@ASTRO-

Here.. Now u can talk..

Thanks.. so i like have random stuff happening to me and i try to tell my friends and family and its like they dont care AT all and seem to ignore/forget me.. one time they were emailing something to the teacher about who didnt do anything( my friends got in trouble) TWO people forgot i sat at that table, anc ive sat there the WHOLE year. Me and my other friends have a group chat on my moms phone and we talk alot but wheneveer I say something NO ONE responds and the next day they talk about smth

else. hen ever i texted vee about it (jaiden) They straight up to my face said "Did i ask?" ... And THEN when ever something scary happens Nevaeh just say "Uh ok?" And laughs.. when i started cutting myself VEe would just be like "hey look she cut her self hah look" ITS ANNOYING EVEN WORSE because of what was going on with you he was like "you cosmoed you self haha" LIKE WHAT. And my mom found out and she told me "if you do it again im going to watch you change, watch you take a shower watch

you do EVERY thing" ... Every time i get hurt she LAUGHS at me. I once told my friend about me getting.. yknow.. by my uncle and he started making fun of it and saying "Oh look i your uncle i gonna touch you!" ITS SO ANNOYING IT MAKES ME WANT TO CRY.

Sorry for the paragraphs.. @-TW0S3R_THE_L0S3R-

@ASTRO-

Its alr.. *Hugs and cuddles* They dont deserve you.. Ily and anytime u wanna vent just tell me.

Ilyt thank you.. @-TW0S3R_THE_L0S3R-

@ASTRO-

Mhm, I dont feel well either but I made a vent 2 try and express myself ig..

@ASTRO-

Here same place ig-

Lol oki- @-TW0S3R_THE_L0S3R-

@ASTRO-

Pookie times >:]

ararrararararrararaara @-TW0S3R_THE_L0S3R-

@-Sprouttheberry-

Pookie!!! :0

:wave: @-TW0S3R_THE_L0S3R-

@-Sprouttheberry-

*kisses 4 u* Teagan let me model another dress!! :]

o-oh! really? cool! @-TW0S3R_THE_L0S3R-

@-Sprouttheberry-

Wanna see its?? :3

Uh.. Sure! :3

@-TW0S3R_THE_L0S3R-

@-Sprouttheberry-

Oki!!! *Is a somewhat short black dress w/ a line up the side a bit-*

u-u-uh cool! @-TW0S3R_THE_L0S3R-

@-Sprouttheberry-

Thanks! *Happi!!!* Is it to short??

u-uh nope! its fine! @-TW0S3R_THE_L0S3R-

@-Sprouttheberry-

Ok! She also told me to let you choose what accessorys! Wanna choose some? :3

s-sure! @-TW0S3R_THE_L0S3R-

@-Sprouttheberry-
(Istg u pick freaky things i will chersh u FOREVER-)

Oki!!

(:stuck_out_tongue:)
:sweat_smile: @-TW0S3R_THE_L0S3R-

@-Sprouttheberry-

:P

:) (HELP IDK WHAT TO SYADSJXK) @-TW0S3R_THE_L0S3R-

@-Sprouttheberry-
(CHOOSE SMTH *****-)

Hows the accessory finding? :3

(LIK WHAT IDK IJ STUPID :pensive:) u-uhh @-TW0S3R_THE_L0S3R-

@-Sprouttheberry-
(SMTH SLIGHTLY FREAKY LIKE A BRACELET AND OR A COLLAR-)

*Checking on the triplets-* :]

I did a bad again. Its bad. My legs hurt. Its bad. Im a let down. Its all my fault.

Woah slow down what happend? @-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

@Nonexistant

I relapsed, Its all up my thighs. I cant hide it

Nothings your fault. @-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

@Nonexistant

It is. I let Mod get in my head. I hate myself. I cant keep my legs clean of scars. Im disgusting. Im worthless.

No your not. no matter what you think you never will. Mod is a stupid piece of **** that doesnt deserve to live
@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

@Nonexistant

I DONT DESERVE TO BE ALIVE. I SHOULD'VE DIED AT 2 YEARS OLD. I WISH I DIED AT 2 YEARS OLD.

Yes you do. You deserve every breath you take, every single damn step you take, you deserve everything good and nothing bad @-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

I SHOULDVE DIED. MY LUNGS COLLAPSING SHOULDVE BEEN THE DAY I DIED

@Nonexistant

NO I DONT I DONT DESERVE ANYTHING GOOD

but you didnt and if you did, alot of things wouldnt be as great. @-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

Yes you do i dont care what thoughts go to your brain or who tell you but you deserve EVERYTHING good and im not the only one who thinks so
i can think of more than 100 people who agree @-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

@Nonexistant

I DONT IM DISGUSTING. IM HORRIBLE THE WORST LOVER, ADOPTIVE SON, HUSBAND, PARENT AND SIBLING EVER

NO YOUR NOT. YOUR AMAZING AT BEING ALL THOSE THINGS! @-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

AND ILL SAY IT AGAIN AND AGAIN IF I HAVE TO! @-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

@Nonexistant

Im doing better ig. Im still mad abt the -CD-SEA thing but I can stop biťching over it.

Thats good and im sorry @-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

@Nonexistant

Its ok.

I literally almost just passed out. And I relapsed. And I want to od.

Im so sorry love. @-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

Its fine. I cant even hold out until tmrw. My post is gonna probably be my last.

I hope not. please try your hardest im begging. @-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

@Nonexistant

Ok.

Why do you put up with me. Im annoying and childish.

So what? I dont think thats a bad thing
thats what makes you you
thats what i love about you @-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

@Nonexistant

Ok. Its my final night alive.

I love you.

Im sorry.

I dont want to hurt you even more.

I'll stop hurting you if I just d!e already.

i love you too.
Nothings your fault dont apologize
Di3ing wont make my life better it would be worse
you LIVING is way better
your not hurting me or anyone
@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

@Nonexistant

Ok. Name 10 reasons why I should live.

Ok
1. Your important
2. You have hundreds of people who care about you
3. Your beautiful
4. Lots of peoples lives would turn t hell without you
5. your kind
6. you actually care about people and help them
7. you make my life better
8. your weird and different in a good way and i love that <3
9. your smart no matter what you think
10. Your tye most amazing, nice and caring person i have ever met and You've gotton so far just to give up now.
@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

@Nonexistant

Oh.

I forgot people care.

My memory is decaying.

I cant help it.

Im forgetting stuff more.

I cant even remember my birthday or deadname anymore.

I have to go back to my birthday post.

Im stupid.

Im stupid.

Your not stupid.
People forget things all the time
i do it
that doesnt mean your stupid @-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

I just want him to stop hitting me.

Somedays I just feel so out of it I just go and try to attempt.

Ive attempted 7 times in one day.

I just want to be a kid again.

Im so sorry
i know how you feel
i wish i could do something and i would if i wernt 2 or 3 hours away @-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

@Nonexistant

Im not good enough.

Im not skinny enough.

Im not beautiful enough.

Im not smart enough.

Im not quiet enough.

Im not calm enough.

Im just want Ej back.

I want my dad back.

I want Jah'mir back.

I want my older brother back.

Jah'mir come back home.

You are good enough your existants is perfect
@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

@Nonexistant

ok. Im gonna shut up now.

I love you @-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

@Nonexistant

Ilyt.

I think we should try polyamoury..

Its a suggestion,

I get it if u hate me afterwards.

But I think we could try at least./nf

Bc ik someone we should try polyamory w/

Its a suggestion still bby.

But my suggestion is @/-H0LLYB3RRY-

Theyre amazing.

Nice.

And can match our freak.

I get it if u want to leave me or hate me after this.

Its ok.

Just know ilysm if u go.

Its okay and ofc!
i just have small trust issues with poly relationships because of nevaeh
@-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

@Nonexistant

Its ok I get it! I do too, Lemme tag them and ask :3

Oki @-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

@Nonexistant

Ilyyyy also do u notice anything different abt my gallery? >:3

uh

291 followers? @-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

@Nonexistant

Yes, And MY BIOS BACKSIES

Oh coolio! @-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

@Nonexistant

Insert our nintendo pfps

LMAO @-G0LD3N_CHE3S3-

@Nonexistant

"Blushing!!"