God..
It feels so weird to be only 22 and might have to celebrate ur last birthday..
Ur whole family looks weird and disgusted, ur mom tries to act normal but has to choke back her tears bc u look like death..Disgustingly sick..
U just try to enjoy every sec of this day bc who knows if u will wake up tomorrow..
But u cant..the body thats slowly k*lling u, sabotages every wake moment..U just can hope to be allowed to eat and spend time with ur family
The next birthday is in August.. who knows..
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Comments
09 May, 2024, 9:35 am
Sorry i know people dont like when u arent happy on ur birthday but there is nothing to be happy about...
I dont know if i wake up tomorrow, if i have to go to the hospital,... i know nothing and im scared extremely scared...
I dont want to d*e but keep "living" like this...
And my birthday is just a reminder of how f*cked up i am...
I hate everything but especially myself...
If u feel uncomfortable just ignore it :}
If u are noice (?), ask i dont care :}
09 May, 2024, 10:37 am
*noisy
09 May, 2024, 1:37 pm
There's no guarantee that we will live till tomorrow, so we got to appreciate the today. I hope you feel better.
09 May, 2024, 6:46 pm
.. oh
17 Feb, 2025, 7:47 pm
@Sandman_02-2 I can agree with that feeling