I think he's here to harm me by ectoBiologist_

#psychosis #darkart #mentalhealth #vent #schizo

seen July Twelfth of Twenty-Twenty four.

It acts like my mother. It does not feed me or nuture me like my mother would. It peeks it's head in to check on me. I think it is planning to murder me. It gives a sickeningly warmish feeling to me, as if it was a relative I haven't seen in years.

#log #matthewJslogdates

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12 Jul, 2024, 7:33 pm
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Past3lTheAlgabralien

12 Jul, 2024, 7:43 pm

is it bad i was gonna say if can you take a picture of it :sob:-

ectoBiologist_

12 Jul, 2024, 7:44 pm

@R4scalTheAlgabralien
I don't think it'd be in the photo :sob:

Past3lTheAlgabralien

12 Jul, 2024, 7:45 pm

i know :sob:
i think smt wrong w me bro :pray:

Past3lTheAlgabralien

12 Jul, 2024, 7:45 pm

i got the stupid frfr :pray:

ectoBiologist_

12 Jul, 2024, 7:47 pm

@R4scalTheAlgabralien I mean I can take a photo of my sick doorframe

Past3lTheAlgabralien

12 Jul, 2024, 7:47 pm

yes bro :fire:

ectoBiologist_

12 Jul, 2024, 7:49 pm

@R4scalTheAlgabralien
i just dropped my gummy on the ground and tbh i might eat it anyway

Past3lTheAlgabralien

12 Jul, 2024, 7:51 pm

i ate a raisin in like year 1 and some girl next to me pissed randomly

ectoBiologist_

12 Jul, 2024, 7:52 pm

@R4scalTheAlgabralien
was i after you ate the raisin because apparently she didnt like that

Past3lTheAlgabralien

12 Jul, 2024, 7:53 pm

yeah

ectoBiologist_

12 Jul, 2024, 7:55 pm

@R4scalTheAlgabralien
damn man maybe she needed to go

honestly would use that as blackmail ill be fr /hj

ectoBiologist_

12 Jul, 2024, 7:58 pm

@R4scalTheAlgabralien
maybe it was normal year 1 things idk

Past3lTheAlgabralien

12 Jul, 2024, 7:58 pm

fr bro :pray:

Past3lTheAlgabralien

12 Jul, 2024, 7:58 pm

there was someone who screamed at me because i took their legos bro

ectoBiologist_

12 Jul, 2024, 8:00 pm

@R4scalTheAlgabralien
in year 1 they made me spell things like hund, katze etc idk tho man

Past3lTheAlgabralien

12 Jul, 2024, 8:01 pm

i couldnt write my name till year 3 :skull:

Past3lTheAlgabralien

12 Jul, 2024, 8:01 pm

well i could spell it but i couldnt write :pray:

ectoBiologist_

12 Jul, 2024, 8:03 pm

@R4scalTheAlgabralien

they had this one art table in 1st year and that art table was actually my wife im fr
i was known as the art kid in the class i felt so proud of myself

Past3lTheAlgabralien

12 Jul, 2024, 8:03 pm

being the art kid is a blessing and a curse

Past3lTheAlgabralien

12 Jul, 2024, 8:04 pm

being in assignments either people want you to draw or you gotta help the little kids with tasks n stuff :sob:

ectoBiologist_

12 Jul, 2024, 8:04 pm

@R4scalTheAlgabralien
'c-can you draw me :pleading_face:"
"no."

Past3lTheAlgabralien

12 Jul, 2024, 8:04 pm

HELP FR

Past3lTheAlgabralien

12 Jul, 2024, 8:05 pm

i made my friend an oc and he said it looked like a roach :sob:

ectoBiologist_

12 Jul, 2024, 8:06 pm

@R4scalTheAlgabralien
for me bro its that one kid that's like "i can draw better than you" and literally just cant
ok then. pick up a pencil and do it. PICK IT UP.

Past3lTheAlgabralien

12 Jul, 2024, 8:08 pm

SOME KID PRINTED BATMAN IN MY CLASS AND TRACED OVER IT AND TOLD EVERYONE I WAS JEALOUS BECAUSE I COULDNT DRAW IT

Past3lTheAlgabralien

12 Jul, 2024, 8:08 pm

I SHOWED THEM THE DĂMN OG PICTURE ASWELL

ectoBiologist_

12 Jul, 2024, 8:09 pm

@R4scalTheAlgabralien
LMAOOO

Past3lTheAlgabralien

12 Jul, 2024, 8:14 pm

:sob:

ectoBiologist_

12 Jul, 2024, 11:16 pm

@Ur_Local_Capricorn
I don't know anymore
I see it every doorframe

ectoBiologist_

13 Jul, 2024, 12:06 am

@Ur_Local_Capricorn
I'm seeing everything
All of it is terrifying
Thinking there's someone to murder you everytime

ectoBiologist_

13 Jul, 2024, 12:10 am

@Ur_Local_Capricorn
They know I have this condition. We can't afford medication for it currently.

ectoBiologist_

13 Jul, 2024, 12:16 am

@Ur_Local_Capricorn
im worried

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