@PicklesXPride no completely different...

ive had this happen before abt 2-3 years ago..

one sec ill type it out in a min

@PicklesXPride for reference i ply volleyball so years ago i was at a volleyball game for a club and i was setting back and forth w a boy ik and jammed my finger
i had to go sit and then felt myself going pale from the pain and i hate people swarming me so i go to the locker room, my irl bestie was in there so i go in the stall

thought it was weird how long i was in there so i got up and i have a thing where i stand up, walk a few feet then black out like i stood up to fast
so i said i stood-

- up to fast cuase its easier to explain :skull: next thing ik im waking up on th floor w my bestie yelling my name asking if im ok

she said it looked like a seizure..
i had another., idk what it is...

@PicklesXPride THATS THE WORD EPISODE TY GOD IVE BEEN LOOKING FOR THAT FOR LIKE A YEAR :skull:

@PicklesXPride idk medical terms but ya
i passed out and i had this weird experience where i was half awake but couldnt control my body, so my eyes were shut but i could feel my body violently shaking

@PicklesXPride im kinda scared..

whats wrong w me.. my dads excuse is always you dont eat enough
which ya, i eat like a bird but i can shove anything more down my throat.. and they never take us to the doc

unless is physical cuts

sometimes when i get to warm my vision fades to black for a second but idk if that's like what ur experiencing

@LeafpoolSketchz imagine stand up to fast but standing normally and walking like two - three feet first

but thts not the problem im used to that

its the fainting thats scaring the sht outta me

oh :worried:

@LeafpoolSketchz ya.. i dlnt like the fact thst i shake

passing out is scary but its just passing out

violently shaking while while your unconscious and blacked out..

@PicklesXPride same

idk what to do

and now i just filled a cavity and they had to drill my teeth

it hurts

@PicklesXPride besides that fine

absolutely nothing is happening
you?

@PicklesXPride wew

its raining here too

@PicklesXPride oh well it is here

@PicklesXPride bro. im in idaho :sob:

@PicklesXPride BRO ITS SO COLD

I THINK THERES STILL SNOW

AND YALL DONT GET SHEE

YOU AND @/humanzhateme *********

GODZMMIT

@PicklesXPride ooookkeeyyyy buddy

bye <3/p

@PicklesXPride im back too :skull:

@PicklesXPride mm sup

@PicklesXPride depends the person why? you and your gf?

@PicklesXPride uh ya, you said

"if i didnt have my gf id ask you" XD/nr (i dont mean that rude at all i find it endearing/p)

@PicklesXPride lol

anyways you ok? you seem down

@PicklesXPride whatcha confused abt

yourself?

@PicklesXPride needa talk bout it?

@PicklesXPride im always here, anytime. tag me anywhere and ill listen, ill comfort, wtv, ill try and give adive, it may not be amazing but im always here k?

whats up?

@PicklesXPride so wats wrong, wanna talk smwhere else?

@PicklesXPride its just like she/they he/they she/him ect

isnt?

@PicklesXPride no? whatcha think?

@PicklesXPride hm. so, wouldnt that change your ********* not your gender?
idk im new to all this, i live in a mormon town where theres 1 trans/bi in my class so

s3xuàlity

@PicklesXPride oh ok
OH OK i understand now it clicked. ok

@PicklesXPride ya.. Hm..

so, ya youd prolly need to be demi

@PicklesXPride what!? no! i legit never said that! i genuinely dont think its a joke. this shee is so damn important. its super important to know yourself, and i really dont think it is.

im just saying you might need to be demi, if thats how you feel you are, if your into strait- whatever!

but now i seen how you could be both aka non binary.. god im sorry- this is what i ment when i said i suck at giving advice- fck im sorry-

and i say whatever as is whatever person, not "of this is stupid whatever" cause i dont feel that way k?

@PicklesXPride here. told me to leave you alone

@PicklesXPride oh ok, i though i said smthn wrong and i didnt know what to say

@Pickled_Peporonies hey your fine i completely unederstand, lmk if you want me to back off for a while