Chat room. by RA1N3_L0V3S_MUS1C
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Feelin kinda dead, but im awake.
Wished i didnt have to live with this pain.
But wishes are meant for stars.
And the dead's meant for the grave.
Oh i hope that someday, ill be good enough to truely say im okay. //lyrics(by moi) :)
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22 Jun, 2024, 11:55 pm
Are you okay?
22 Jun, 2024, 11:56 pm
@_nikoniko i dont know
23 Jun, 2024, 12:14 am
Just kinda wish that i was different. That i felt better than i do. I wish my 'friends' didnt use me like they do but i cant say cr4p to make them stop bc then theyll be mad then ill be part of their dumb drama. Then i wont be able to get out bc ill be stuck there somehow. I just wish i was stronger and braver... But it wont change a thing so ill just play along, say its fine, move on with my dumb life. Wish i could commit suicide, but cause i promised id stay with those fake friends.
23 Jun, 2024, 12:16 am
What a fool i am, to go in over my head. Ill drown in the water i poured myself. When they lie, they can see the fear in my eyes but they dont care. They dont care bc they know i wont do sht ab it. They dont care bc they just wanna use me.
23 Jun, 2024, 12:19 am
There. I said it. Idk y but i did. And if u ask, im never
better. But ofc thats not truely how it is.
23 Jun, 2024, 12:19 am
:)
23 Jun, 2024, 12:19 am
@_nikoniko
23 Jun, 2024, 12:32 am
dude i dont want to sound mean
im slightly uncomfortable with the topic of drowning if thats what you meant with the water
also i didnt ask you to vent
im so sorry /nbr /nm
23 Jun, 2024, 12:40 am
@_nikoniko Sorry.
23 Jun, 2024, 12:41 am
Imma jst delete the whole thing
23 Jun, 2024, 12:41 am
@_nikoniko Sorry...
23 Jun, 2024, 12:42 am
@RA1N3_L0V3S_MUS1C
NoNoNo, It's fine! I've just been going through somethings myself and I'm trying not to lose my sanity, lol :p
23 Jun, 2024, 12:47 am
@_nikoniko ill probably still delete it.
23 Jun, 2024, 12:48 am
@RA1N3_L0V3S_MUS1C
Oh no! Don't worry. Don't bottle up your feelings -__-;
It'll only make things worse, trust me..
23 Jun, 2024, 12:50 am
@_nikoniko i just dont rlly take help from ppl, im stubborn like that. i just think its easier on others to deal with stuff myself..
23 Jun, 2024, 12:52 am
@RA1N3_L0V3S_MUS1C
Listen, I just want to say for once to listen.
I had problems myself with things such as this, and I listened to no one.
My family almost lost me.
You shouldn't let things like this get to you.
23 Jun, 2024, 12:59 am
@_nikoniko I listened. Now what
23 Jun, 2024, 1:00 am
@RA1N3_L0V3S_MUS1C
Please don't let things so little as a friendship get to you.
23 Jun, 2024, 1:02 am
@_nikoniko A friendship i didnt choose to say the least but okay.
23 Jun, 2024, 1:04 am
@RA1N3_L0V3S_MUS1C
Shoot for the stars, I believe in you.<3
Please never give up.
Life is nice to have, and you can't just waste it.
23 Jun, 2024, 1:09 am
@_nikoniko okay. ill try..