hey if u need 2 talk ab it im here !! ik u want a distraction rn but iyw 2 talk js know :3

@fourstruck ii dont kno im on the vergr of tears rn she hasnt yelled my name yet so i think im oksy but i dont know ohfgfgfgfgv my gi0d im so scarec

the last time she found out i went thu so muc pain

@monster-energy-drink hey its gonna b ok alr ? i promise !! everything will be ok i promise <3/p

im here for u !! thru everything ,,

@fourstruck hhow do u khow tht everything is gonna be ok what if it isnt i cant even trst myself to do anything,,.

@fourstruck iim so scared.

js trust me everythings gonna work out !! even if it doesn, ill be right here for you . you cn count on that at least !!
js take deep breaths okay ?
in for 4 seconds
out for 7

hey
Everything is gonna be ok
I'm actually serious
you are gonna be ok
whatever it is, she won't find out
ik how it feels
the pure unaltered paranoia is terrifying

youre okay. i promise.

It's gonna be alright, I promise. Breathe.

@Cosmic_k1lljoy aare u sure?? i dont remembr delting it at all i might have not and mow she'll see and she might take away all my stuff or wors

yes, I'm sure
do you really, truly think she'll actually go out of her way to look through your things?

@Cosmic_k1lljoy nno,... thats not like her, but still ijdgdggfgf i dont know i odn5 know i dint know

im calming down because she hasnt acted like anythings changed though,,.

thank you.

ofc, np
I know exactly how you feel, and it's horrible
you can't help but focus on what you could have done
"If I had just ______"
"If I hadn't ______"

@Cosmic_k1lljoy if i had just checked.,, if only i didn't do it in the FIRST PLACE.

shes sitting rright next to me all nlrmally..,, idk.

how bad is it, from a scale of 1-10?
1 being you'll get out of it, no problem
10 being "oh god, I'm fcked" and you're in danger

you don't have to specify what it is btw

also, you can always vent to me <3/p