Its my birthday... by Sandman_02

God..
It feels so weird to be only 22 and might have to celebrate ur last birthday..
Ur whole family looks weird and disgusted, ur mom tries to act normal but has to choke back her tears bc u look like death..Disgustingly sick..
U just try to enjoy every sec of this day bc who knows if u will wake up tomorrow..
But u cant..the body thats slowly k*lling u, sabotages every wake moment..U just can hope to be allowed to eat and spend time with ur family
The next birthday is in August.. who knows..

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painted on a Nintendo Switch
09 May, 2024, 9:32 am
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Sandman_02

09 May, 2024, 9:35 am

Sorry i know people dont like when u arent happy on ur birthday but there is nothing to be happy about...
I dont know if i wake up tomorrow, if i have to go to the hospital,... i know nothing and im scared extremely scared...
I dont want to d*e but keep "living" like this...
And my birthday is just a reminder of how f*cked up i am...
I hate everything but especially myself...

If u feel uncomfortable just ignore it :}
If u are noice (?), ask i dont care :}

Sandman_02

09 May, 2024, 10:37 am

*noisy

AyceEternal

09 May, 2024, 1:37 pm

There's no guarantee that we will live till tomorrow, so we got to appreciate the today. I hope you feel better.

KatBon1

09 May, 2024, 6:46 pm

.. oh

foresttheartist

17 Feb, 2025, 7:47 pm

@Sandman_02-2 I can agree with that feeling

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