first of all by P4stelTheAlgabralien

i am a very emotional person,
i only see my irl friends like every
3-5 months

so i get attached to some people who i feel safe and comfortable with speaking to

i dont like being ignored due to my old friends always ignoring me and leaving me behind,
they always talked about me and screamed at me so its hard to make friends

people use me as a footstool and ruined most of my innocence

some 'friend' showed me smt called a d1ck pick (idk what it is?) told everyone i watched pöřn (idk either)

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painted on a Nintendo Switch
06 Jul, 2024, 12:43 am
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P4stelTheAlgabralien

06 Jul, 2024, 12:44 am

people always left me behind so whenever i feel ignored i just dont speak to that person or either just speak less
(sometimes i randomly go non-verbal when i feel really upset)

i dont know how to convey emotions so i just start getting more upset and stuff

P4stelTheAlgabralien

06 Jul, 2024, 12:45 am

it pisses me off because i dont know if people leave me behing on purpose like my old friends or just didnt see me or anything but it makes me upset

i feel anxious and sick because i dont know if they like me anymore or anything so i just start ignoring/ghosting them

P4stelTheAlgabralien

06 Jul, 2024, 12:46 am

@Millito nah ion really mind

cant ruin my innocence if other people have already lol

Callsign-Coyote

06 Jul, 2024, 12:47 am

sorry all of that happened to you :/ do you want to kmow what the things are?

P4stelTheAlgabralien

06 Jul, 2024, 12:47 am

@Millito it good :angel:

my parents dont really teach me anything despite being homeschooled

P4stelTheAlgabralien

06 Jul, 2024, 12:47 am

@-FangedDeer- nah im alright

P4stelTheAlgabralien

06 Jul, 2024, 12:48 am

@Millito ive been homeschooled since like year 5-6 and that was years ago

they dont teach me due to their own stuff n yeah
so i just either do baking or art lol

Callsign-Coyote

06 Jul, 2024, 12:49 am

alright ^^ do you want to vent/rant/talk to me? im here :3

P4stelTheAlgabralien

06 Jul, 2024, 12:49 am


@-FangedDeer- no

Callsign-Coyote

06 Jul, 2024, 12:50 am

ok imma go draw ^^

rabies

06 Jul, 2024, 2:07 am

d1ck pics r pictures of ur weenie

rabies

06 Jul, 2024, 2:07 am

sorry tht happenef

P4stelTheAlgabralien

06 Jul, 2024, 2:08 am

@rabies its alr

P4stelTheAlgabralien

06 Jul, 2024, 2:08 am

its mostly the reason i get so clingly around nice peopl and show alot of affection

i just dont like losing people

70starlight

06 Jul, 2024, 12:32 pm

i,recently stopped beinf friends w/ a close friend. someone who we have been together for 2 years. im honestly sad this happened, i hope i can become friends w/ the,m again :(

P4stelTheAlgabralien

06 Jul, 2024, 3:10 pm

@JaylinTheAlgabralien oh naur :(

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