i have 2 unfinished art trades i need to get done and my enjoyment of drwing has all been sucked up for this month i feel forced by my morals to be on time when it comes to art, sth ive been passionate abt my whole life but i shouldnt just rely on motivation bc i quit drawing for like 2 months bc of it and bc of my huge improvement at art this past year my enjoyment for art has increased but still im v3ry burned out atm

(feel like a ran in circles in this rant what am i even saying?)