havent i given enough by hermitkirb

havent i given enough for you? no? how much more? will i reach the point where im excepted? why do i wanna be yalls friend, i dont even wanna hangout w yall. you rejected your old friends, you and your boyfriend.. idk whats goin on there bro- i just feel left out..
vent from pin cause im not creative and cant come up w my own damn vents

plz dont like.

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21 Jul, 2024, 4:26 am
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_Izzie

21 Jul, 2024, 11:15 pm

Hey girl are you ok? Dou you want to talk? (i know the first question might be stupid, sorry -.-') You are enough/and have given SO much in my eyes and if others cant see that, then it's their loss.Please know that. I love you so much bestie. <3

hermitkirb

22 Jul, 2024, 4:38 am

@_Izzie im just feeling like im not enough for anything or anyone, i dont deserve these people i have, im a shįt friend i feel so left out by this friend group i used to be in idk why theyre so toxic :sob:
i have no motivation, my rooms a mess, my worlds falling apart, im gaining weight, volleyball seasons coming, practice starts next week, i have asthma so i tire quicker than everyone else, i get judges 24/7
idk man

hermitkirb

23 Jul, 2024, 3:10 am

@FrenchToast tysm your so sweet and amazing, ty -v-' really /gen
and your art is so cute to i love it and i bet your great! ty again

_Izzie

23 Jul, 2024, 3:13 am

You are not an awful friend at all! please don't say that about yourself! You are so amazing at what you do, and so supportive of others !!
It's ok if you have no motivation at times, it's ok if your room is messy. (heck, my room is really unorganized and has clothes everywhere so, i get it. :)) <-- i was just trying to show that i know what your going through, it's a way of comforting people for me sorry if that did not help.

_Izzie

23 Jul, 2024, 3:15 am

And if people judge you for tiring out quicker than others because you have asthma, then they are a$$wholes .

_Izzie

23 Jul, 2024, 3:16 am

I love you so much girl and please stay safe and take care of yourself <3

_Izzie

23 Jul, 2024, 3:17 am

also im so sorry for the late reply, family gathering

hermitkirb

23 Jul, 2024, 3:19 am

@_Izzie no no it helps, that helps and its how i comfort to so

and ty.. ive just done some thing sin the past abt friends in the past and closer past that i regret (i make sound like i k!lled someone :sob: it wasnt anything horrible horrible, just regrets) and now im scared to do anything w my friend that may not be the best for me and my mental health cause im scared of regret
girl i just dont know what to do..

then alk those horrible memories have been flooding in :sob:

hermitkirb

23 Jul, 2024, 3:22 am

@_Izzie no your fine, take your time

w the asthma, i just feel.. weird.. different, annoying, weak.. wrong. i dont feel right watch girls run across the court 2 and feel fine, im almost hyperventalating (i cant spell)

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