so um. yay. by Star-Dust09_Inactive

i don't even know why i'm competing in multiple dtiys.
i'm staring at my own entry and thinking its the worst drawing ive ever made.
literally so close to taking a break because of artblock and this terrible feeling.
"i won't rank, if i do, that means the dtiys ended or im in one with up to 6 in the rankings."
i don't want empathy from anyone. i can deal with this, i have before.
i'm making a vent tag, it seems a little like i'm begging though. might remove the tag.
#starsgoingtoh3ll
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13 Jul, 2024, 8:44 am
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Star-Dust09_Inactive

13 Jul, 2024, 9:15 am

so right now i'm looking at the dtiys submissions from others and.. i can tell i will probably not even rank.
feels lovely knowing that.

Star-Dust09_Inactive

13 Jul, 2024, 9:17 am

im going to be in 8th. wow. lovely, right?
seriously though, i'm going to rip my hair out until i'm bald.

Star-Dust09_Inactive

13 Jul, 2024, 9:22 am

makes sense. i'm just a 13 year old who doesn't even try to be better. i just draw. i just guess with shading. my steps for shading? 1:find light source 2: identify materials 3: shade
i have no practice with it.
the background i drew looks terrible. i seriously hate this and i hate my drawing.
nevertheless, no support as of now from anyone besides the dtiy maker. how do i know they're not lying to make me feel good?

Star-Dust09_Inactive

13 Jul, 2024, 9:24 am

i'm going to re-do the whole entry or just remove the entry.
i hate this
i hate this
i hate this
i hate this

Star-Dust09_Inactive

13 Jul, 2024, 9:26 am

i'm so worried hahahai thought of a fun thing! type with your eyes closed!

Star-Dust09_Inactive

13 Jul, 2024, 9:26 am

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Star-Dust09_Inactive

13 Jul, 2024, 9:27 am

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Star-Dust09_Inactive

13 Jul, 2024, 9:27 am

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Star-Dust09_Inactive

13 Jul, 2024, 9:27 am

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Star-Dust09_Inactive

13 Jul, 2024, 9:27 am

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Star-Dust09_Inactive

13 Jul, 2024, 9:29 am

why can't we just be friends?
whycan'twejustbefriends
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Star-Dust09_Inactive

13 Jul, 2024, 9:30 am

one day i'm going to say something wrong to you and loose you forever

Star-Dust09_Inactive

13 Jul, 2024, 9:30 am

i know it'll happen

Star-Dust09_Inactive

13 Jul, 2024, 9:31 am

this is directed at someone

Star-Dust09_Inactive

13 Jul, 2024, 9:31 am

don't leave when i go too far i'm sorry

Star-Dust09_Inactive

13 Jul, 2024, 9:32 am

i physically can't do it

Star-Dust09_Inactive

13 Jul, 2024, 9:32 am

someone help

Star-Dust09_Inactive

13 Jul, 2024, 9:32 am

i can't even ask if we can be friends

Star-Dust09_Inactive

16 Jul, 2024, 6:12 am

sorry to anyone reading tbf this is just cringe, don't ask how i think my venting is cringe, i just do

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