my boyfriend of 3 f*king YEARS just broke up with me. how do i cope with that? that was my entire middle school experience and all of my high school experience so far. what do i do with my life? all i wanted was to spend the rest of my life wth him. i dreamt of my future with him. now what?he was my first boyfriend, my first kiss, my first everything. i really thought he was the one. i no longer believe in love. what am i supposed to do now? where do i sit at lunch? i have no friends of my own.