i can't really interpret my statement yet, but for now i'll say this.

they STATED they were QUITTING permanently, which caused me to hurt myself and go into a mental breakdown which slowly turned into episodes of screaming and panicking.

i even made another account to talk to them. but NOPE! - THEY FŮCKING REAPPEARED LIKE IT WAS NOTHING.

/to the aimed person reading this, i am not trying to cause anything that would lead to 'drama', but i however CANNOT forgive nor talk to you. i feel sick./