stressing. by _n0ah
my dads forcing me to play softball and i rlly rlly dont. its to late, he already signed me up and everything. hes forcing me bc its his fav sport and he used to do it, and bc im not in any sports. i have a habit of setting myself to do one, but then later crying and not wanting to do it anymore. this happened w/ swim and volleyball. idk. and now i want to do track, ive been wanting to do it. like, if ur gonna force me to do a sport, atleast make it smth im actually okay w/.
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13 Jul, 2024, 8:59 pm
i keep randomly calming down about it, im all, 'dw they're gonna teach me' 'no ones gonna make fun of me'
'ill get out of it soon' but then later gaining
the anxiety again about it. ive just been
stressing and stressing, and my family's gonna
watch me play. like what if i mess up and they're disappointed in me?? my parents wont listen to me and im getting so sick of it, i really dont wanna do softball.
but my dad wont listen. i dont wanna be like him.
idk.
13 Jul, 2024, 9:03 pm
its got to the point where i just spend hours thinking about it, every possible thing that will happen.
my dad just wont listen to me. he keeps setting high expectations about me and my future and im honestly so sick of it. im never gonna turn out how he wanted me to. like just please leave me alone. i cant do everything. 'sign up for volleyball' 'sign up for swim' 'sign up for softball' 'okay dad' 'okay mom' okay mom' like?? im trying alright? i really am. lower your fücking expectations.
16 Jul, 2024, 6:02 pm
get a fking life