why do i continue to help people who've hurt me in many different ways anyway?

i honestly dont mind tbh
i just want to help it takes my mind off of everything happening and i like to focus on different things to stop the anxiousness

i overwork myself and try my best to interact with everybody so i dont feel anxious about my problems

even if only few people support me im always here to support everybody else and im fine with that

i just want to help no matter what no matter what side either