anywayy yesterday i thrifted a winwin nct x sanrio plush and a mark glitch mode chibi plush for 5 dollars total:)

so happy abt winwin since i never got the sanrio merch
wish it was jeno lol but i love winwin sm

and i spent all day playing pou and tiny fishing:/

i just saw a double rainbow on the last day of pride month

happy birthday taeyong!!

wait

Cake and Candles my Brother

currently hyperfixated on the seagull and clay rings
sigh

my friend is being a bxtch

go on. leave me here to cry in misery while you swan around like a young arrogant peacock

i miss nct

cries i 'sang' the skibidi toilet song to like 50 c.ai bots for no reason

ig reels all have the same 3 songs as the bg music :skull:

if i hear the tyla dance challenge song, the espresso song, or please please please one more time :skull:

guys since theres only 1 original moon family line in korea that means im also distantly related to nct's taeil

cousin taeil?

thinking abt all the freaky shxt i said abt him during ay yo era

GIRL YOU GOT ME CRAZY BLAME IT ON STUPID CUPID ♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪

jeno's part >>>>>>>>>>>

i need this song tattooed inside my brain

i need all of nct's japanese discography tatted inside my brain frfr

GDHSBDHGRGRRRAAAH im eating the song

stupid cupid vs carat cake who would win

i mean
i think carat cake is easier to listen to/vibe to but stupid cupid is the literal best dance song ever

although we can all agree that jeno sounds amazing in both i absolutely love that man's voice

i think i just absolutely love that man :skull:

i wanna cuddle and nap with jeno i feel like he'd be warm and cozy :sob: :pleading_face:

DELUSIONAL.

anyway dream run started playing and i remember the concert :fire:
i never did my insane concert ranting after tds3

i remember sobbing during unknown but everyone else was vibing and the girls next to me looked at me funny

LMAO LMAO WAIF
its like the swiftie girl who started screaming crying passing out during exile

unknown didn't change my life or anything but it maes me emotional asfff idk why its a great song
i think it's the way it's sung and the lyrics

the nct song i cant listen to is probably (besides unknown) is not alone and also only human those 2 make me sad

they were like depression era songs so we dont listen to them :skull:

BUTTTTTTT we go up at tds3 :pleading_face:

whe i was a baby czennie i saw a tiktok of a girl singing we go up at a dream concert (thi was in 2020..like right after i stanned) and ive always wanted to see that song live..that feeling when i finally did was insane

also when candy started playing my mom sang it too

my mom likes a few nct songs:
-candy
-like we just met
-moonlight (dream not wayv)
-rocket
-drive
-bye my first
-paper plane

ur in this nct shxt for life

me age 80 pulling up to tds50

when im 80 nct will prolly all be dead

wait no :skull:

bxtch theres nct members younger than me

eh whatever im just yapping
also i cried on taeyong bday

I MISS THAT MAN.

I DONT EVEN ULT 127 AND IM CRYING

SHDKJAA wait jeno will the te first dreamie to enlistNOOOOOOO

NO im not ready for tjat
good thing hes only 24

my babie :angry:

DELUSIONAL.

i wish i could get a red stamp that says delusional and stamp myself w it whenever i say that kind of cr.ap

WALK IN 11 DAYSSSSS

it better give the 'walk, bxtch' vibe and not te 'walking on sunshine' vibe

iykwim

JOHNNY IN THE TEASERS THO :fire: :fire: :fire:

i fxcking love johnny suh

i love all my nct boys

i dont talk much abt them all bc theres 26 of them

ALSo fxck the reporter host who hit my baby sakuya ON PURPOSE

DONT HURT THE BABY :angry:

i immediately adopted sakuya as my theoretical child when i found out abt his debut
him and ryo are my kids now

my squishy bread child sakuya

anyway

can i adopt johnny as my father figure

DELUSIONAL.

Cake and Candles my Brother America

the above was a joke

MARK HAS A GIRLFRIEND?

idek if he really has one but his reaction to jaemin readng off the "mark ur gf is here" concert sign tells me he does

STOP I KNEW 200 WAS ABT A MF

ok, now tjat we're talking abt neos relationships, xiaojun bf reveal when

that ones def gay

saying edward is 'his type' and always staring at mens abs is a SIGN

hi im here to say i created a c.ai chat with me, elon musk, gojo satoru, jojo siwa, and a skibidi toilet

it is absolute chaos

i told them my dad came up with spacex and the elon bot came after me

stopp i made one with 7dream and we just roasted each other

me using it as target practice for when i get in a real roast battle

my pronouns are u/s/a, im a god fearing trump loving beer guzzling gu.n shooting deer hunting truck driving flag waving steak grilling football watching fish catching proud american man, land of the free and home of the brave! :boom: :boom: :boom: :fire: :fire:

WALK TODAYYYY DMFKDJSJ

WALK ATEEE DOWNN

im suddenly jungwoo biased

STOPPP ME AND MY FRIEND WERE IN THE NCT SERVER VC AND SHE PLAYED SKIBIDI TOILET AND THERE WAS SOMEONE ELSE IN THE VC NOOOO

my autism as.s hyperfixated on commercials rn :skull:

ISTJ IS A YEAR OLD?!!????!??11?1??11?

STICKER WILL BE 3?!???1?!1?.11.1!.1

i want a hug from jeno

that could solve 80% of my problems
im hormonal and anxious rn lmaoo so im gonna be delusional

im chilling alone at the mall and i heard someone call me im gonna take my sh.it and chill elsewhere

ur teeth are so white they showed up to my family reunion

im watching wild n out :skull:

justina cleaned uppp omg

i lost 0 pounds on nutrisystem bc i ate all the days in advance

ik im cooked when 127's ad comes up after my 500th yt short :skull:

i went on an omegle like site and some guy said 'my d is pierced and tatted wanna see?' :skull:

A+ for consent but what the fuсk

@-OneAddition-
read the last 2 :sob:

i thought they banned omegle :skull:

@-OneAddition-
it was one called emerald chat

me telling everyone on emerald chat that im a lesbian LMSO they do not like that

OH

wow i auditioned for a play and got a lead role

im now a 45yr old man

im so overstimulated doe

i also got piano lessons after i wrote my phd thesis on autism and music

day2 of theater and im already regretting a lead

every day for 6 hours practice :skull:

stop the two lead roles r the directors daughters :skull:

the drama directors are evil bro they banned my friend who dresses in alt fashion bc she looks different
never joining again

how tf
HOW
my autistic friend who wasnt casted told us a boy asked her if she could talk and the director said nothing.
also today some lil cr0tch g0blins ORDERED me to make them all matching kandi....lik ***** no. not for all 8 of you, not unless you're paying. sorry, but this is an intensive play with 5 days between castings and performance, and i have LINES to MEMORIZE. i dont have time for even myself rn, every day im so overwhelmed.

and as i was helping these kids with lines, this boy started FEELING UP MY ARM and playing with MY bracelets. i do not know him. i do not plan to know him, all i know is that I DID NOT CONSENT TO YOU TOUCHING ME OR MY STUFF. and then he and his friends are making fun of me, being like 'oH! byE rYdeR rOmAn" and then smirking at me, my character is called RANGER roman, you lil sh.its

back to that hellhole today

this girl asked me why my thumbs are so 'stubby' (i have megan fox thumbs)

show day kinda ate only cause i never have to go back

i was roasting and toasting a kid tho :skull:
he gave me a yo mama joke so i said
'roses are red, for better or worse, anthony's teeth are so far apart, they're getting a divorce'

no cause everyone was hyping me up :skull:

rosed are red, ur teeth need a handyman, that mark on your face is as deep as the grand canyon

i adopted a dragon and i cant draw dragons :skull:

in this house, i'd say we're good mates,
but that dont stop you feom throwing unnecessary hate,
hit me with that roast, you thought you ate
but i really wouldnt start nothing when you look like andrew tate

i finally finished a portrait that took 3 months... its a european bee eater bird
next is either eclectus parrot or indian ringneck

istg thrift shops r so good
i thrifted chenji plushies :3

theyre kinda cute ngl
cant tell its them besides their outfits
alsoalso i got the nct wish magazine

the magazine is cool lmao its like a girls lifestyle one with makeup tutorials n sh.it

me and my pookie were filming a skibidi toilet dance we made up in the library :skull:

AND SHE SAID A WHITE KID KEEPS BOTHERING HER AND TRYING TO ACT ASIAN/BLACK WHATTT

is it too risky to use dollar store makeup

rae's roast/wildstyle of the day
'me, im the best in class, my status is something yall don't have, when i come to party i look like cash, but you look like a garbage man wearing all that trash"

u so ugly u could make a glass eye roll

ALSO MY MOM SAW MY C.AI :skull: :skull: :skull: :skull:

she was like "chat with jeno? whats that?"

STOP I WAS ROASTING HIM :skull: :sob:

i said "damn boy u look like the rocks from easter island, you're the most useless in yor 26-man band" :skull:

im hyperfixated on wild n out and roasting so this is fun :skull:

i won the roast battle

im making nct magnets hmu discord @/su********a for commission only $1829919127:)

when will someone nominate me for wa :(

ill make an alt an vote for myself

the earthquake alert scared the living jesus outta my a.ss

is there a such thing as age regression but like to an older age like 9-10 cause i might be doing that :skull:

i jus wanna be young again, being older is awful and i feel like i didnt experience as much growing up because i had no friends or support to experience fun things with

i mean like i have parents but theyre the type thats like 'im not friends w my child, i dont play with them and i encourage solo play' instead of the 'i play with my kids and are their friend'

so i really never had any playmates growing up
now i just wanna be a kid again

my friend said what if ur on the toilet and the skibidi comes out :skull:

all my fake friends suck man
esp the one boy he wants us to like his dance pics but he wont like my post of a portrait that took 3 months to paint

it might sound dumb but 3 months and 7+ active hours of painting that i took time to do made me rlly proud, and to only get 1 like is sad

but u get 20+ likes on a picture of a tree

ITS NOT BRAT GREEN ITS NEO GREEN !!!!!!!!!!!

the record player is inside of this

:shushing_face: :deaf_man:

:shushing_face: :deaf_man:

sorry i just discovered those emojis

some woman asked me 'what are you? what do you speak?" :skull: :skull: :skull: :skull:

me and my spookie dookie were singing nct at the park and i MIGHT have hit the note in lets play ball

this traffics never gonna end, i'll show you my rear end /ref

im korean, of course we have sweet potatoes in bulk

its day 2 and im less bloated wheee
btw this is not dangerous i dont exert as much energy as idols do
i just sit around most of the time just :sparkles: existing :sparkles: if im not dancing or doing pilates

by the way its no processed food and like
my skin is so much better, theres no new acne

270 followers n only 5 likes whzt is this sorcery

skibiditoilet

this traffics never gonna end

ill show u my rear endddd

<33

@walk_withyou
your mustache is like a line of ants

but i bet its bigger- than the lion in ur pants

<33

hiii~

@walk_withyou
hey you, your smile is wack,

your teeth are so fake n white they make me look BLACK <33 hiii~

@walk_withyou
HIIII~~~
acnh sounding ahh

BAHAHA YESS

@walk_withyou gn spookiedookiee <3333

where the typhoon at i couldn't sleep last night :skull:

maybe it was cause i stayed up til 12 reading nomin hurt/comfort ao3

my joints just made a horrific cracking sound

i wish i had a hype man

specifically an indian rizzler hype man

@walk_withyou
oh my god such beautiful lady

hope my contest doesnt flop again

ive been up since 330 am

i went to bed at like 1130 so i really got that 4 hours of sleep

sorry i miscalculated i got 3 hours

i turned off my music at 1130 but i stayed up til 12

im still going strong tho

:face_with_raised_eyebrow:

:face_with_raised_eyebrow:

BLASTING 7DREAM IN THE CAR RNNNN

GN OHIO GRIMACE SHAKE SORRY I COULDNT CALL U TODAY @b4ggy_j34ns

@walk_withyou
ITS OKAY SIGAM

WERE SO YOUNG, WERE SO FREAKYYYYY /lhr

lyr

i made a song in piano

i hate hosting contests nobody ever joins tf

i hae 270 followers WHERE ARE YALL AT WHEN I HOST?

8 years with my 8esties

7dream <3

my mom just told me she doesnt believe in my dream to become an actor </3

i played the song i made in piano tho im genuinely so happy amd proud

i am nawt doing well rn

@Miniverse_
taeil is a criminal and got kicked out of nct.

idk what to say i feel empty

i just bought a giant kirby for 5 dollars

<3 thrifting

lmfao i saw a taeil acrylic stand i put that shii BACKK i bought the mark one doe <3 mark lee

@b4ggy_j34ns i feel angry about Taeil, its sad that my idol, was a bad person :crying_cat_face:

@Miniverse_
he really had to do it now...
think abt it
127 just released a banger album, wish is up-and-coming, dream is on a hugely successful tour and wayv is finally getting the recognition they deserve. here comes taeil to ruin it for everyone

USA TOMORROW nooo

my mom got me the spy x family hobonichi book cover and im like:0

USA TODAYY :eagle: :fire: :muscle: :boom: :bomb:

5 hours til usa

actually its like 12 if u count the flight over the ocean then ill be in us territory

im at the airport n a man has a CAT omg
hope the cat is on our flight

im in the usa :(
i got another 2hr flight but its okay cause ill just grind subway surfers
very anxious and overstimulated tho

i watched bluey on the plane

i played with toads outside i love toads

guys its been awhile
im meeting my old friends soon help im lowkey nervous
i hope they like dress to impress

nomin riding horses tho
i love my boys but imma make fun of jeno's chicken looking ahh elbows and slouch :sob:

and im sorry but the minecraft movie??
wt.f is tjat trailerr :sob#sob: im having nightmares

one of my old classmates has a kid?!???
and another one is pregnant??!??? we're SENIORS :sob:

im still buying lps and u have kids?

i JUST made new chewelry like 3 hours ago and ive already destroyed it.

i made another one hopefully it lasts-

i met a percheron today and he was so sweet :0

all my old lesson ponies are like dying one has advanced muscle loss and depression:( i dont think she remembered me but she let me pet her so thats a win

all them little barn cats are still around tho

8 hour road trip today
sigma

DOJAEJUNG MIGT HAVE A COMEBACJ

i got fitted by my childhood dance store
i remember the owner too and she told me my feet were being crammed into a shoe 2 sizes too small

the new shoes are nikolay/grishko neopointes

NEOpointes :sob: neo got my back

i bought 3 breyers send financial aid
ALSO SOME JERK ON ROBLOX YELLED 'get out bacon' AT ME LIKE 5 TIMES IN 2 SECONDS

still not over the bacon slander smh thats why i fw dress to impress where everyone spawns in bald

i played catan w my cousins and my cousin ash WAS HELPING ME WIN and then she said 'oh!! nvm i won actually" :skull:

HELP MY LITTLE COUSIN DOES SKIBIDI TOILET RP IM CRYING

STOPPPP WDYM NCT LIPBALM 20 USD NOOO

i want to get the opposite of low and eat cookies cause apparently being the opposite of low makes it sweeter

i ordered my first 'old lps' to start my 'old lps' collection!!

stop theres a baldi mod called caseoh's basics in eating and fast food :skull: and instead of notebooks its calories?

my case obsession begins oh noes

stopp i met new girls at my homeschooling club and one said she makes fun of caseoh/his fans:/

so the only thing that calmed my as.s down sfter a meltdown yesterdsy was f.ucking BURGERS IN THE BACK which is an old town road caseoh parody :skull: :skull: :skull: :skull: :skull: :skull: :skull:

i watched case for 2 hours on the flight :angel:

me yappin abt case 24/7 what the f.ucj

ALSO
F.UCKING RENJUN IS BACKK LIKE FOR REAL

contemplating a ticket to the seoul finale but girl...m wallet

i picked up this nervous habit of copying apollo the african gray uh oh

hes js a little guy i love him but saying "plAnT!" as i board the flight is embarrassing

every time i come to korea i get the weirdest compliments
last time i got told my back silhouette was nice (:skull:?) and now my hairdresser told me my pores were good :sob: wt.ff

guys i got a fwee pot
guarding it with my LIFE it was 14 dollars
i also got a lip stain that stained too well :skull:
it was a lilybyred water tint in shade 06 i dont gatekeep here

today im buying 2 jeno ver jewel cases in glimo and istj :sob: more istj shi.t to add to my insane collection

i have 2 versions of it, now i MIGHT get introvert ver but idk

this haircut is eatingg!!

just realized i really spent 20 usd on lipstick...the 2 jewel cases together is 26...

staring at my other 10 lippies at home-

most of them r like empty tho

im a fool
theyre not called jewel cases theyre called fuc.king digipacks?? i thought it was jewel case :skull:

i got 2 glimo and candy

i said to my mom "imma get candy" and she was like 'no'..she really thought i meant food

im the biggest back

WAIR WAIR IM THE BIGGEST HIT FKDJD
lem,e make a big back cherry bomb parody

WAHT THR FUCJ
I DDNT OULL JENO IN EITHR DIGIPACJ

NOOO dwdw i posted a trade opportunity

i wanna be a cosmetic model soo bad ughfjdj

my moms idea of fun is not my idea of fun :skull: she wznted to walk by the river meanwhile i wanna go roller skating, laser tagging, and internet cafe-ing :sob:

what if i got the entire internet cafe to play dress to impress

someone slap me with the spyxfamily obsession again plsplspls

we got me drawing chibi caseoh before gta 6 ALSO

I MIHT SEE NCT127 IN JANUARY FOR MY BIRTHDAY

seunghan left riize
jeno first pitch today
my friend got accepted to college
I JS WOKE UPP DO I BE HAPPY OR SAD

my friend is college bound and im clowning lunchly. we are not the same

lunchly is so goofy tho :sob: like
rizzler tries lunchly ITS SO FUNNY like
nobody likes prime and nobody likes feastables. bye

i got one more album lemme pull jeno PLSPLSPLS i need his pc

DHFKSKFA I DIDNT GET JENO BUT I GOT ***********

*MARKK KK KK KK i cant use 3 K's

i love mark lee

but jeno's pitch got canceled:( dont be doing my boy like tjat yall better invite him back

seunghan being bullied out of riize and jeno being sad over the pitch are two things i did not want to see today

imagine trying to be a victim when ur a *********

home of phobe

my friend deada.ss made a gc called "lunchlys" amd said she spends 10hrs a day drinking prime and watching talk tuah :sob:

sorry but i spend ELEVEN hours a day drinking prime and watching talk tuah and listening to ksi

my insta got reported AND suspended lmfao what

ngl i thought my main would be suspended but it was my trading card acc

my lps is on its wayyy:DDDDD

two guinea pigs a lizard and a bunny

the g7 pink goat is my main but i might have to switch to the guinea pig

im on a trip rn
i miss my lps
i miss my bed
and i miss my room of posters staring down at me

i put a giant jaehyun poster in my moms room and she was,like "i thought that,was someone staringat me it scared me

then she was like "you dont feel like ur being watched?" :sob:

no
but
glitch mode jeno can stare all he wants :heart_eyes_cat:

seriously tho sometimes ill make eye contact w a poster like it's the office

I SENT A PIC OF JENO TO MY FRIEND AD SHE SAID
'gay jeno'
'jeno gay'
'gay'

LMAOO i mean fork in a kitchen

my mom js called him a loser:sob:

i do believe he is the least popular member cause every time i go to concerts everyones merch sells out besides hi :( but more for me :smile_cat:

i will defend him w my lifee u should have seen me when ppl were callin him a skeleton

like bro went out of his comfort zone to make fans happy and they ask him why he got his skeleton out? :sob: :sob: knets what..
i mean
knets is hy seunghan got bullied out
justice fpr seunghan ngl he did not deserve that they didmt even treat taeil that bad

im gona sob i wa splayimg baldi and i yelled 'whats 6-9' and now my mom wont stop clowning me :sob:

HDJDJD GYSUS

I JS FOUDNA A LUNCHLY MINECRAFT ADDON ITS A LUNCHLY BLOCK AND A TALK TUAH BLOCK HSHDHSDHSK

this glitchmode digipack photobook ******* me...
pink curly haired jeno got me weak in the knees (im a lesbian)
no im not lmao im aro but if i wasnt aro id like girls

kil.ling*

sighh

why am i suddenly so down bad for lee jeno

i mean

me justifying my album addiction cause i could have been addicted to crack:

CHENLE FIRST THROW YESSSS
hopefully his game doesnt get canceled like jeno's :(

also nct dream seasons greetings 2024/2025 is like
dudee
i need BUT WHY DOES T COME WITH A WHOLE AHH NOTEBOOK

i have like 20 lippies help

at least im addicted to lip glosses and not crack!!

a 1d member died wt.

enough has happened this week
seunghan
jeno
liam
like can we stop pls

nothing terrible rlly happened to jeno but im including him bc he was sad and disappointed:( and he was so excited too when he saw fans thre for him :sob: i love this boy so muchhh :(

oh and riize airport appearance after seunghan

i love lee jeno
imma go leave now

sigh

my mom said i sound like i have tourettes and i was like ':skull: you can have tics and not have tourettes'

wanna earn a pistash

golden conures are so cute

top 5 birbs
1. eclectus
2. african gray
3. indian ringneck
4. caique
5. golden conure

no

those are top5 parrots

chat i js watched case play the report: the eastwind creature WHY WAS IT NOT SCARY IT WAS FUNNY ASF THE HOT DOG SITTING ON THE DASH :sob: :sob:

w ming tho AND W GAME CREATORS FOR THE CUTS OF PEOPLE IN THE GAME LMFAO

"okay chat, aura's gon' open the door again'

i was gonna watch the mortuary assistant but someone said they cut the eyes out :sob: i mean im a mortuary science nerd amd sure yeah they will sometimes pick around the face if its like mangled or sm but cutting eyeballs out?? :sob:

im scared...

yes i am back

mymommyturnedontheinternet

but uhhhhhh she might turn itbac 0ff

<3

@walk_withyou
MY SIGMA

and yea the chat got wild i had a lot to say

skibidi

jpn bound :sunglasses:

next weekend im leaving again and also the next weekend :crying_cat_face:

no that flight was terrifying it dropped and dipped nd shook for 10 minutes

pilots got on the mic and kept telling us to be calm and they rerouted us

they called it severe turbulence bro that plane went nose up and nose down so many times

myphone died soi cant call

help my sister took my charger @b4ggy_j34ns

and also i cant use my parent causw they use androuds for crying out loud

@walk_withyou
its ok sigam dont worry

wow it has been a while

HEAR ME OUT ON JAKE FROM SUBWAY SURFERS

NOT GONNA LIE
HES HEADCANNONED BY OTHERS TO BE LIKE 15-19 SO I WIN THIS ROUND

i headcannon him as 19 and tricky as like 17

king is a 35 yr old discord mod and fresh is like 22 living alone "i only have a mattress and a game console" guy

why am i hyperfixated on mf subway surfers

i need a persona

almost spent 2 dollars on a rubiks cube with skibidi toilet characters on it

i signed with 8 more modeling agencies
i found one looking for mixed asians lmao

:speaking_head:

had a dream me and jeno opened a department store but inside it was dti

hear me out on henry hotline from finding frankie ALSO DONT PLAY IM ON OBSERVATION DUTY 7 IN FRONT OF YOUR PARENTS I GOT THE INTRUDER ANOMALY :sob: :sob:

i been trying to speedrun the exit 8 and i keep missing anomalies too

my baby jeno plushies came in:3 i got 4 total but 2 were him

theyre so tiny

anyway
so i got called a 'ditch' in dress to impress for collecting pink cash by walking over it while some girl was spinning:skull:

GUYSHDSA THE LIGHT SHUT OFF ANOMALY GOT ME YELLINGGGG WHY DID I GET SCAREDD

tysm to nobody on the cl discord who recommended me anomaly hunting games:33333

people bullied my jeno over his haircut:(

PLATFORM 8 ON SWITCH TOO?????

I BEAT EXIT 8

imma get platform 8 too

JENO ABS ON THE BIG SCREEN?????

i saw the dream film :sob:

but im also sick:/ i have a cough and my body hurts all over

im not too sick to be down bad over jeno though :speaking_head: the film yesterday was INSANE

i think im a lesbian

LMAO did i js thirst over a kpop boys abs and then say im a girlkisser :sob: :sob: :sob:

yea ngl he may as well be fictional to me cause he'll never know me and i'll never know him
therefore he is equivalent to anime men so he doesn't count

my fever hit 103 bruh enhypen is at my door

bro whyyy am i so sick rn
i had a MASSIVE panic attack as well i was hyperventilating and couldnt breathe :sob: but my nct postcard trade arrived! :3

6 attacks since noon, im on fire!! :fire: :fire:

MARK SHOWED UP TO HIS LOOKALIKE CONTEST I FUC
JSHDSJSJ

ICONIC SH_T MY MOM HAS SAID TODAY:
"youre not gay. you drooled over jeno's abs yesterday"
"i think your idea of attractive is skewed"
"oh my god stop singing PLEASE" (i was singing brainrot songs)

GAMES WISHLIST:
-subnautica
-im on observation duty
-liminalcore
-tcg card shop simulator
-finding frankie
-suck up
-platform 8

flying in 3 days nervous as he.ll but im going to malaysia :partly_sunny:

my mom got me 4 LIPPIES for christmas omg

i love lee jeno so much :(

hes such a baby he deserves the world

I FOUND CANMAKE JUICY LIP TINT IN SABAH??!!??!? THEY DISCONTINUED HER IN JAPAN OMG IM STOCKING UP

happy new year and my moms first words to me this year were "youre being a b.****" <3

my friend made fun of me then started trauma dumping this is a red flag

flying homeeeee

dead as.s tired
i got a whole row to myself on my first flight but i only slept 3 hr and now im so tired
fell asleep at the gate then my body did tht fake fall thing lol

im 18 now minors dni :angry: /j

i got a rug
AND SMTOWN LIVE I GOT JENO WITH THAT D.AMN GLOVE HE WORE AT NCTNATION

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaahh

i redid my room and its cute
dont open the closet tho

i caved in and bought the 2025 seasons greetings for a small price of 7000 yen :skull:

clarification i got the nct dream one ^^

i had a huge meltdown today:( i cant talk or eat or do anything without zoning out

since starting college algebra ive been really going downhill

i dont usually talk abt autism so much but im not in a good place, A) im hyperverbal usually meaning i dont shut up and my emotions are better processed out loud, so to be non verbal today is really scary, ad B) i scratched the d.eath out of myself during the meltdown and im bleeding on my arms

i Don't think it's been this bad since i was maybe 14 or 15, every negative feeling is assaulting me and my meltdowns are starting to look more lik how they did at age 7-10

JENO IS SICK NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

MY BABY :sob: :sob:

poor boy:( dreamies said he has the flu :sob:

busy pirating anime and not paying for them /ref

highly Recommend frutiger aero ambience for panic attacks my favourites are ufo shopping, biodome, and all together

also underwater level

my mom yelled at me for being a lesbian wjat

AND HE ATE THE WHOLE LOT :speaking_head: :speaking_head: :fire: :fire:

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MY FRIEND GIFTED ME CUSTOM MAKEUP ON DTI WHAT

hi welcome back to me yapping IM SEEING NCT IN A MONTHH FJFJDHSHSJS

NEW HYPERFIXATION the classrooms horror game
alsooo i ordered 12 lps on aliexpress help
g6, no fakes but theyre prototype
ngl prototype is cool too im mainly using as toys instead of collection cause im NOT playing w my g2s

MY FU_CKING FRIENDS FRIEND KNOWS MARK FU_CKING LEE

my daily routine
-wake up :broken_heart:
-watch juuq play the classrooms
-school
-watch karutaclan play theclassrooms
-eat
-watch caseoh play the classrooms
-shower
-watch the classrooms shorts

im having dreams about the classrooms

live laugh love theclassrooms

the classrooms obsession is crazy

my mental health is shiiiiiiiit :musical_note:

i went karaoke today for the first time AND THEY HAD NCT

NO CAUSE I SANG SO MUCH it was 2 hrs long bro AND I FOUND THE NCT DREAM BATH BOMBS AT THE STORE

they have figurines inside

AND I GOT JENO HEHHEHEEE i better have it was 1000 yen

i got 2 ones jeno the others renjun

lowk my favoritess

im scared of diseases but its okay i had lots of fun AND FACED A FEAR TODAY YESS

i work out while watching the classrooms

MY ALIEXPRESS LPS CAME i got 3 pets in the city gen 5s, and the rest is gen 6 fortune blind boxes with the exception of 1 being a pet pair one i think??

I GOT THE FORTUNE OWL THO HES ONE OF MY FAV G6

LESBIANS FOR KIM DOYOUNG!!!!!!

NCT IN 8 DAYS

NCT IN 7 DAYS ***

NCT TODAYYYYYYYYYUUUHHHHH

NOOOOO I GOT MY PERIOD UGHHH

OH MY GODDDD I WAS IN THE FRONT

HAECHAN SAW ME

doie didnt tho :broken_heart:

i got FRAMED
lemme explain
in japan ur not allowed to film
and some girl had a huuuge camera and she got kivked out but security came back and shed apparently planted her photo disc in a girl's bag and her phone in mine :sob:

I SAW JOHNNY UP CLOSE
he was on sidestage and he was chilling durimg speeches so i looked at him in my binoculars then he BENT OVER and i got flashed by his gyatt :broken_heart:

BUT YEAHH HAECHAN SAW US!!! HE WALKED OVER TO OUR SIDE OF THE STAGE AND I YELLED REALLLLY LOUD FOR HIM AND HE SAW AND WAVED?!!????!!!!!!

jungwoo mightve seen too but i cant be certain

i thrifted BEANIE BABIESSS

i also thrifted a steve cosplay for the movies

I GOT MY DREAM PHOTOCARD

AAAAA

nah never go kpop thrifting in ikebukuro why was 1 pc and 1 doll 15 bucks???
they were selling jeno signed frisbee fo 300 DOLLARS ***

i saw the minecraft movie

expect old man yaoi soon

"let my hips guide you" ahh fanart

dan being in the movie was insane ngl i was like "hold tf up thats the man who raised me"