sob:

Bro rn just said
"hii mssed you"

Like, nuh uh. HELL NO. I'm not playing this fcking game rn, don't side track on how I've been feeling about your crp

Sorry if I'm over talking about this all or if your tired of it or anything, we can talk about something else if you'd like..?

"I get all the gay men" is probably the worst pickup line I've ever heard wțf is that he's acting like a narcissist

Right! Again, I'm okay if you're a dry texter, but don't... don't be pulling that stuff. If you have nothing to say, just say you are peacing out, PLEASE.

Thats true. Thank god my brain didn't form any real attachment with this man, with how he texts...

Yeah, not trusting him. Never going to date him. He's just creepy man :sob:

"?"
"u mad? :c"
OF COURSE IM MAD. YOU BLEW IT ALL OFF!
Oh my god... Bleh :/

@Nutty_Oaks Why bro saying 'I missed you' don't act like a 1990's emo couple after breaking up and having a kid go to therapy bc they can't handle the divorce :sob:

This is weirdly entertaining and gross but I need all the details :skull:

I've met a narcissist. Two, one being my brother. This dude seems c0cky if anything -_-
I dunno... Just annoying. If you are trying to flirt, at least make it good, I'm not just another gay man to add to your collection :skull:

On it *Does the salute emoji*

Bro right??! I mean, I'm a lil emo, sure, but I'm not acting like that (to scared to, lol)

@Nutty_Oaks I gotta work on the 'welp ima peace out' thing, I just leave when I want and come back whenever. :sob:

Ofc you didn't fall for this creepy ahh dude, it's common sense at this point :sob:

@Nutty_Oaks A narcissist brother sounds like hell :pensive:

Exactly! Like you're a real person to not someone prop or collectable. He's trying to collect gay men like Pokemon cards :skull:

"im sorry im just a soft guy"
":sob:"

"Soft guy doesn't mean nothing. Just realize the things you are doing are not always fun for the other person, especially one who doesn't seek for a relationship/just feels uncomfortable"

Am I being to harsh?
ALSO WTAF KINDA RESPONSE IS THAT :sob:

True true :sob:

It's been hell, don't worry :D

EXACTLY!! My siblings collect pokemon cards, lol :skull:

@Nutty_Oaks HELP I'M CACKLING "SOFT GUY"??? Frick kinda response is that and you ain't being harsh at all, from my perspective it seems pretty understandable, but with his dense ahh more strictness may be necessary. Last resort pull out the 'DNI' and report the weirder messages to the devs :sob:

"i see im sorry"
"how was your day?"

....BRO :skull:

I'm not dealing with that bs, I just told him I've been playing Zelda... Swear to fcking god...

@Nutty_Oaks Not him acting like nothing happened :skull:
Bro I need to find this conversation (If I'm allowed too) and just watch this all play out that's so weird :sob:

Probably, but at this rate, I'll address it later if he keeps it up as a final warning before I block him... Or you know what? I'll block him if he keeps this up. I told him I was uncomfy, he didn't respect that, I'm not dealing with bs :skull:

And devs don't look at sht from what I see... An besides, the situation seems minor, so I don't think it's to much to complain over...
Plus, DNI's don't do sht. People don't care cus they are people. That is that. Just block and be done

No what? Sure, go ahead.
It's at the bottom of his gallery, in this heart base... White background, colorful heart...

Please, I know I may have been weird in chat or anything, I know. I haven't had a real co-herent thought in over a month :sob:

@Nutty_Oaks It was always better to block from the start I guess, I never really blocked anyone except one person that really messed me up.

Going back on the Poko situation that's true, just pretended nothing happened and deleted all the protesters art and even suspending some accounts while Poko's lived on :skull:

Guess Colors really does such in the end of the day.

@Nutty_Oaks Allrighty thanks! I'l go check it out :sob:

We all have moments like that, and we just gotta live on I guess :pensive:

I don't see people being problematic till later... That's my issue. I'm also viewed as "Oh my god, you are the nicest person I've ever net!" like, thanks! That's me supressing my real emotions! :D

To these a$$holes, I'm someone to throw in, as a defence for their behaviour, to comfort them... I hate it, cus then getting rid of them feels so much worse.

It's better to get rid of people, like Poko. Never ends good if they stay in your life longer..

Colors is crazy man, sucs balls :/

Just... Be warned :sob:

TRYING TO CHAT BUT MY BROTHER KEEPS WALKING IN. Sir! It's nearly eight, and you have a book report! Get tf out! :triumph: :sob:

@Nutty_Oaks I get what you mean, it's so easy to hide emotions on Colors I barely bother making any actual friends until we actually start talking about more genuine and deeper stuff without sounding like a shìt. Well as for you that at least means you attempt at being a polite person, which even if someone were to know you were lying, would still be a positive factor in your demeanor.
Colors does suck as a whole, but I stick around for the small amount of people on here yk? I would've quit.

@Nutty_Oaks And people manipulating you is totally not okay! You gotta stick up for yourself one way or another, whether it hurts or not, you should put yourself first while still having some fraction of empathy for people you genuinely like. It's not like you're the free starter pack for a ********* or smt

therápist, I forgot :pensive:

@Nutty_Oaks Lol the narcissist one? Why is he even entering your room :skull:

I can hide emotions in general. You wouldn't know I litterally sobbed my eyes out a minute ago. I know how to lie, I know how to hide. Colors is easy to do that because no one can hear or see you.

I am polite because thats basic human sense. I could fake it all and people would believe.
*Messages head over annoyance on this app*

I really do appriciate the connections I really did make on here, and that includes you. I can totally understand what you mean, and respect that a lot

Ngl, it felt like it.
I've been manipulated, a lot. People can't always see that. And manipulating leads to gr00ming if gone to far...

It feels hard, because this person is now up your butt, and getting rid of em is gonna hurt. It'll help, but that doesn't mean you don't feel a little guilty afterwards... (it takes time to not feel that, I've learned)

Also, it's hard to put myself first. It takes a lot of convincing, especially with other people telling you to :/

Cus he's an a$$ who just waltz in whenever.
But woe is me when I enter his room and he's mad?
Brutha, be fr :skull:

@Nutty_Oaks It's a difficult life you're living, and it takes a lot of deep thinking and understanding to be happier I suppose. I'm no professional, but if Colors causes you more concern than good... leave or take a break. It's all just internet strangers anyway, and an endless cycle of drama.

And manipulation is hard to stop, like you said, even if you do, it hurts and takes a long time to heal. People will be a$$es, nothing can change that but you have to make amends and move on with people.

@Nutty_Oaks I would just recommend seeing this from other people's perspectives too, people that you barely met, family friends... anyone really, I always found it easier to see myself in my situation with difficult decisions that seems like being mean or rude, which when checking that post with your and the other guy's chat, was not remotely close to being rude- and I hate to say it but you're acting like a pushover in my view

If I'm still texting, my life isn't that hard XD

I get what you mean though. Of course, colors is my only outside sorce I have, where it genuinely feels safest, where I won't get caught. I'd rather still talk to people then be driven mad, ya know? Lol :skull:

@Nutty_Oaks Bro thinks he's the king og England :skull:

@Nutty_Oaks I guess man, I'm just worried :sob:

If Colors was not my only source of online memes and a place to talk I would've left ages ago after I got Adobe :sob:

@Nutty_Oaks Ok ok mate, I wasn't saying that you are someone that easily gives up or anything- and I bet you want to claw up every person's insides for a long time now, I didn't mean to make you upset or angry.

I get what you mean. You have nothing to worry about, all right? I'll be fine, he's just being a bug...

I'm really sorry for overdoing this whole chat, if I made you uncomfortable or needing to be higher up.. I don't want you to feel like you have to listen, and I'm sorry I didn't stop sooner.
I just rather us talk about something with you, okie dokie? Like, whats been going on with you? How was all of yesterday! Stuff like that <3

No, no, I'm not mad or upset with ya.. I don't even know what my mind was thinking in the moment. I'm sorry if I brought concern or if your upset. My emotions or how I feel is nothing to worry about.

And anyway, that guy's a *****. Theres no need to give him the time of day :}

@Nutty_Oaks He is acting like a little pest I suppose.

I just don't really know how to help, I know you need someone to talk to but I can't help, and I don't have the right words.

And it has been going quite fine overall, didn't see a rat on my blanket lol

@Nutty_Oaks Alright man, and no apologies necessary it happens to all of us :]

Gonna roundhouse kick him to the moon :innocent:

You're just a kid man. I shouldn't even be putting so much on ya in the first place... Besides, I got myself to talk to! Got multiple sessions of talking every night! I'll be fine, don't worry :smile:

Well, guess the rats are working hard on that suit to pay you a nice little visit, huh? :skull: :fairy:

Just use me as the bat with your awesome muscles you got there, I wanna be part of the action man :pensive: :sparkles:
(Gonna head downstairs for a minute to see if I can hand in my report already :/)

@Nutty_Oaks "I'M NOT A KID I'M A TEENAGER :angry:" and just take care of yourself man

@Nutty_Oaks Little guys keep me up at night, even decided to poo in my room a few times :innocent: (We need to call an exterminator :skull:)

@Nutty_Oaks Alrighty! Gonna hit a homerun with this :D

Alrighty mate!

Your still to young man! :sob:
And I will, no worries :wink:

Aww, how nice! :innocent:
(please do, that's horrible :skull:)

Ngl, we have a mouse/mice/rat or whatever problem too... Thankfully the've been stayin' in the ******** :skull:

"Get em, get em!"
-That one guy from Gravity Falls

Báċęměņț*
tf :skull:

@Nutty_Oaks *Throws a tantrum like a toddler as I kick the wall and pout* :sob:
Good :]

@Nutty_Oaks They're probably hard at work right now :D

The fly infestation is because a few rats died in my wall so I probably will find a few skeletons :innocent:

@Nutty_Oaks Boutta wack his face to the ends of hell! :P

@Nutty_Oaks Why does it even tag :skull:

Lol :sob:

Oh boy, send me some, I love skeletons!! :heart_eyes:

Jesus christ :skull:

Can't wait to see! :D

No idea man :skull:

@Nutty_Oaks I'll give any to you if I find them! And they make great Halloween decorations for next year :D

Man, I can't believe it's already November.. I dunno, I find it crazy, the fact a whole year nearly flew by :0

@Nutty_Oaks This should be a national holiday, I mean we could replace Columbus Day with 'Wack a Creep Day' :]

True true! Our family doesn't seem to do decorations or anything festive anymore, so they can be in my room :'D

Pleaaase!!! Theres so many creeps, it's not even funny :sob:

@Nutty_Oaks True that, true that, still felt prettyear lengthy on my end, not my favorite year living but it certainly could be worse :]

@Nutty_Oaks Maybe I can keep them in the bathroom to stare at me while I go to the toilet! Or if my cat brings a dead rat to me, I can leave it to rot in the shower :D

@Nutty_Oaks I can think of quite a few people to wack :skull:

I wanna get on with my buds on VRC, but my dads up and I think in the ******** with his headset on...
Lol I ain't chancing that, no thank you :skull:

He partying up with the rats fr :pensive: :sparkles:

Thats true man, at least theres that :3
It certainly feels shoorter as each year passes by, it's kinda spooky... and all that

Nice, rat soap, my favourite kind when showering :sunglasses:

Same man, I think I should use the rats for... several torture methods... :skull:

@Nutty_Oaks Just chilling with the homies of a different, he doesn't care about social construct :sparkles:

True true :sob:

@Nutty_Oaks I guess, but I think I'm not sure if I want to live it quickly or take my time :/
If I were to just 'skip' to the good part I would feel like the journey to get there was really short, even if it takes years to do.

Dude, if you feel happy right now, take your time! Please, don't rush, and enjoy yourself. Adulthood sucks once you're there <D :sparkles:

@Nutty_Oaks It's edible too! *Takes a massive bite out of a bar of soap*

Yay! Deadly illnesses and infection!

Hazzaa!! I can finally die! To rats! I love rodents :^

@Nutty_Oaks Idk if I'm even having a funtime right now, everything is just so prejudiced and unfair rn I feel like if I were a adult I'd be taken more seriously :/

@Nutty_Oaks Horray to the rats! Man's best friend and number 1 source of illness in the 1700's

Gotta go, with my buds now-!

@Nutty_Oaks Alrighty cya! Gotta charge my Nintendo anyway lol

I know. Just, try to appriciate what you got now. Being seen as mature is great, till then it's a hassle XD

Indeedy do :sunglasses: