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seen July Twelfth of Twenty-Twenty four.
It acts like my mother. It does not feed me or nuture me like my mother would. It peeks it's head in to check on me. I think it is planning to murder me. It gives a sickeningly warmish feeling to me, as if it was a relative I haven't seen in years.
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Comments
12 Jul, 2024, 7:43 pm
is it bad i was gonna say if can you take a picture of it :sob:-
12 Jul, 2024, 7:44 pm
@R4scalTheAlgabralien
I don't think it'd be in the photo :sob:
12 Jul, 2024, 7:45 pm
i know :sob:
i think smt wrong w me bro :pray:
12 Jul, 2024, 7:45 pm
i got the stupid frfr :pray:
12 Jul, 2024, 7:47 pm
@R4scalTheAlgabralien I mean I can take a photo of my sick doorframe
12 Jul, 2024, 7:47 pm
yes bro :fire:
12 Jul, 2024, 7:49 pm
@R4scalTheAlgabralien
i just dropped my gummy on the ground and tbh i might eat it anyway
12 Jul, 2024, 7:51 pm
i ate a raisin in like year 1 and some girl next to me pissed randomly
12 Jul, 2024, 7:52 pm
@R4scalTheAlgabralien
was i after you ate the raisin because apparently she didnt like that
12 Jul, 2024, 7:53 pm
yeah
12 Jul, 2024, 7:55 pm
@R4scalTheAlgabralien
damn man maybe she needed to go
honestly would use that as blackmail ill be fr /hj
12 Jul, 2024, 7:58 pm
@R4scalTheAlgabralien
maybe it was normal year 1 things idk
12 Jul, 2024, 7:58 pm
fr bro :pray:
12 Jul, 2024, 7:58 pm
there was someone who screamed at me because i took their legos bro
12 Jul, 2024, 8:00 pm
@R4scalTheAlgabralien
in year 1 they made me spell things like hund, katze etc idk tho man
12 Jul, 2024, 8:01 pm
i couldnt write my name till year 3 :skull:
12 Jul, 2024, 8:01 pm
well i could spell it but i couldnt write :pray:
12 Jul, 2024, 8:03 pm
@R4scalTheAlgabralien
they had this one art table in 1st year and that art table was actually my wife im fr
i was known as the art kid in the class i felt so proud of myself
12 Jul, 2024, 8:03 pm
being the art kid is a blessing and a curse
12 Jul, 2024, 8:04 pm
being in assignments either people want you to draw or you gotta help the little kids with tasks n stuff :sob:
12 Jul, 2024, 8:04 pm
@R4scalTheAlgabralien
'c-can you draw me :pleading_face:"
"no."
12 Jul, 2024, 8:04 pm
HELP FR
12 Jul, 2024, 8:05 pm
i made my friend an oc and he said it looked like a roach :sob:
12 Jul, 2024, 8:06 pm
@R4scalTheAlgabralien
for me bro its that one kid that's like "i can draw better than you" and literally just cant
ok then. pick up a pencil and do it. PICK IT UP.
12 Jul, 2024, 8:08 pm
SOME KID PRINTED BATMAN IN MY CLASS AND TRACED OVER IT AND TOLD EVERYONE I WAS JEALOUS BECAUSE I COULDNT DRAW IT
12 Jul, 2024, 8:08 pm
I SHOWED THEM THE DĂMN OG PICTURE ASWELL
12 Jul, 2024, 8:09 pm
@R4scalTheAlgabralien
LMAOOO
12 Jul, 2024, 8:14 pm
:sob:
12 Jul, 2024, 11:16 pm
@Ur_Local_Capricorn
I don't know anymore
I see it every doorframe
13 Jul, 2024, 12:06 am
@Ur_Local_Capricorn
I'm seeing everything
All of it is terrifying
Thinking there's someone to murder you everytime
13 Jul, 2024, 12:10 am
@Ur_Local_Capricorn
They know I have this condition. We can't afford medication for it currently.
13 Jul, 2024, 12:16 am
@Ur_Local_Capricorn
im worried